the president's wife

Chapter 23: She loves you, but she is also a woman ("A Lei, go back with you, who am I to you?")

Liu Yan said this while looking into Zhou Lei's eyes, her face was calm, and she looked at Zhou Lei stubbornly, waiting for him to give an answer.

Pursing his lips, he was silent.

The two have been in love for several years, they care about everything about Zhou Lei and Liu Yan, and they know him very well.

Looking at the ever-changing color in his eyes, I already have the answer in my heart.

Don't say that his eyes are no longer blazing except for guilt and heartache, even if his eyes are still blazing, she also knows that he will not give up Xiaoxiao, bear Xiaoxiao, and be with her.

He won't follow the path of his father's ruthlessness, he won't allow himself to be like his father.From the moment he decided to be with Xiaoxiao, he should have decided his whole life, and worked hard for this whole life.

What happened back then, he made a mistake in one thought, but he redeemed it and waited for her for several years.As far as she was concerned, he was already responsible for the relationship between the two of them, and it was not in vain that she loved him deeply.

Now, he and Xiaoxiao are together, and they have no turning back.

Time will not go back to six years ago, even if he and her sat across from each other, there is no longer the spiritual connection they had back then...

"I will take care of you like a brother."

Zhou Lei's voice seemed to come from a distant place, the corners of Liu Yan's mouth were slightly pulled, and the bitterness was in the corner of his mouth...

"But I don't want to be your sister."

Zhou Lei's expression changed, he looked at Liu Yan's face...

Pursing her lips, her face was tense. If what she wanted was two years ago, he would give it to her.But now, he can't give it anymore, his heart...

"Smoke..."

Zhou Lei looked at Liu Yan...

"I can never separate from Xiaoxiao, she is very important to me."

There was a faint smile on Liu Yan's face, and then she whispered softly...

"So, go back to S City. You can't give me what I want, and I don't want you to be the person you least want to be. Xiaoxiao loves you, and I do the same. Even after six years, my heart It hasn’t changed. Ah Lei, Xiaoxiao hopes you are happy, and I do the same.”

"After all, the two of us have no fate. I am free now. I am living a good life here. I am not bad in appearance. I can be regarded as talented and beautiful. I will definitely find my happiness. I understand your intentions, However, going back with you will only create a gap between you and Xiaoxiao. No matter how generous Xiaoxiao is, it is impossible to completely ignore my existence. Ah Lei, I am the person you once loved, even if it was once, then It’s also what you put in your heart.”

"If you are a woman, you won't really care about the entanglement between your beloved and his ex-girlfriend. Don't take Xiaoxiao too seriously. No matter how much she loves you, no matter how kind she is, she is still a woman! With a woman A common problem is being jealous, being jealous..."

"Go back to S city, don't miss me anymore. I will have a good life, and I will start to learn to let go of you. Ah Lei, I am very happy that you can come to England. I am very happy to still have a place in your heart But, from today on, forget about me. Even if it’s just a place, it’s still hurting Xiaoxiao. Treat her wholeheartedly. It’s rare for you to meet a woman like her. Even if I don’t think I love you less than her , but I can't do her devotion to you without complaint or regret."

"Alei, goodbye."

Liu Yan took a deep look at Zhou Lei, then turned and walked out.Zhou Lei sat on the spot, watching the back of Liu Yan leaving.

All he thought about was that Yan'er could no longer be left here alone, and every word Yan'er said hit the point.He can't pretend to be deaf and dumb because of Xiaoxiao's kindness and love, no matter how generous she is, she is still a woman.Thinking, when I heard that he was coming to England when I was leaving, the woman buried in her arms was crying more than sorry...

Liu Yan didn't look back, fearing that she would regret it if she turned around.Then she will make a decision that she regrets and follow him back.

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One light left, waiting.

On the sofa, there was a figure curled up into a ball.Leaning there, waiting for too long, finally fell asleep from exhaustion.In just three days, the palm-sized face looked even thinner.

He was too selfish after all.

She clearly knew what she felt most guilty about, and she also clearly knew what she was most afraid of.But I still feel selfish that she will understand her kindness and generosity, and will not have any objections.

Zhou Lei didn't stay in the UK, so he directly bought the earliest flight and flew back to City S.

When I opened the door, I saw a lamp that had been kept, and the person curled up on the sofa, waiting in a ball.

With pity in her heart, she walked to the sofa and carefully hugged Shangguan Xuan...

With just a little movement, Shangguan Xuan, who was soundly asleep, had already opened her eyes.Sleepy hazy eyes, looking at the face close at hand.It seems like a dream...

Being held in his arms, his lithe body seemed to have no weight...

Shangguan Xuan blinked, knowing that he would not come back so early, it was only since he left.Except for working hours, I can't help but miss it at other times.She couldn't sleep at night, even if she told herself that she was willing to bear any consequences, it was just...

Still want to believe his words, will come back.A person came back, back to her side.

She was already reluctant to let go easily.As long as he still wants her, as long as he doesn't let her leave, she wants to stay by his side.

She couldn't bear it.

"Stone... you are back... Senior Sister Yan..."

Touching Zhou Lei's face with his hands, he felt the slightly cool cheeks, and the real touch between his fingers made Shangguan Xuan couldn't help but smile.However, the smile is on the lips, but the eye sockets are covered with mist...

"Well, I'm back, and she's still in England."

Zhou Lei kissed her on the lips, and looked at her misty eyes from a close distance.

"We'll talk about that tomorrow."

Avoiding Liu Yan's topic, Zhou Lei asked...

"Why don't you sleep on the bed?"

"I was lying on the sofa reading a book and accidentally fell asleep..."

Soft words avoided her ignorant waiting...

She didn't want to make him feel burdened, didn't want him to know, she was on guard all night, wanted to know that he was back as soon as possible, didn't want to lie on the big bed, only by herself, when she was on a business trip, she knew he would come back.And he went to England, lying on the bed, empty, without him on half of the bed, but so uneasy and scared...

Zhou Lei didn't tear it apart, carried Shangguan Xuan back to the bedroom and put it in the big bed, pulled the quilt and covered it.

"Where are you going?"

As soon as Zhou Lei straightened up, his big hand was pulled.Shangguan Xuan opened her eyes and looked at Zhou Lei worriedly.Anxiety was in her eyes, she was afraid that he would leave suddenly.She had too little trust in him.Uneasy too much.

He only knew that she loved him deeply, but he had indeed forgotten that she was also a woman, a woman who loved him deeply.No matter how generous you are, you will be jealous, and no matter how generous you are, you will also feel uneasy.Especially the person he was looking for was Yan'er, he only thought he knew it clearly, but he never looked at it from her perspective...

The restless eyes, but when he was holding Zhou Lei, he was also taken aback.

Involuntarily let go of his hand.Then he avoided his eyes and murmured, "I..."

"I'm going to take a shower, wait for me for a while."

She lowered her head, bent down and kissed Shangguan Xuan's forehead, then turned and walked to the bathroom without saying anything.

Listening to the sound in the bathroom, Shangguan Xuan lay on the bed and looked at the other half of the bed that was empty.The sound from the stone is in the ear, and his breath is in the breath.

Zhou Lei didn't delay, and quickly walked out of the bathroom, put on his pajamas, lifted the quilt and lay down.Shangguan Xuan's gaze followed Zhou Lei all the time, watching him walk in, watching him lying on the side, watching him keep looking at her...

arms outstretched...

Shangguan Xuan was stunned for a moment, then she took the initiative to lean into his arms, hugged his waist and leaned into his face, her face pressed against his heart.

That restless heart really fell.

He really came back.

Hands, can't help but circle tighter...

"Smile, I'm sorry."

Zhou Lei was actually very tired, he hugged Shangguan Xuan's slender body tightly, lowered his head and kissed her hair.

"I do not blame you."

Shangguan Xuan hurriedly explained...

"I know there must be a reason why you didn't tell me. I didn't blame you for going to England. Besides, even if you and Senior Sister Yan are back together, I will bless you..."

"Smile."

Zhou Lei interrupted her, looked at her face, and sighed softly...

"It's really a blessing, it's really not sad at all, is it really willing?"

Zhou Lei looked into Shangguan Xuan's eyes and asked without mercy.

Shangguan Xuan was blocked by the question and couldn't answer for a while, but her eyes immediately turned red.She can sincerely bless her, but how can she not be sad, how can she be willing, it's just...

"Ok?"

Zhou Lei didn't let Shangguan Xuan dodge, but his eyes were direct...

"I don't want to part with it, but... you belonged to Senior Sister Yan... I ruined you..."

This is a thorn in her heart...

I can't let go of the guilt...

"The past has passed, Yan'er has let go, I have let go, and you have to learn to let go. At the beginning, I knew that the person under me was you, but I still took your innocence. Mistakes, I made it... I owe you all. You have done enough, don't feel like you owe anyone anymore. Don't panic anymore, smile, I have chosen you, recognized you, you are mine , and I am yours. You can be angry, jealous, or express your unhappiness."

"You don't have to tolerate everything because of guilt. You have to be so grievous in everything. Don't say that you will fulfill me easily. I don't want your fulfillment. I want you to be by my side all the time."

"Ok?"

Zhou Lei pinched Shangguan Xuan's face that was frozen because of excessive happiness...

"it is good."

Shangguan Xuan choked up her answer...

As long as he wanted her, she would always be there...

"Next time let me hear that you easily fulfill me this, fulfill me that... I will punish you severely!"

Zhou Lei threatened viciously, but his eyes were full of tenderness...

"it is good."

Shangguan Xuan obediently agreed... Leaning into his arms happily, closing her eyes...

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"itch……"

Sleeping drowsily, awakened by the itching around her ears, Shangguan Xuan opened her eyes in a daze, and felt that Zhou Lei was making trouble with her.