Scum attack, stay away from me

Originally, he thought that the old man would let him forget about these painful false loves, but he didn't expect the other party to say such words. Su Zhengliang couldn't help but widen his eyes, "But..."

"From your eyes, I can see that you are depressed and confused. Although you have been trying to hide the emotions in your eyes, the loneliness and sadness in your heart cannot be easily erased like this. You know, some A thing, even if you try to forget it, since it has been deeply embedded in your heart, you should not forget it."

"You're right, I can't forgive him, so I will never forget him."

The clear voice, full of sadness and hatred, quickly disappeared in the night wind of the Neckar River.

"Young man, I can't understand the pain and resentment you feel in your heart when you find out that you have been cheated, but if you really don't love her anymore, why do you show such a painful and sad expression?"

Su Zhengliang lowered his eyelashes sadly, "I don't know."

"Whether it's hate or love, at least it means that you still care about him, otherwise, you won't be so confused." Looking deeply at Su Zhengliang's beautiful and melancholy side face, the old man continued to say softly, "I don't care about him." I know what happened between you, but I know you must have loved him deeply and had been very happy. I don't believe that the person you love will really use your feelings to deceive you like this, let alone him I don’t have any real affection for you. Perhaps, it’s just some misunderstanding that caused the relationship between you to become like this.”

The slowly flowing Neckar River gently patted the river bank, making a slight "squeak" sound, as if lovers cuddling each other, kissing each other lightly.

Su Zhengliang said disheartenedly, "If there is really a misunderstanding, he can tell me. Why did he hide it from me? I told myself time and time again to trust him, no matter what happened, he loved me, but in exchange What came was deception and betrayal again and again, I was really tired, I was so tired that I didn't want to love anymore."

The old man said regretfully, "Young man, you still have a long way to go in life. You can't lose your heart because of one or two blows, let alone have such pessimistic thoughts. Love is like a ship sailing in the sea that has lost its direction and can never find a harbor to sail into. Is this kind of life what you want?"

Su Zhengliang hurriedly said, "No, I still have great ideals and ambitions waiting to be fulfilled by myself. My life can't just end like this. It's just..."

"I know what you're thinking, young man, maybe you should think about it, don't rush to tell me this answer. Remember, I will play here every weekend, and I will answer you when you think it through. Not too late."

*********** The moonlight is lonely, and the indifferent sadness is like a thin layer of mist, covering the sky over Heidelberg at night.

Su Zhengliang walked slowly on a quiet path with few pedestrians. Through the hazy night, the outline of the house he rented became more and more clear in his eyes.

Two years ago, Su Zhengliang came to Munich after leaving S City. Although it was only for music exchange, Mr. Schneider, the dean of the Munich Conservatory of Music, admired him very much and wanted to accept him as his student.

As the dean of the Conservatory of Music, Schneider is already busy with business, and he was invited to the United States to serve as the honorary dean there, so he cared even less about Su Zhengliang's music.Therefore, the two discussed it, and Dean Schneider decided to let his good friend, Professor Michel Calder, who is also well-known in the international music circle, be Su Zhengliang's teacher.

Michel Calder suffered from a car accident many years ago, so it was not convenient for him to move. It was impossible for him to feel Munich from Heidelberg.In addition, Heidelberg is not too far away from Munich, so Su Zhengliang came to Heidelberg, and through Schneider's introduction, he stayed at the house of Hessen's family.

Mr. Heisen is a student of Dean Schneider and a piano educator. He is currently the director of a piano school in the center of Heidelberg.

Although Su Zhengliang came here as an exchange student, all the daily living expenses are not small. Although the Haisen family doesn't care about these, it is impossible for Su Zhengliang to live and eat in other people's homes for free.Therefore, he works as a teacher in Haisen's piano school during the day, and practice piano at home in his spare time, or go to the performance venue outside to play a few songs at night.On the one hand, it is to earn living expenses, and more importantly, to accumulate stage experience.

Orientals like Su Zhengliang who study music are rare here. In addition, he is humble and polite, with outstanding appearance and first-class piano skills. It didn't take long for people to pay attention to him.

In the eyes of Europeans, such an oriental with a melancholy temperament is really too mysterious.Many people tried to approach him with various purposes.

In order to avoid the entanglement of these people, Su Zhengliang left these places. In addition to teaching piano at the Haisen Piano School, he went to Professor Calder’s house from time to time. Occasionally, he would chat with Mr. Haisen about the confusion encountered in piano practice. , or play with the children of the Haisen family, and spend the rest of the time in the room practicing the piano.

Those people found it boring, so they stopped looking for him. Such a peaceful life passed quickly, and Su Zhengliang's piano art seemed to have broken through his bottleneck period and made a qualitative leap.

However, as Professor Calder talked to him before, even if he has passed the bottleneck period, the cautious and hesitant emotions in his music will still be revealed from time to time. If they are not overcome and resolved, they will It will bring a lot of trouble to his future performance.

Su Zhengliang knew what Professor Calder was referring to, and he naturally understood the source of this crux. If possible, he also wanted to erase it.

Before he knew it, Su Zhengliang had already stopped in front of this three-story house with a traditional southwestern German style. The strong aroma of roasted pork knuckles wafted from the kitchen, and the laughter of children came to his ears from the crack of the door. , pushed open the door, and went in.

As soon as he stepped up the stairs, Su Zhengliang was stopped by the landlady, "Su, are you back?"

Su Zhengliang stood on the stairs and bent over to look at the German woman in her 40s, "Yes, Mrs. Heisen."

The enthusiastic Mrs. Heisen quickly asked, "Have you eaten yet? I see that you have been so busy these days and have lost a lot of weight, so today I specially roasted pork knuckles, just waiting for you to wipe them all out."

Su Zhengliang replied emotionally, "Mrs. Haisen, thank you, I will come down as soon as I put the things away."

After having this enjoyable dinner with Haisen's family, Su Zhengliang returned to his room.

After taking a shower, he made himself a cup of coffee as usual, and then stood in front of the window, watching the city in the night silently.

At this moment, the cell phone in his coat pocket rang.