the president's wife

Chapter 020: What would I do without you Hoarse voice, slightly tired, when An Ran heard Shangguan Rui's voice, the hand holding the newspaper paused slightly.

He stared at the newspaper for a few seconds.He closed the newspaper and turned to look at Shangguan Rui, pressed his fingers on his lips and said softly to Shangguan Rui: "Be quieter, Beibei just fell asleep."

When Shangguan Rui heard An Ran's words, he glanced at Cheng Beibei reflexively.He just turned slightly to the side, and his eyes turned back to An Ran's body.Stepping over, Shangguan Rui sat directly beside An Ran.

Shangguan Rui's breath rushed directly into An Ran's nostrils without any politeness, An Ran's expression was slightly startled.In my heart, I was teased like this.Some things, if you don't touch them, you can still suppress them.But there are some things, once some curtains are drawn.Sitting together again, the indifference is gone, even though An Ran tried hard to pretend to be indifferent, and wanted to return the atmosphere to the same as before.However, Shangguan Rui's aura was so strong, his eyes were undisguised, and those strong eyes just stared at her side face like this, as if forcing her to respond.

An Ran's face remained calm, but her body was tense.

"The night before..."

Shangguan Rui's voice was deliberately lowered, so it seemed to create an atmosphere.In the quiet ward, it seemed that something was gently tickling An Ran's heart.The picture that appeared in the dream repeatedly for two nights seemed to suddenly break into my mind again.The side of An Ran's ear was stained with a strange color.

The back of the ear seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, and those words were clearly challenging her self-control.

Taking a deep breath, An Ran knew that she would always have to face this problem, and escaping was not an option.

"Rui."

Turning her head, An Ran looked straight at Shangguan Rui.

"We'll talk again after Han Lei and Lei Chenyi come over tonight."

This issue needs to be discussed, but not in the hospital.Beibei will wake up at any time, and the nurse will be back soon, so it is not appropriate to talk about the two of them now...

"I'll pick you up for dinner tonight."

Shangguan Rui didn't continue to pester him any longer, he took a deep look at An Ran, and then stood up.The Tathagata was silent when he came, and walked out directly with steps.When the door of the ward was closed, An Ran's eyes were a little dazed.

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This is the restaurant with the best night view in S city, and there are thousands of lights in front of the window.The lights are staggered, and the beautiful night view will make people feel comfortable.

Shangguan Rui opened the chair for An Ran, and then sat on the opposite side.

An Ran likes the wine he ordered.After the two of them were seated, Shangguan Rui signaled to the waiter, and soon the dinner for the two of them was served.An Ran ate the Western food gracefully, chewing in small bites.This was the most silent meal since the two became neighbors.

Shangguan Rui didn't open his mouth either, but he drank half a bottle of red wine before he knew it.

An Ran raised her head after eating half full, only to realize that half a bottle of red wine was missing, and Shangguan Rui was still going to continue drinking...

"Don't drink too much."

He blocked Shangguan Rui's cup with his hand, and the liquid inside shook a bit.

Shangguan Rui silently put down his wine glass, looked at An Ran...

"Are you willing to turn your gaze to me?"

His voice was very soft, and he couldn't feel a trace of complaining anger, but it made An Ran feel uncomfortable.

Seeing that An Ran didn't speak, Shangguan Rui looked at the liquid in the cup and the corners of his mouth rose slightly...

"Afraid I drank too much again?"

The tone of voice rose slightly, and the meaning in the words was understood by each other, An Ran's heart sank.Looking at Shangguan Rui's eyes obviously stained with emotion, Youyou sighed softly and said, "I didn't mean that."

Shangguan Rui stared into An Ran's eyes, and in the silence, a feeling of powerlessness suddenly hit his heart.

Silently calling the waiter to pay the bill, Shangguan Rui dragged An Ran out.

"I'll go."

"This drink, it's okay."

Shangguan Rui rejected An Ran and put her in the passenger seat, and after he sat in the driver's seat, the car turned the steering wheel and drove into the traffic flow.

The lights outside the window were brightly lit, An Ran looked at Shangguan Rui's too calm eyes.I said that the two of us will talk tonight, but I don't know where to start the topic.

An Ran pursed her lips, and looked away from Shangguan Rui's face.The silence along the way seemed to be looking for an opportunity to speak...

By the time An Ran realized it, the car had already stopped at the top of the mountain.

The wind is blowing slowly.

Shangguan Rui pushed the car door and walked out, followed by An Ran.The night wind blew, and there was still a hint of chill.Trembling involuntarily, he quietly wrapped his arms around his arms and made a warming motion.

Shangguan Rui looked at An Ran from the corner of his eye, took off his coat and put it on An Ran's shoulders.

The temperature of the clothes quickly surrounded An Ran.An Ran looked at Shangguan Rui, who was only wearing a shirt, leaning against the front of the car, and followed him.Shangguan Rui silently stretched out his hand towards An Ran, and An Ran moved to the side reflexively.There was a gloomy look in Shangguan Rui's eyes, and he didn't continue to move his hands, but said indifferently: "I'll take the cigarette."

Feeling guilty for a while, An Ran smiled at Shangguan Rui, she thought he...

Shangguan Rui had a clear look, and the sadness in his eyes deepened a little.Take out a cigarette and light one.He took a deep breath, but didn't spit it out immediately.Instead, let the smoke swirl on the tip of the tongue, and finally let the smoke throat enjoy the feeling of that moment.I seldom smoke anymore, and even less smoke is inhaled into my lungs.

"Shangguan Rui, this hurts the lungs."

An Ran frowned, with reproach in her eyes.

"safely……"

Regarding An Ran's obviously reproachful eyes, it was a reproach born of concern.

Shangguan Rui's body turned sideways suddenly, he circled Anran with one hand and at the same time put his hand on the front of the car beside Anran, and he completely circled Anran into his world in his shirt.Under the moonlight, he looked at An Ran burningly.There was a spark jumping in her eyes, waiting for her to ignite the spark slowly and become a prairie fire...

"Ok?"

An Ran took a suffocated breath, responded, and found that her voice had changed a bit.

The night, the moonlight, Xu Feng, and the pure masculine breath with the smell of smoke, all mixed together became the strongest allure.

"You won't leave me again, will you?"

The two are obviously not together, but Shangguan Rui knows that An Ran will acquiesce that he lives next door to her, that the two of them get along as friends, that they let him accompany her, that they are in this way. Together.The constant companionship and indifference all the time are actually hiding the fear deep in my heart.He was really afraid of losing her.Afraid of gaining and losing again, he doesn't know what to do?

An Ran, what should I do without you.

Such a low voice, full of uncertainty...

"Shangguan Rui."

An Ran's heart was in great pain, and she selfishly interpreted the delicate relationship between the two of them by using him to understand her.If he didn't mention it, she pretended not to know.She would rather maintain such a relationship all the time, a relationship that would make her feel comfortable physically and mentally, without any psychological burden.

"We are like this, isn't it good?"

An Ran's voice was low, she wasn't sure what would happen if she walked with Shangguan Ruizhen again?Even more unsure if she can overcome the hurdle in her heart, she once belonged to Qiu Ze is a thorn in her heart.Because of love, she minds.Minding that she once belonged to someone else, when she married Qiu Ze, she had already decided not to have anything to do with Shangguan Rui, and she had already given up any thought of having anything to do with Shangguan Rui...

"Is it because of him?"

The emotion that flashed in his eyes was clearly reflected in Shangguan Rui's eyes.Shangguan Rui's expression was saddened for a moment, his hand was slowly withdrawn, and his face quickly returned to calm under the night...

"Rui..."

An Ran only felt the feeling of being pulled, but she couldn't grab anything with her hand.When he turned his head to look at Shangguan Rui, Shangguan Rui's expression had returned to calm.Reaching out to touch An Ran's long hair, that icy/cold face is still very delicate and smooth.There was tension in her eyes, a panic that she was afraid of being angry.

In fact, this is enough.

What is he caring about? Is he caring about Qiu Ze's position in An Ran's heart?

They owned it together for 11 years and he...

It is enough to make her love, even if this love is not as good as the purest 16% when she was 100 years old...

"Aow..."

Shangguan Rui sneezed, then wrinkled his nose.Looking at An Ran, he evoked a gentle smile and said, "I'm really old, and I can't afford the romance of young people. I can't hold it anymore, it's a bit cold, I'll take you back."

The big hand took An Ran's small hand, and the words between the two restored the ease of getting along with each other before, and there was a hint of ridicule.However, An Ran, who was familiar with Shangguan Rui, couldn't see the hidden sadness in his eyes.I want to talk, but I don't know what to say.

On the way back, Shangguan Rui spoke from time to time, which was not as good as the silence between the two when they came.However, An Ran's heart sank quietly.I always feel that I hurt Shangguan Rui today, and stabbed him invisibly.It seems to see the position of his heart, which is bleeding blood...

Send An Ran back to Cheng Hanlei and Lei Chenyi's residence...

"Rui..."

"It's getting late, go to bed early at night."

After releasing An Ran, Shangguan Rui turned around and walked into the car.The car started quickly, this time Shangguan Rui didn't see An Ran enter the house before leaving.But as if trying to escape, the car quickly disappeared into the night.And An Ran stood where she was, watching Shangguan Rui's car drift away...

"Sorry……"

The murmuring voice disappeared into the night, lingering in my ears...

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On the doctor's suggestion, Cheng Beibei was delayed for another week after being discharged from the hospital.

Today is the time for Cheng Beibei to be discharged from the hospital, which happens to be the weekend.Lei Zitong and Lei Zixuan were mentioned by Lei Chenyi and Cheng Hanlei for a long time.Regarding the matter of my sister being sick and hospitalized, I can't quarrel with my sister during the hospitalization.So every time I went to the hospital, I couldn't play with Cheng Beibei, I just watched.

Lei Zitong had been thinking about Cheng Beibei's NDS for two weeks. After Lei Chenyi helped Cheng Beibei buy NDS, she saw it at the hospital after school, and she couldn't put it down.

Before, Cheng Hanlei asked Cheng Hanlei to help him buy a psp, but Cheng Hanlei refused cruelly.But don't think she has no choice, she used her charm to get Grandma Xu to buy it for herself.However, seeing the latest nds now, it's really fun, it's so exciting...

"Welcome home beautiful sister Beibei."

There was a banner with some not neat words written on it, Lei Zitong pulled one side of the banner and let Lei Zixuan pull the other side.Standing at the door, the two pulled apart.They also used violence to force Lei Zixuan to shout slogans with her, non-violent non-cooperation.Since childhood, Lei Zixuan, who made her older sister very obediently, did this welcoming job with Lei Zitong...

That smile is a dog/leg.

Lei Zitong shouted slogans: "Welcome, welcome, warmly welcome. Welcome sister Beibei..."

As soon as Lei Chenyi and Cheng Hanlei got out of the car, they were almost laughed out of tears by the posture of the couple.And Cheng Beibei looked at Lei Zitong's doggy, leggy smile, and wished he could pounce on her like a pug.Those eyes, from time to time, glanced at the things she was holding in her hands, and a smile appeared on her beautiful face...

In the hospital, you can't make loud noises, and you can't let your brother and sister make trouble with you.So those in the hospital were actually quiet and lonely.Now back home, when I see Lei Zitong and Lei Zixuan, I feel warm in my heart.

I really miss the feeling of being noisy with my younger siblings...

"Near."

Cheng Beibei spoke to Lei Zitong, and Lei Zitong immediately laughed like a dog/leg, dropped the banner and ran to Cheng Beibei quickly...

"elder sister."

That sister's shout was so sweet...

"Give you."

It has been discharged from the hospital, and it is not used much at ordinary times.And she just used it to pass the time and didn't like it very much.Only at an age like Nian Nian can he be fascinated by such game consoles.

"Give it to me?"

"Ah."

In Lei Zitong's excited pink and pink expression, Cheng Beibei nodded.I only heard Lei Zitong cheering, hugged Cheng Beibei's waist and said excitedly: "Sister, I love you the most."

"Oh, I love your sister the most, what about Dad?"

Lei Chenyi looked at his precious daughter, and said coolly.Who is Lei Zitong, how can he be so good at flattering.He quickly turned to Lei Chenyi, and said dog-leggedly: "Of course I love dad the most."

By the way, there were also two sweet kisses, which made Lei Chenyi pinch the tip of Lei Zitong's nose affectionately.

The family is happy and harmonious, no matter how you look at it, it is the most beautiful picture...

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Cheng Hanlei was busy in the kitchen, today is the time for Beibei to be discharged from the hospital, and there are usually many things that she can't eat.When she came back from the hospital today, Cheng Hanlei had asked her aunt to buy a lot of dishes, and was going to cook a table of sumptuous dishes for Cheng Beibei.

"After the Japan/Japan tsunami, nuclear radiation..."

As soon as Cheng Hanlei came out of the kitchen, she heard the news about Japan's nuclear radiation.When the dishes were placed on the table, Cheng Hanlei was slightly taken aback.

Jue, seems to be in Japan...