I really don't want to be a star

Nine p.m.

After the filming of the last scene, Su Zijin only has the last scene left today.

In this scene, Lu Yiyi, played by Su Zijin, didn't want to drag his family down because of his illness. After learning that leukemia had reached the acute stage, he completely lost hope and planned to commit suicide.

There is not a single line in the whole process, but it is extremely difficult. Su Zijin has to perform the kind of reluctance and farewell between life and death, especially when he still has his own children and wife. will not leave.

This is the last tenderness of a man, leaving this world to free his family.

"Is Teacher Su ready?"

Wen Muye asked from the side.

"Ok."

Su Zijin was lying on the bed, facing his wife and son.

"Start shooting!"

After an action, the camera's red light turns on.

In the dim ward, the moonlight shone through the light blue curtains on the sleeping bed.

Su Zijin lifted the quilt carefully, stared at his wife and children, seeing that they were still sound asleep, and his heart sank.

The child and his wife were curled up on a small bed, and the child was sleeping soundly beside its mother. Su Zijin approached and wanted to touch the child's face.

The hunchbacked body approached the child, his face was pale but his eyes showed warmth. Seeing the child unconsciously kicking off the quilt and smacking his mouth, Su Zijin smiled and stretched out his hand to pull the quilt for the child, but when his hand touched The moment to the quilt.

Su Zijin hesitated, struggling in his eyes.

He is afraid!

He was afraid that the child would wake up suddenly and see his appearance.

He was even more afraid that he would give up suicide because of his reluctance.

This will completely drag down this fragile little family.

In the end, Su Zijin still didn't cover the child with a quilt, but looked at the two sleeping wives and said something cautiously.

"Daddy loves you, but I'm sorry."

Su Zijin's lips moved slightly, but there was no sound.

The figure gradually left, and walked step by step into the darkness in front of the sick door, allowing the darkness to swallow the rickety figure.

crunch...

The door opened, and the figure walked out of the door holding the rope.

"Card!"

Wen Muye yelled a little heavily.

The light was turned on, and there was a whimper of crying in the entire room.

"It's over, congratulations to Su Zijin for finishing it!"

Wen Muye walked out of the monitoring room and shouted at the crowd.

The whole room boiled up, hugging Su Zijin one by one, although the time they were together was not too long, but in just over a month, the whole crew really admired Su Zijin.

"Well done, your scene just now was so contagious, it almost made me cry, just a few minutes of the scene sublimated the image of this character.

Not bad, great. "

Xu Zheng came over and patted Su Zijin on the shoulder, feeling a little relieved on his face.

"Indeed, the final result of this scene was much better than I had imagined. I felt as if I was being suppressed by something, and it made me uncomfortable."

Wen Muye catered to him from the side.

Facing the compliments one after another, Su Zijin waved his hand feebly. His current appearance was not created by makeup, it was all caused by his own hunger. After leaving the set, his eyes would stare. It can fall to the ground in a second.

"Yes, Su Zijin hasn't eaten for a long time, hurry up and get the porridge, eat something light first, don't irritate the stomach too much, otherwise it will be bad for your health.

Su Zijin's body is very weak now, after a good sleep, you can take a good rest for a while. "

Su Zijin lay on the chair and ate a few mouthfuls of porridge. The crew took a few glances at him before continuing to work.

Seeing the busy scene of the crew, Su Zijin smiled knowingly while holding the porridge.

Every time I come to the crew to film, it is like experiencing a new life, and I will have a unique feeling.

Different faces in different environments live together in the same crew for a few months, get to know each other well, and then after the end of a drama, they are separated again, and it is possible that they will never meet again in this life.

This was probably the feeling of loss, Su Zijin unknowingly finished his porridge, pushed away the wrap-up banquet they were going to give him, and drove back to the hotel.

When he arrived at the hotel, Su Zijin fell asleep with his head covered. The high-intensity shooting these days completely made him feel deeply tired.

But it's finally over, the next concert will also be the last concert, and there is still nearly a month left in my hometown.

During this time, Su Zijin was going to give Liu Xinyu a huge surprise.

……

The next day, Su Zijin flew home from the set.

In the next few days, Su Zijin basically stayed at home, and the nutritionist specially customized a recovery plan for him to make up for his body during these times.

Life at home is also extremely simple every day. I get up early in the morning, make a simple and delicious breakfast, then do recovery exercises, read books at other times, and fight wits with my big orange cat by the way, and occasionally go back to the company to check project progress.

Life is so beautiful...

"Annie, don't run."

Su Zijin looked at Annie, who was leisurely walking on the catwalk in the living room with her tail raised, and shouted.

"Meow!"

When Annie heard this voice, her three souls lost her seven souls. Just as she was about to escape, a pair of big hands grabbed her throat, grabbed the hair on her neck, and calmed down instantly.

"Is this good? What are you running for? To be a cat, you have to act like a cat. Be good."

Su Zijin hugged the cat with one hand and kept smoothing its hair. Annie shivered in her arms and opened her small mouth.

"Meow."

"When will this big thing leave, I don't want to see him anymore."

"Go, Xiaoyu is back."

Su Zijin heard footsteps outside the door, and quickly cleaned up the messy house.

click...

At the sound of the door being opened, Liu Xinyu put the bag in her hand aside, then changed the high heels under her feet, put on the pink bear slippers, and took off her suit.

"Zi Jin, I've bought the dishes for tonight, you can do it later, and then I'll do the dishes. I've been tired all day, and I want to take a rest."

"Row."

Su Zijin responded and put Annie on the ground.

"Go and find mom."

After receiving the dishes from the kitchen, Su Zijin served three small dishes, and a pot of rice was placed on the dining table.

"Yo, is it delicious?"

Liu Xinyu took a few sniffs with her small nose, picked up a vegetable and handed it out to her mouth.

"Not bad, cooking skills are getting better!"

"Of course! And don't even look at who I am."

Su Zijin boasted, picked up Liu Xinyu's rice bowl, filled a full bowl, and placed it in front of him.

Back home, Liu Xinyu was dressed more casually, wearing a loose pink pajamas.

Pulling out the stool and sitting down, watching Su Zijin keep adding vegetables to his rice bowl, his big eyes flickered a few times.

"Tell me, what are you going to do?"

"It's okay, eat more of this! This is good for your hair, you are too tired these days."

"Hurry up and tell the truth, don't you know that when you lie, your eyes will flicker to the lower right corner?"

"real?"

"Quickly tell me what's going on!"

Su Zijin thought for a while, then moved to Liu Xinyu's ear in a mysterious way, and whispered softly.

"Okay ah!"