Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 19 Choice is Important

"Ah hey! Here I come!"

The eyes are on Yang Zichen and Huang Han. They meet with Zhao Baian every day after school starts to chat and study.

Ocean Sichuan University has a vast campus but few students, so there are many places for self-study.Not to mention that the library contains three times the number of seats for students, and different teaching buildings also contain different self-study spaces.There are a lot of brown iron chairs and wooden tables in Linhe, together with big British-style parasols.Everyone has a cup of freshly ground coffee in their hands, and many people believe you directly say that you are in a tourist attraction.

You can even choose to have a picnic or self-study on the big lawn, and no one will think you are strange, and it is even a bit popular recently.

But when Yang Zichen made this suggestion, it was firmly rejected by Zhao Bai'an.Among other things, if she was asked to sit down on the fresh grass, she would definitely not do it, even if she was beaten to death.

Yes, she loves the grass so much.

Weird.

Although Zhao Bai'an usually sees the green and thick grass and wants to go up and feel the softness of the soles of his feet, it is really super comfortable!But as an extreme insectphobe, she never allowed herself to have any contact with the grass except for the thick soles of her shoes.

Who knows if there are bugs right under you when you sit down, and who knows if there are bugs wriggling in the soil below you, breaking out of the soil, and climbing up your pants and clothes.

Ouch, my God, I can't bear to think about it.

Unless Zhao Bai'an is given a super thick and oversized tablecloth that is not easy to break, she will never agree to sit on the grass and have a picnic.

Think back to when they were in high school, because the geographical location was too remote, Zhao Bai'an and the others had the reputation of "Natural Botanical Garden" in high school.Open the window in the classroom, and overgrown nameless branches can’t wait to stretch in, poking the top of your head with the branches and caressing your cheeks with the leaves.

If you think that studying in such an extremely natural environment is a wonderful thing, then you are really wrong.

Every time along with the branches and leaves, there are all kinds of colorful bugs.Red, green, purple, blue, big and small.And there are some varieties that have never been seen before.

And that's not the scariest.

Most of these bugs have wings, jumping into your eyes, then take off as you jerk your head back in horror, and follow you as you step back a few steps.I don't know why, but they seem to feed on your fear, and they will jump on the person who is most afraid of them.

Then there will be an extra scream in the classroom, whether it is crisp or thick.

Hey, forget it.Don't continue to think about the sad past, let's get back to the topic.

In the week or so since the start of school, Zhao Bai'an, Huang Han, and Yang Zichen tried all the large and small self-study places in the school, and finally carefully selected this place that all three of them were very satisfied with.

There is a large round table, and an off-white curved sofa at an angle of about 120° covers two-thirds of the round table.The same curved walnut-colored baffle is connected to the back of the sofa. The baffle is so high that you have to kneel on the sofa to stick out about half of your head.

There are only 6 such round tables in the lobby on this floor, and each sofa faces the wall, so privacy is guaranteed very well.Compared with the library, it is very free here.The library stipulates that some areas cannot speak, and some areas can only whisper.

Hey, how could it be possible for young girls to hold back for so long without speaking.And really think that everyone gathered together for self-study?Obviously the main purpose is to chat (just a handful of melon seeds are missing)!Besides, both Zhao Bai'an and Yang Zichen were carefree and extroverted. After everyone shared interesting things with each other, the librarian almost didn't drive them out after several bursts of laughter.

It's good here, a small semi-enclosed space, and laughing doesn't hinder anyone at all.

"Ah hey! I'm coming!" Following the voice, Zhao Bai'an jumped onto the sofa, and immediately sank a lot.This leather sofa is really comfortable to sit on.

Huang Han and Yang Zichen were already sitting on the sofa, I don't know when they arrived.Huang Han is still reading the book, maybe the military training book.Yang Zichen rested his chin on the table, stretched his arms straight, lying on the round table boredly playing with his mobile phone.

"Have you decided? About course selection." Zhao Bai'an took out the course selection form from his bag and shook it in his hand.

"Yo, it's so fast." Yang Zichen jokingly said, "We have already decided, just waiting for you to come."

"Hey, isn't it because my trial class ends too late?" The first week of Haichuan University's semester is the trial time for all classes. You can listen to any class. In the end, you only need to choose the one you like and submit the course selection table.Today is the last day of auditions.

"How is it? What did you choose?"

"Ah, wait." Zhao Bai'an quickly added, "Let me guess first."

"Wow!" Yang Zichen became energetic when he heard this.

"Enmu, but the classes are all mixed, and the difficulty is a bit high."

"Hey, don't worry, you said you wanted to guess! Hurry up!" Yang Zichen urged.

"Ah, that's fine. First of all, I don't think you can choose dancing, after all, you are already very good at dancing; you also can't choose painting, after all, your paintings are unsightly..."

"Ah, what does it mean to be unsightly!!" Yang Zichen retorted, "I can draw fairly well! And why can't I apply for the direction of painting?!"

"Because it feels like you have no room for improvement at all, hahahahahaha."

"Hum hum!"

"Okay, I'm joking. But painting is still excluded." Zhao Bai'an pondered for a while, "But I still know too little about you. It's more difficult to guess, but I think it should be biased towards science."

After all, many things in liberal arts may be less challenging for Yang Zichen with a good memory, and she has a very challenging personality.

"That's right." Yang Zichen nodded, "Then I'll tell you the correct answer! My current main direction is... chemistry!"

Uh, there is still a certain deviation from Zhao Bai'an's thinking.

"It turned out to be chemistry, it's really hard to guess! And why?"

"Ah, if you want to talk about the reason," Yang Zichen tilted his head, "Maybe it's because high school is relatively literary, and I don't really want to choose talent as you said. The most important thing is! I will participate in this week The experience class I had just happened to be an experiment, and I thought it was so interesting! It’s so colorful and amazing!”

——"Wow, it's really interesting! The colorful colors are amazing!" ——In Zhao Bai'an's distant memory, someone who has said similar words, seems to be herself.

"I always feel that from your description, this experience class is like the kind of coaxing children. I will give you some sweets first, and then start to show the difficult fangs after the real class. By then, you will be locked up I can't escape even if I escape." Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but vaccinate Yang Zichen first due to the painful experience of studying hard in high school.

"Humph! I think you just think I can't do it! Humph! I just want to show you!" It seems that her persuasion has become a provocative method instead.

"Yes, yes, anyway, you have already filled it out. Did most of them take courses related to this major?"

"That's right, I'm really serious! And because high school is English-oriented, I haven't had much exposure to this kind of science. After this week, I think it's so interesting! I feel like I missed a lot."

"You've made up your mind, I'm sure I believe you, but what does it mean that your high school is English direction? It seems that there is no such direction?"

"Oh! That's because I belong to Ayton, which is different from ordinary public schools." Yang Zichen explained.

"Ayton...is that private girls' high school, right?" Zhao Bai'an remembered, "Wow, that one is very expensive! I didn't expect you to be a rich lady, no wonder you are so bad at housework."

"Hey~ no~" Yang Zichen waved his hands, as if he didn't like others saying that she was a rich lady.

"Has Huang Han chosen a direction?" So Zhao Bai'an stopped dwelling on the last topic.

A flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in her mind, "I know! It's history and humanities! Right?"

"Yes, that's right. It's not bad, Xiao'an has a way." The bickering between Zhao Bai'an and Yang Zichen didn't disturb Huang Han and she continued to read at all. Zhao Bai'an really admired her ability to meditate.But this direction is quite suitable for her.

"What about you? Have you thought about it?" Huang Han raised his head and asked Zhao Bai'an.

"Oh, no, I really don't know..."

For Zhao Bai'an, it is very difficult to have things, objects, and characters that she loves from the bottom of her heart.Even when she acts like she likes something, deep down she still doesn't think it's necessary.When she really calms down, no matter how much she likes to eat this food, she can stop immediately if she wants to stop, without any nostalgia or pity; no matter how beautiful the book is and how attractive the plot is, she can stop reading it Look, there is no curiosity about the follow-up at all; no matter how much she loves this star, she can completely forget about it in the next second and never watch the gossip again.

On the surface, Zhao Bai'an acted like a young girl, liking this and that.But it seemed that there was a switch in her heart. After it was turned off, she felt that it was really no big deal.

So this is one of the reasons why she is passionate about everything. She is not afraid of trial and error, hoping to find something she really loves, just like the rare Alice in Wonderland.

But these, there is no need to go into too much detail.

"Didn't Haichuan University not require students to choose a fixed major? That's one of the reasons why I chose it." Zhao Bai'an shortened the reason, "Because I'm interested in everything, so I want to learn everything I want."

"so?"

"So I won't decide on the main direction. I will try various courses here. If I can meet someone I really like, it won't be too late to decide then~"

"It's a special feeling, but I really have you! I hope I can graduate smoothly by then."

　Tomorrow will start a big dream, but it will still be interspersed with various daily routines, or in other words, a big dream will be interspersed in various daily routines.

　　Thanks for reading~

　　

　

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