the president's wife

Chapter 046: Are you going to go with me?Qin Ziyan was holding coffee in her hand, listening to Qiu Ze's words.Looking sideways at Qiu Ze, with clear eyes, he looked directly into the depths of Qiu Ze's eyes, Qiu Ze could not bear to look away.

Qin Ziyan walked to the old seat and sat down, putting down the coffee.Qiu Ze followed and sat down opposite Qin Ziyan.

Qin Ziyan put the coffee in front of Qiu Ze, stretched out her hand and took the pastry to cushion her stomach first.

"Eat and drink."

When Qiu Ze picked up the coffee, Qin Ziyan opened her mouth lightly while chewing.

The coffee was already brought to his lips, Qiu Ze heard Qin Ziyan's words, the edge of the coffee paused at the corner of his mouth, after a few seconds he still didn't drink it, and put it back on the table.As if to vent his anger, he picked up the pastry and stuffed it into his mouth, chewed a few mouthfuls before swallowing.Although the pastry was not big, it was still so dry that Qiu Ze got stuck in his throat when he swallowed it without chewing.

"Cough cough..."

Coughing with hands over lips...

Picking up the coffee and wanting to swallow it, Qin Ziyan reached out to stop it.Then he went to the bar and took a bottle of mineral water, unscrewed it and handed it to Qiu Ze. Qiu Ze raised his head and took a few sips before swallowing the pastry.Just now because of swallowing, her eyes were a little red, she put the mineral water aside, and saw Qin Ziyan who was sitting across from her and took a sip of coffee with a calm expression.

In fact, the pastries are slightly sweet, and the sweetness is still on the tip of the tongue before drinking coffee, it will be more bitter.Qin Ziyan liked this kind of feeling very much, there was a bit of bitterness in the sweetness, sweetness in the bitterness, very similar to how she felt towards Qiu Ze...

"Where have you been this week?"

Seeing that, Qin Ziyan is not ready to open her mouth.Qiu Ze endured it for a while, the two of them sat quietly for half an hour, Qin Ziyan was still drinking coffee and eating cakes quietly.Just like when the two of them got along before, she was always so quiet.If it wasn't necessary, sometimes she would be like an invisible person, quietly listening to what he kept saying.

"Go to An Ran's place."

Qin Ziyan put down the coffee and didn't hide it.

The words fell from his mouth, he looked at Qiu Ze, and looked at Qiu Ze with such clear and exquisite eyes, but this time there was another gleam in his eyes that he couldn't figure out.

There was a sudden bitterness in his throat.

This coffee is a bit too bitter.

Qiu Ze avoided Qin Ziyan's sight. Facing the word An Ran, he still couldn't be completely calm.

After a while, Qiu Ze seemed to have calmed down a bit, and raised his head to look at Qin Ziyan, the light in her eyes seemed to have disappeared again, leaving only a wave of calm.

"Is she okay?"

Did not get an answer immediately, Qiu Ze couldn't hide a trace of eagerness on his expression.Qin Ziyan looked at Qiu Ze, her heart tightened slowly.The calmness on his face was hard to loosen.

"An Ran?"

It seems to be intentional, and it seems to be silently expressing an emotion...

"Well, how is she?"

"It's not good to be with Shangguan Rui."

In a word, even if it is said calmly, there are a little more emotions between the words.But this emotion was not caught by Qiu Ze, the loss and unconcealable heartache that quickly appeared on his face made Qin Ziyan's heart sink to the bottom in an instant.

It turned out that it really didn't work.

After drinking the last sip of coffee, the bitterness hovering on the tip of his tongue was unbearable.The sweetness in the middle has been replaced by bitterness.

In the end, it's just bitterness.

Standing up, Qin Ziyan said lightly: "I'm going back to the lounge first."

"Zi Yan."

Qiu Ze immediately called An Ran to stop, but seeing the eyes of everyone, he swallowed the rest of the words.Seeing Qin Ziyan walking towards the lounge on the third floor without looking back, she couldn't care less about following Qin Ziyan to the third floor.One after the other, they walked to the lounge. Qin Ziyan stood at the door, looked at Qiu Ze and said, "I'm a little tired after driving for several hours."

"Zi Yan, I still have some questions."

Qiu Ze put his hands on the door, preventing Qin Ziyan from closing the door.Qin Ziyan didn't use any force, she just held the door, and there was a big gap the width of a person in the middle.Standing there, looking at the complicated expression on Qiu Ze's face, as well as a look of eagerness.

Seeing that Qin Ziyan didn't respond, Qiu Ze didn't feel at ease either.I thought that Qin Ziyan was really tired, that's why she wanted to rest.However, when he heard the meaning of Qin Ziyan's words just now, he always felt something was wrong.

"An Ran and Shangguan Rui...are they together?"

"You saw the two of them...didn't you?"

"Are they already living together?"

Every word seems to be deliberated, but when it is spoken, every sentence revolves around a problem.

"You want to ask me, are An Ran and Shangguan Rui sharing the same bed? Qiu Ze, does the same bed or different bed have something to do with you? In recent years, because they have maintained a friendly relationship, you feel that they are friends without seeing him in person. The two have always been just friends? Such self-deception? What are you expecting in your heart? Do you want An Ran to protect you like a jade? Or do you want to be with An Ran again?"

The words are sharp...

"no……"

"Qiu Ze, you know that it is impossible for you and An Ran to be together again. So even though you are reluctant to part with An Ran, you still have no choice but to stop. While talking, you want to bless An Ran and Shangguan Rui, and hope that An Ran can find her own happiness. On the one hand, you don’t want An Ran to belong to other men anymore? It’s so contradictory, one thing on the surface, one thing behind the scenes. Is it interesting?”

Qin Ziyan has never said aggressive words.

At this moment, every word and every sentence was tearing Qiu Ze's heart apart.He analyzed the thoughts of his inner world thoroughly, every single word was enough to make Qiu Ze dripping with blood.

"You really think you understand me well?"

Qiu Ze's face was ugly, he was poked into something, and looked at Qin Ziyan with a trace of coldness in his eyes.

"I really wish I didn't understand you that way."

Qin Ziyan's voice was a little tired, if she didn't understand so thoroughly, maybe she wouldn't lose her heart.

Qiu Ze's chest was heaving, and Qin Ziyan looked at Qiu Ze quietly.With a slight effort in his hands, he was about to close the door.Qiu Ze's hand didn't touch the door any more, it was loosened, and the gap in the door slowly tightened.When the door was about to close, Qin Ziyan suddenly opened the door again, looking at Qiu Ze who hadn't moved...

"Qiu Ze."

Qiu Ze's gaze was locked by Qin Ziyan, but his brows were slightly frowned. Qin Ziyan's aggressiveness just now was indeed very different from her usual.Now, Qin Ziyan didn't look indifferent, but looked at him seriously.Qiu Ze who was watching became inexplicably serious, his eyes were entwined with Qin Ziyan, waiting for her to speak.

"I'm away for a week, why do you come to the coffee shop every day?"

Qiu Ze was taken aback, as if he didn't expect Qin Ziyan to ask this question.

This is a question that even he himself has not figured out.

"I……"

The voice was a little dry again, Qiu Ze looked at Qin Ziyan, her gaze made it impossible to guess what she was thinking.What is the purpose of asking this question, I dare not guess randomly.Don't dare to test it, and don't dare to take a step forward.Her words are still in my ears, and her actions have already explained her attitude.

"Just passing by here for coffee."

After Qiu Ze's words fell, the serious expression on Qin Ziyan's face slowly disappeared, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth again, looking at Qiu Ze like this, she said softly: "Understood, I'm resting, and I'll contact you again."

With a bang, without giving Qiu Ze another chance to speak, the door closed in front of Qiu Ze.

In fact, what she wants is very simple, even if it is just two words, for you...

It's just that he can't give it to her.

Qiu Ze, I have taken a big step and given you a big step.I thought I was away for a week, I thought you were here waiting for me for a week.It's the same idea as me, and it's also to take a step forward.It turned out that after all, I thought too much, after all, I thought too much about myself.

Qin Ziyan closed her eyes and leaned against the door.She felt physically and mentally exhausted, and she took a step because she summoned up her courage.How I can't allow myself to be so desperate for love again, this is really the last time for such a behavior that doesn't look like my own style.

Qiu Ze stood outside the door, looking at the tightly closed door. At the moment the door was closed, he seemed to see the sadness flashing through Zi Yan's eyes.

desolate.

How did these two words get along with Zi Yan?

After standing there for a few minutes, Qiu Ze turned and left.

An Ran, she and Shangguan Rui are really together again.

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Qiu Ze sat in the car and went all the way back to the company.He walked out of the elevator with a gloomy expression on his face.Seeing Qiu Ze coming back, the secretary was about to ask if the meeting should be rescheduled to continue.But seeing Qiu Ze's face, he swallowed the words silently.Watching Qiu Ze walk into the office, the door closed.

Low air pressure hangs over company...

Putting the phone aside, Qiu Ze sat in the office chair and looked at the phone.

Do you love An Ran?

The answer is yes.

In fact, Zi Yan analyzed herself too thoroughly, if she let go because she didn't love, maybe she wouldn't be tortured like this.He doesn't want to belong to another man safely, that's the selfishness deep in his heart.But on the other hand, I hope that An Ran can be happy. When the marriage of the two comes to an end, I hope that she can walk the path she wants and choose the person she loves.

Contradiction, he is a contradictory existence.

They are together...

Maybe we were together a long time ago...

That phone call is still in my mind.

An Ran and Shangguan Rui are in love, and it is inevitable for the two of them to cross the last line of defense.

He is indeed deceiving himself...

Picking up a cigarette, Qiu Ze lit it quickly.He took a deep breath, as if he was using nicotine to suppress the feeling in his heart.

His mind was messed up, completely messed up.Truth and imagination, self-deception and confrontation.Reality is always too cruel and bloody.

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Shangguan Rui and An Ran entered An Ran's house one after the other.

Qin Ziyan left, and this place became a world of two people again.

Change your shoes and enter the house.

An Ran's hair was kept above her waist, and the bottom was naturally curled a little, making her look a bit charming.When I squatted down to change my shoes, the clothes fell down and covered half of my face.Shangguan Rui stood aside, looking at An Ran's profile, with a hint of fascination in his eyes.The overly fiery eyes quietly disappeared when An Ran got up.

Shangguan Rui changed his shoes and walked in.

The day passed quickly and dinner was eaten.An Ran sat on the sofa, sliding her finger on the tablet.

"looking at what?"

Shangguan Rui looked away from the TV and looked at An Ran.

An Ran's hand movements paused slightly, and she looked at Shangguan Rui's nonchalant opening: "I'm going to travel, and I'm thinking about where to go."

"Travel? Why did you suddenly decide to travel?"

Shangguan Rui's nerves became tense all of a sudden, before An Ran traveled for a year.Now when Shangguan Rui heard about Anran's travel, his whole body felt tense.

"I haven't gone out for a long time, so I want to go on a trip, but my inspiration is almost exhausted. Shangguan Rui, why do you have such a big reaction?"

An Ran glanced at Shangguan Rui, and that look made Shangguan Rui calm down.

"No."

An Ran looked at Shangguan Rui, her eyes drooped slightly, but the corners of her eyes couldn't help but rise.

His fingers continued to slide on the tablet, and then he clearly felt Shangguan Rui's eyes looking at him.

Quiet, and only the sound of the TV remained.

Shangguan Rui probably didn't hear what he was talking about in the dialogue.

waiting……

An Ran looked at it for a while, saw that Shangguan Rui hadn't spoken yet, closed the tablet and put it aside, stood up and walked inside.

"I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep first."

"safely."

"Ok?"

An Ran turned her head and looked at Shangguan Rui who stood up after him.

"Have you decided where to go? How long are you planning to go?"

"I'm planning to go to Sanya. The weather is just right for Sanya. Maybe I can have an affair? I don't know the time, maybe one to three months."

There was a few steps between An Ran and Shangguan Rui, An Ran looked at Shangguan Rui and the tangle between his brows.He was pursuing her, but he was afraid that if he pushed too fast, she would rebound.Now, she suddenly decided to leave after Qin Ziyan came.Shangguan Rui was terrified and uneasy.

When not to travel, but this time, or one to three months...

silence……

Another moment of silence...

Shangguan Rui's face became more and more suffocated, so suffocated that An Ran almost couldn't bear to see it.

It's almost enough to tease him, and I really want to ask myself, should I go alone?But those words have been turned on the tip of the tongue several times, and the wriggling lips have been wriggling for a long time.

Finally, An Ran couldn't help but smiled a little, and under Shangguan Rui's confused eyes, she asked with a smile in her voice: "I've given you the air ticket and route map, and I'll prepare some sun protection and essentials. "

As soon as An Ran's words fell, she saw the astonishment on Shangguan Rui's face and the slightly parted lips.

A silly look.

"What do you mean?"

Shangguan Rui froze for a few seconds before recovering his voice...

"Aren't you going to come with me?"