the president's wife

Chapter 025: He's gone "Stop smoking, it hurts your body."

The voice of who is exhorting whom is in the ear, and Qin Ziyan's blurred vision faintly saw a figure standing in front of her eyes, which gradually became clear.The blur in my mind suddenly became clear, as if I had seen him walking towards me, smiling at me so tenderly, it was for her tenderness and not for another woman...

Qiu Ze...

The smoke in her hand slipped from her fingers, and the burning sparks burned her skin. The painful Qin Ziyan woke up from the psychedelic world.

I can't help but want to see him.

Qin Ziyan suddenly jumped up from the chair, curled up for too long, suddenly got up, her legs went numb and her knees hit the corner of the table on one side, bruised all over.Stretching out his hands to stabilize his body, resisting the numbness and tingling.Taking the key in one hand, he opened the door and went downstairs.

I want to see him, although I don't know what to say when I see him.

car, driving in the dark.Qin Ziyan was in an uncommon embarrassment, stepped on the accelerator, put her hand on the steering wheel and stared at the road ahead with burning eyes.

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Qiu Ze got up from the office, it was a quiet office.It was pitch black outside, and I had already gotten used to such darkness.He picked up his coat and walked outside.Get in the elevator, get out of the elevator.Get in the car, turn the steering wheel and drive the car forward.There are very few people on the road at night.The car was driving on the road, with one hand on the steering wheel and the other on his temple.

These days, it seems that I am busier and more tired, and I do everything by myself.The company's performance is getting better and better, but the heart seems to be getting more and more tired.The moment you break away from work, your body and mind are ready.

I always feel that I have overlooked something, and it seems that I have neglected something on purpose.Qiu Ze's eyes were deep, looking at the swaying tree shadows under the street lamp in front of him.Raindrops fell, sweeping away bits and pieces from the windshield.And Qiu Ze just watched the water drop falling in front of him, and was swept away again and again, without looking away.

After two more traffic lights, he returned to his place of residence. When the red light came on, Qiu Ze stared at the turning point in front of him.Few vehicles passed by, one after another.Suddenly, the green light turns on.There were no vehicles passing by in front of me anymore, and the piercing sound of the horn was particularly clear in the night.

Qiu Ze was called back to contemplation by the piercing sound of the trumpet, and his mind was involuntarily distracted. He seemed to see a figure in the rain and fog just now.

It seemed that he hadn't seen Zi Yan for several days, and the feeling of vaguely ignoring or deliberately ignoring grew in his heart.When Qin Ziyan's figure appeared in Qiu Ze's mind, the gas pedal was already stepped on.Instead of going directly to home, I turned the steering wheel and headed in another direction——Qin Ziyan's coffee shop...

When Qiu Ze's car turned to leave, a familiar car behind him appeared in sight.Finally, it stopped at the place where Qiu Ze had just stopped, Qin Ziyan's teary eyes were particularly clear.Looking at the direction ahead in the rain and fog, there are still two intersections to his residence...

The car parked downstairs at Qiu Ze's.Qin Ziyan pushed open the car door, from the coffee shop to the downstairs of Qiu Ze's, she almost drove here holding her breath.I don't want to think about what I want to do here, and I don't want to think about what I should do or say if I ring the doorbell and Qiu Ze opens the door. I just came here unknowingly, completely out of control...

Standing in front of the door, he reached out and rang the doorbell.

In just a few seconds, it seems that centuries have passed.There was no sound and no response.

Qin Ziyan reached out and rang the doorbell again...

once……

once again...

When she left the doorbell for the fourth time, Qin Ziyan seemed to wake up suddenly from a dream.It was as if a thorn suddenly appeared on the doorbell, and it came back with a flick of the hand.Qin Ziyan took a few steps back in surprise, as if she couldn't accept that she would appear here, like a young girl in love, desperately going to the door of her beloved boy, ringing the doorbell crazily, this stupid thing is done by herself from.

Shaking her head lightly, Qin Ziyan turned around suddenly, as if someone was chasing her behind, and strode back.After returning to the car, he slammed the door, stepped on the accelerator, and the car quickly left Qiu Ze's house.Along the way, Qin Ziyan's complexion was tense, and her eyes looked straight ahead, her eyes were already calm and indifferent...

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The car was parked downstairs of Qin Ziyan's coffee shop, and when Qiu Ze was about to open the door, he looked up and saw that the lights in the coffee shop were already dimmed.

He looked down at the time, it was not twelve o'clock yet.Usually at this time, her lights are always on.Every time I come here, I can see the warm light when I look up.It was like when I was with An Ran, every night when I came home, no matter how late it was, there would be a light on at the entrance.

The flame in his heart was slowly extinguished, with one hand still holding the doorknob, the movement of pushing the door stopped like this.

The door was slightly opened, and the wind rushed in from the outside.The cold air merged with the warm air in the car, and slowly the car began to get colder.Raindrops drifted in from the outside, and landed coolly on the trousers he was about to step out of.The legs were slowly withdrawn, and the hands were also pulled up and pushed open the car door a little.

The raindrops on the windshield are still falling, and the raindrops are swept away little by little.Engines on, lights on.Qiu Ze groped in the car with his big hands, and finally picked up the cigarette on one side, ready to light it.

"Stop smoking, it hurts your body."

Qiu Ze paused, but the lighter still didn't ignite.The cigarette in his hand was also thrown aside, and his hand was pressed on the steering wheel.I was wandering between going in and not going in. If it was before, I would have gone directly upstairs, but now...

Qiu Ze looked at the phone on the side, and lay there quietly.

Reaching out to pick up the phone, open the first number is Qin Ziyan's number.In private calls, it seems that she has already been contacted the most.

There was a pause when she was about to press the dial button. If she was already asleep, wouldn't it disturb her rest?Swipe with a long finger, and finally cut into the text message interface.Fingers moved skillfully on the keyboard, and finally typed out the word and then deleted it, typed it out and then deleted it.Finally, it became a sentence: "Are you asleep?"

When there was no response, Qiu Ze sent another text message: "I'm downstairs."

want to see you……

The three characters have already been entered, but they are silently deleted when you press send to send.After closing the phone, Qiu Ze threw the phone aside.

In fact, when I was tired, I just wanted to see her.Even just sitting together quietly for a while seems to relieve your fatigue.Sit downstairs and wait for a while.The screen of the phone did not light up, so he looked away, and Qiu Zeche turned a corner and left...

A few minutes before the car disappeared into the cafe, Qin Ziyan's car drove slowly in the rain.Drive into the parking lot, then open the car door and go upstairs...

In the lounge, Qin Ziyan went straight into the bathroom.When I got out of the car and got in the car, it rained a little, and my body was a little wet and uncomfortable.Qin Ziyan stood in the bathroom, looking at herself in the mirror.Embarrassed, these are the only two words I gave myself.Her hair was messy, and there were wet tears on her face.

The clothes on her body were wrinkled, and her eyes slowly looked down, Qin Ziyan looked at the slippers on her feet.She only felt a sense of desolation from head to toe, and the coldness made her feel chilly even when she breathed.

This is her?

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Half an hour later, Qin Ziyan came out of the bathroom.After changing into pajamas, I feel much refreshed.The light makeup on her face has been removed, her hair has been blown dry, and is draped softly over her shoulders.The quiet appearance of the whole person returned, and his eyes were indifferent and quiet.Qin Ziyan is back again, the inexplicable loss of control just now has been pressed into the deepest part of her heart.

Lifting the quilt, Qin Ziyan covered the quilt and closed her eyes.Turning off the lights, the world plunged into darkness, Qin Ziyan's shallow breathing slowly echoed in the lounge.

Early next morning

Qin Ziyan opened her eyes and fell asleep, feeling refreshed.

Last night, there was no dream.The curtains were drawn open, and the sun outside was shining warmly.After washing, I changed into clothes and put on light makeup.He walked out with his mobile phone in one hand, made himself a cup of coffee and a simple breakfast.Carrying coffee and breakfast, I walked to my usual seat. Before the door opened, the downstairs was very quiet.

Dazzling coffee, sweet breakfast, delicate eye-catching feel good mood.

Putting down the coffee in one hand, sitting in front of the laptop and reaching out to press the power button.I didn't write the column last night, and I should see the editor going crazy today.Eyes fixed on the screen, hands ready to take the phone.I was going to report something to the editor first, but before my hand touched the phone, I suddenly felt a hot feeling and shrank my hand.Turning his gaze, he saw that the brown liquid was completely splashed on the phone.

Qin Ziyan immediately took the notebook with one hand, and went to save the phone with the other.The phone he picked up was dripping with brown liquid, dropping drop by drop.

Calmly wipe the desktop clean and put down the notebook.Looking at the phone that was still dripping brown liquid, he threw it aside and ignored it.

Once the apple enters the water, it is half scrapped.

Qin Ziyan stood up, poured another cup of coffee, returned to her seat and sat down, her eyes turned back to the screen, while eating breakfast and drinking coffee, she tapped her fingers nimbly on the keyboard.Qin Ziyan's gaze slowly became calmer and calmer when she saw lines of words that seemed to be full of philosophy forming sentences from the tapping of her fingertips.

This is Qin Ziyan, the unwavering and unmoving Qin Ziyan, such a Qin Ziyan will not be hurt, such a Qin Ziyan will not touch love, will not hurt...

The cell phone lying there quietly, the owner didn't know that it had received two text messages from the person she most wanted to receive...

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"Call me if you need anything."

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Hanlei stood up from the office, gave instructions to the secretary, and left the company.After the three-day cold war with Lei Chenyi reconciled, Cheng Hanlei knew that the question about Shangguanjue was always a thorn in Lei Chenyi's heart.She understood that what Lei Chenyi said was right, she shouldn't take the initiative to disturb the lives of Jue and Peony.

Because I knew it, I never thought of actively contacting Shangguan Jue.

This time, she really couldn't stop worrying.Shangguanjue's life was recovered, and she always felt that since she had recovered her life, she would surely live a long life.But this time, how could he happen to be in Japan.

In front of Lei Chenyi, she dared not show it.However, sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I still can't help worrying.If she couldn't know that Shangguan Jue was fine, she would never feel relieved.

Cheng Hanlei drove home, and her aunt was preparing dinner.

After saying hello to her aunt, Cheng Hanlei walked upstairs.Push open the study door and walk in, finally settling in front of the safe in the study.There was only one thing in the safe in the study, which was the mobile phone Shangguanjue gave him when he left.Cheng Hanlei opened the painting hanging outside the safe, and then looked at the safe.

What is the significance of making this call? She knew that what Shangguan Jue meant was that after making this call, he would take her away desperately.Therefore, he knew that she would not make this call, because she believed that Lei Chenyi would be the one who would treat her well, and he just left a thought, a hope.

After making this call, maybe something will happen, but now she really doesn't care so much.There is no need to question Lei Chenyi's love, but Shangguanjue still holds that important position in his heart...

After hesitating for only a moment, Cheng Hanlei stretched out her hand and began to turn the safe...

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Lei Chenyi was sitting in the office at this moment, with a stack of documents on one side, and was processing the documents.

The focused Lei Chenyi's eyelids twitched suddenly, and the pen in his hand paused because of this.Lei Chenyi stopped, his eyelids twitched with joy.It is said that the left eye jumps for money, and the right eye jumps for disaster.Lei Chenyi would not believe this superstitious statement, but there was a faint sense of depression in his heart.

It seems that if you work continuously for too long, lunch is settled casually.It should be caused by fatigue, Lei Chenyi put down the pen in his hand, stretched out his hand to press his temple, and began to press with his fingers...

"Bring in a cup of coffee."

After instructing the secretary, Lei Chenyi closed his eyes and took a short rest.After a while, the secretary brought in the coffee.The aroma of coffee lingered in his nostrils. After a short rest, Lei Chenyi opened his eyes and reached for the coffee...

The phone that was put aside suddenly rang.Lei Chenyi still had coffee in his hand, and when he saw the profile picture displayed on the screen, his eyes softened immediately.Five fingers picked up the phone and immediately pressed the answer button.

"Honey, miss me."

The voice was gentle through the phone line, and the eyes were slightly narrowed into a line, as if they could see the colors rippling from Cheng Hanlei's beautiful face.

A gentle smile slowly condensed on your face, your expression changed in an instant, and the caffeine in Lei Chenyi's hand spilled out due to the sudden shaking of his body when he sat upright.The traces of coffee on the table seem to be burnt into my heart...

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study

When Lei Chenyi rushed to the house, he immediately saw Cheng Hanlei sitting there, and she was holding the exquisite box that Shangguan Jue had sent when he left.The mobile phone was placed on the table, and Cheng Hanlei was sitting there, looking at the mobile phone.

"Leilei."

Lei Chenyi stepped over and stood beside Cheng Hanlei, watching that the phone was still connected to the charger.And the screen lights up, showing on the dial key.

Cheng Hanlei's expression was very calm, her hands were already clenched into fists on her knees.

"Leilei."

Lei Chenyi yelled again, somewhat confused about what Cheng Hanlei knew.I don't even know if this call can really get through.But seeing Cheng Hanlei's expression and the voice on the phone just now, Lei Chenyi was very worried.

Slowly raising her head, Cheng Hanlei looked at Lei Chenyi and the worry on his face.

"When did you know?"

The sound is very light.Every word he uttered was hoarse, crashing into Lei Chenyi's heart.

"what do you know?"

Lei Chenyi bit his words after deliberation...

Cheng Hanlei felt a sourness rushing into her nostrils instantly, and her eyes immediately turned red.Tears swirled in the eye sockets, more and more pooled, and finally filled the eye sockets and slid down from the eye sockets.

"Leilei."

Lei Chenyi's heart tightened, and his heart ached, and he stretched out his hand to hug Cheng Hanlei.

"It's not true, is it?"

Cheng Hanlei's voice murmured, and when she was embraced by Lei Chenyi, tears flowed like rain.My heart hurts badly.

After dialing the number, the phone was picked up after a few rings.She thought it was Shangguanjue, but a strange Japanese male voice sounded, and Cheng Hanlei was taken aback by speaking Japanese.Because of the company's relationship, Cheng Hanlei has also studied the languages ​​of several countries. Although she is not very proficient in Japanese, simple conversations are still no problem.

Before asking about Shangguan Jue's news, he heard an exclamation from the phone.She was familiar with that voice, it was Peony's voice.

The phone call was finally picked up by peony.

When Peony heard her voice, she was obviously silent for a while, and then said nonchalantly: "Hi, Han Lei, long time no see. How are you?"

That cheerful voice could not conceal the tension in her voice, Cheng Hanlei did not forget what the Japanese said just now.The owner of this phone went outside for an inspection, and she was alone...

"Where is the king?"

After Cheng Hanlei greeted her, she asked directly and clearly.There was already a faint feeling in her heart beating in her heart. The feeling that came out made Cheng Hanlei forget that at this time she asked Shangguan Jue if she should or should not.

"He, the inspection hasn't come back yet, can I ask him anything?"

Peony spoke almost without taking a nap, and answered very naturally.

"The Japanese man said just now that you are alone."

"He didn't know that I was with Jue."

"He said the phone belonged to a woman."

"Because Jue..."

In the end, Peony couldn't make it any further. Both she and Cheng Hanlei knew about such an important mobile phone, and he couldn't easily give it to her.Even if she became his woman, the closest person around him, the memory that belonged to him and Cheng Hanlei, he couldn't give it to her.

"Peony, tell me, where is the king?"

The phone fell into endless silence, and Cheng Hanlei's heart fell into endless darkness at that moment.Too many things, if you don't want to think about it, you won't think about it deeply.But now, the cruelty of reality is so bloody in front of her eyes.Hearing the involuntary sobs from peony, Cheng Hanlei burst into tears...

He gave himself a mobile phone and shares to his children, just to reassure himself.

Tell yourself that he is cured of his illness, just to reassure himself that he can live his own life.

The fixed postcard every year has never appeared in front of her, and there is no phone call.Her self-deceiving understanding is that he doesn't want to disturb her heart anymore, and doesn't want to meet again to affect his peace.

Shangguan Rui looked at his eyes, the eyes full of deep meaning did not understand before, but now he seems to understand...

He has kept this secret from himself for so many years...

Lei Chenyi, Shangguan Rui, Peony... Many people knew that he was gone, but I thought he was always there, protecting me.

he's gone...

The person who said goodbye to himself will never be seen again.

Tears rolled out wantonly, and Cheng Hanlei's body kept shaking.Holding Lei Chenyi tightly, weeping silently, with unspeakable pain and sadness.If it wasn't for the issue of Japanese nuclear radiation this time, if it wasn't for my obsessive desire to know whether he was safe.Then, she didn't know how long it would take before she realized that the wet man was already gone.

he's gone...

These four words hurt too much, Cheng Hanlei couldn't control her tears because of the hurt.

"Actually, Peony just lied to me, right? She didn't want Jue to have any more thoughts because of me, so she made me think so on purpose, right? In fact, he's still there, living a good life in Japan now? He..."

Cheng Hanlei was talking, but couldn't go on anymore, choking and trembling non-stop.How could he accept the fact that he left.When I knew he was sick, I thought I could accept his leaving.Reassure yourself every day that birth, old age, sickness and death are normal.But knowing that there was a miracle in his world, at that moment, Cheng Hanlei knew how much she wanted Jue to live well.

It's just that she has forgotten that not everyone in this world can have miracles, and there are so many miracles in this world.She thought that being able to conceive was a miracle, so Shangguan Jue could have a miracle as a matter of course.

"Leilei."

Lei Chenyi had already investigated the day Shangguan Jue said that he had found a cure for his illness.Knowing that he did not receive treatment, and also knowing his departure.All these years, I would hide it from Cheng Hanlei, but I just didn't want to see her sad.