Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 322 The Real Purpose of Treating Guests

After Gao Yanran heard about it, she changed the subject: "Xiao An, did you know that a senior in our ACM club confessed to me today."

Zhao Bai'an was taken aback for a moment, she was not used to it for a while, the topic had changed a bit too fast, it must have been!
She really didn't know how to answer, so she fell into a moment of silence.

At this time, Gao Yanran automatically turned on the mode of talking to herself, maybe this is the main purpose of her invitation to dinner today.

"I don't know why, I think we can discuss such things with you. When Chen Yudi was chasing you, what was your reaction?"

Zhao Bai'an has come to her senses at this moment, recalling what happened before and what she learned in the dream, she doesn't know what attitude Gao Yanran is holding at this time.

"It's true that you can discuss it with me, but this matter depends on your own mind... Also... you need to have a good understanding of him, no, it can't be enough understanding, at least a certain understanding is necessary Yes, about character, purpose, motivation, etc. Well, but I have said so much, in fact, it is impossible for us to fully understand a person, isn't it?"

Zhao Bai'an showed a wry smile that seemed to see through everything. She was careful with her words, and originally wanted to say every sentence in detail, but in the end she could only give a rough outline.Regarding Gao Yanran, Zhao Bai'an really didn't know what she meant.

But a warm current flowed through Gao Yanran's heart, Zhao Bai'an's attitude was within her expectations, and this was the reason why she wanted to hear Zhao Bai'an's thoughts.

Gao Yanran didn't respond to Zhao Bai'an's inner doubts first, but only answered the superficial question with a smile on her face: "The senior who confessed to me is also very good in computer and programming. I learned a lot, and I can indeed talk more with him than I can with other boys. He also participated in the programming work of our school. I really admire him and envy him!"

Zhao Bai'an listened carefully to Gao Yanran's description of everything she knew about the senior, and she thought she could get some useful information from it, but the fact is that Gao Yanran didn't say a single word of useful information.

But she still saw something from Gao Yanran's few words.

Zhao Bai'an instinctively felt that Gao Yanran still liked electronic equipment more than people.

She didn't hear too many descriptions of seniors from Gao Yanran's words, all she heard was Gao Yanran's envy and admiration.

She knew very well in her heart that Gao Yanran might not like the senior himself, but his talent, this feeling is like watching TV dramas and worshiping idols when she was young.

That was just a moment of freshness and blindness.

Everyone is special, Gao Yanran is even more so.Zhao Bai'an doesn't have much similar emotional experience to teach Gao Yanran, the only thing she can tell Gao Yanran is to see her own heart clearly.

At this time, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but think about the matter between herself and Chen Yudi.

She clearly remembered that when Chen Yudi confessed to herself, she had that moment of panic and uncertainty.

However, unlike Gao Yanran, she was very clear about her heart at the time, and she knew better that such emotional matters cannot take shortcuts.

And as a bystander, even if she has too many opinions at this time, she still has to listen to the real thoughts of the person involved.

So Zhao Bai'an couldn't express her opinion right away, she put down the food in her hand, and asked Gao Yanran seriously: "So, what do you think? I mean, about human contact."

Zhao Bai'an directly pointed out what she wanted to know the most, while Gao Yanran was taken aback for a moment, and then showed a relieved smile.

Gao Yanran held a glass of juice in her hand, and after lightly pecking at it twice, she responded in a very small voice: "Xiao An, actually, I want to try it..."

Zhao Bai'an seemed a little surprised by what he heard.

Could it be that Gao Yanran likes seniors?am I wrong?
Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but guess secretly in his heart at this moment.

She felt that the large association she had just made was simply too redundant.Although she doesn't think she has the ability to see through people's hearts with a single glance, she is quite confident in her observation ability.

So at this moment, this sense of disobedience made Zhao Bai'an inexplicably feel that Gao Yanran had enriched her understanding of herself.

Zhao Bai'an took a sip of water to calm down, and then said suspiciously: "Xiao Ran, do you really like that senior?"

Gao Yanran didn't respond right away, she fell silent on this question, she didn't really think about whether she likes seniors, or whether she likes humans to this extent.

She just simply felt that if she was really with that senior, he would definitely help her in terms of computers.The so-called near-water house first gets the moon, she thought that she would get some benefits.

But there is always a voice in Gao Yanran's heart that keeps asking her: Gao Yanran, is it really okay for you to approach a person with a purpose like this?And for this man, do you have to choose to trust?
Gao Yanran didn't speak, and Zhao Bai'an didn't urge her either.

After thinking for a long time, Gao Yanran finally sorted out her feelings.

She put down the straw she couldn't stop biting, and calmly told Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao An, I really don't like the feeling of being a senior."

"Xiao Ran, why on earth do you want to try?" Zhao Bai'an tried to persuade.

"I..." Gao Yanran was about to answer, but she paused again, and she fell into quiet meditation as before.

She pondered deeply, and finally came to a conclusion. She said frankly to Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao'an, what happened before really made me feel very insecure, but in fact, I know that I may have some mental illness about some things."

Zhao Bai'an was not surprised when he heard such an ambiguous answer.

She could understand, but she still didn't quite agree in her heart: "Xiaoran, have you thought about it? If you just want to find someone to protect, and then bet on yourself, it's still very dangerous. "

Gao Yanran showed a relaxed expression this time. She didn't find it difficult to answer the question Zhao Bai'an asked. In fact, she had already thought a lot in her head when she was meditating quietly just now.

Humans are social animals and cannot be alone forever.This is the truth she has always understood in her heart, so it is impossible for her to live in her own world forever.

She had been living in the shadows before, but after spending the time in the dormitory with her friends, she seemed to understand what it means to be free and easy.

Zhao Bai'an is a person who seems to do things casually, but is actually serious about life and very delicate about emotions. At the same time, he also has a heart for others.

And Yang Liu Yiyi is a carefree, straight-talking person who likes to show her teeth and claws on weekdays, but in fact she doesn't have any scheming, and when it's time to let go of the princess's squeamishness, she can let go immediately.

Gao Yanran felt that these two people just made up for the lack of her own personality, and at the same time, she was subtly changed by the two people.

The exhibitionist incident made her seem to have peeled off a layer of skin, but from another perspective, she seemed to be able to grow a better new skin.

She was thinking about a question recently. She used to think that people, especially men, were scary.

But recently, she is thinking whether her thinking and vision are too narrow, and her mental illness may make her have too much prejudice against the world.

So she wants to try to see if she can change her mind and find a sense of security at the same time.

Gao Yanran's mood is a bit complicated at the moment.

(End of this chapter)