Scum attack, stay away from me

Su Zhengliang put down his coffee cup, took out his cell phone, and when he saw the caller ID, he pressed it without hesitation, "Mom."

On the other end of the phone, Mother Su's voice could not conceal her excitement, "Xiao Liang, how are you?"

"I'm fine, how are you and sister?"

"We are all fine. Qingqing is going to get married next month. The wedding is scheduled for the tenth of next month. You have to come back on time to attend your sister's wedding."

Su Zhengliang smiled gratifiedly, "That's great, she has finally found her own happiness, and I will try my best to arrange a time to come back."

Mother Su's soothing voice came from the other end of the phone, "That's good, since you went to Germany two years ago, Qingqing and I have been thinking about you every day, just in time for her to get married, our family has a good reunion get together."

"kindness."

"Xiao Liang, now that your sister's matter has been settled, have you seen any girls you like over there?"

Su Zhengliang knew that his mother would definitely take this opportunity to ask about his own situation, so he shirked, "Mom, I don't want to fall in love now. After going through so many things, I just want to let myself be quiet. Besides, when I came here The purpose of this is to learn music, so please don't force me."

Mother Su seemed a little disappointed, "Okay, Mom won't talk anymore, don't be too tired, take care of yourself."

"Well, I will. You have to take care of your health. I'll hang up first."

After putting down the phone, the complex emotions on Su Zhengliang's face quietly emerged again.

Two years ago, when he learned that Lin Xiluo had never loved him, even though he was treated like that by the other party, Su Zhengliang did not feel as depressed as he did eight years ago.Although there was a brief period of pain, I was no longer the same person I was then.

I buried all those pains and resentments deeply in my heart, and my only goal was to one day be able to stand on the world stage and play in front of everyone.

After rejecting You Shaoqi's love, he still came to Heidelberg alone, just to cut off all people and things related to love.

Time is really a magic medicine. It can make those painful experiences gradually forgotten by people after time passes by.

However, will this scar that has haunted me for many years really heal so easily?Will the poison that has penetrated into the bone marrow disappear without a trace under the scorching sun?Will there be a day to come back again?And by deliberately obliterating it like this, will you really forget it?

Perhaps, as the old man said, I still care about it, but I am only entangled by the memories of the past, and I no longer have any nostalgia for him.

Knowing the news that my sister was about to get married, I was certainly happy, and wished I could fly back to her right now and send my blessings to her.However, once I go back, those never-ending blind dates will come one after another.

He clearly decided that he would never love again in this life, let alone get emotionally involved with anyone, but when he thought of his mother begging him and sighing, Su Zhengliang's heart was shaken again.

Su Zhengliang, do you know what it means to go back?Are you really going to fall into this emotional vortex of tormenting each other again?Your heart is already full of holes, do you still want to make other people's hearts become as broken as yours?

The voice that was silent in the bottom of his heart suddenly sounded at this moment, like a spell, whispering in his ear, spurring Su Zhengliang's heart all the time.

No, no, I'm going back just to attend my sister's wedding, and I'll come back after it's over, and I won't have anything to do with anyone.

But what about your mother?Don't you really have the heart to watch her tearfully beg you with such an expression, but you ruthlessly and cruelly reject her?Su Zhengliang, can you really do such a thing?

A person whose heart has died can no longer have any qualifications to be loved by others.Just let me bear all the sins and unfilial piety, no matter how much she begged me, I can't hurt others anymore.

The cold night wind, accompanied by the fragrance of flowers in the yard, penetrated into Su Zhengliang's heart.In the dark blue sky, a crescent moon hangs high in the sky, exuding silver light.

Looking up at the quiet night sky silently, deep worries emerged from his pale and anxious face.

Unconsciously touching the small pendant around his neck, Su Zhengliang suddenly realized something, and he took off the thing hanging around his neck.

His black eyes stared quietly at the silver ring in his hand, which was as hot as his own body temperature. The lake-like eyes had a profound meaning.

That day, he originally decided to throw away the ring just like that, but happened to bump into Lin Yuan.After returning home, after thinking about it and struggling for several days, I still didn't throw it away.

In order to always remember what Lin Xiluo had done to him, Su Zhengliang put this piece on with a leather rope and hung it around his neck.

It's just that I don't know when I started, when I feel uneasy or hesitant, I will touch it unconsciously.As long as you feel the unique metallic texture of this ring, the fear and confusion in your heart will gradually disappear, and your restless heart will gradually calm down.

Staring deeply at the ring, Su Zhengliang's thoughts drifted far away.

A while ago, at Haisen Piano School, a girl showed her love to her.

In fact, I have long felt that the other party's attitude towards me is unusual, but I, who have chosen not to love anyone, can only keep pretending not to know.However, that girl seemed to be obsessed with him, even though he hinted at her countless times, he turned a deaf ear to it.

That day, I politely refused the other party.When the girl asked him the reason for rejecting her, he unexpectedly took off the ring around his neck and showed it to the other party.

The girl was very surprised when she saw the ring, and then she smiled with some disappointment, "Su, it seems that you must love her very much."

At that time, without any hesitation, I said decisively, "No, I don't love him anymore. Wearing what he gave me is to remind myself all the time and remember everything he has done to me. .”

When the girl heard that she used "he" instead of "she", the beautiful sapphire blue eyes showed not only surprise but also shock.

"Su, since you don't love him anymore, why can't you accept me?"

"I'm sorry, love is too heavy for me, I've been through too much, I'm too tired to bear anyone's love anymore. You are a good girl, and you will definitely find the love that really belongs to you."

Yes, everyone can find their own love, my sister has found it, and he has found it too.

The slender fingertips twisted the ring tightly, making two deep marks on the pulp of the fingers, and Su Zhengliang's eyes gradually turned cold.

Su Zhengliang, since you have chosen not to love anymore, don't be sad, don't be nostalgic, and don't look forward to it anymore.

Slightly loosen the finger, the warm ring slipped from the hand without a sound, and sank into the grass.

Lin Xiluo, goodbye.