I really don't want to be a star

When the veteran grandma Wei Qing went out, she saw Su Zijin after leaving the set, so she took a few extra glances and said to the staff next to her.

"This young man seems to be sick, why don't you take him to be treated. This acting belongs to the actor, you can't let people take the sick to act."

After Wei Qing finished speaking, all the people around looked at Su Zijin, and couldn't help but smile a little bit, covering their mouths and snickering.

Su Zijin leaned forward, held Wei Qing's hand, and told her why he became like this.

Seeing that Su Zijin's expression became more focused, Wei Qing looked at it carefully for a while, then sighed.

"Hey, there aren't many good actors now, come on, young man, sooner or later you'll be popular!"

Seeing what she said, Su Zijin knew that she didn't know him, and he didn't argue for him. He supported the old lady Wei Qing, nodded respectfully and smiled.

"Thank you for your kind words."

"Okay, don't give it away, just keep filming, if all the young actors today miss you, that's fine."

Wei Qing walked out, thinking that Su Zijin was a special actor invited by the crew, and felt sorry for Su Zijin's lack of fame.

After leaving the door of the crew, Wei Qing's assistant supported his arm and joked with the old grandma.

"Grandma, you have enough face. Do you know who the sick young man who helped you just now is?"

"Who?"

Wei Qing looked up puzzled.

"Su Zijin, the hottest male star right now, top in the industry!"

Wei Qing was obviously stunned, and turned to look at Su Zijin's back and at his assistant.

"Is that a big star?"

"Isn't it? That's the hottest star right now, unrivaled among male stars."

After Wei Qing was shocked, he remembered Su Zijin's emaciated appearance for acting, and sighed.

"No wonder! No wonder! He deserves to be popular, such a person is not popular, it is unreasonable!"

……

In the hospital bed room, a studio is being laid in the room.

This is the last scene of Su Zijin, but it is also an important part of the finishing touch.

In the play, because of Cheng Yong's abandonment of selling counterfeit drugs and the arrest of counterfeit drug dealer Liu Changyou, the remaining leukemia patients do not have the support of pirated Glenin, and can only buy the genuine 4 yuan a box of Glenin.

But the sky-high price of medicines cannot be supported by ordinary families, so Lu Yiyi, played by Su Zijin, intends to give up treatment, instead of letting his sick body drag down the whole family, and intends to commit suicide, but is saved by his wife.

But the wife had no choice but to find Cheng Yong who was now running a clothing factory.

And the next scene is Cheng Yong and Lu Yiyi's scene in the ward. On the one hand, Cheng Yong feels guilty towards them, and on the other hand, Lu Yiyi is already ashamed at this moment, and plans to end his life.

In the end, Lu Yiyi committed suicide in the water room with nostalgia for his wife, which also completely promoted Cheng Yong's character arc, and unfolded the next matter of Cheng Yong losing money and selling medicine.

This scene is the hub of the two plots in the plot structure, but for the character Lu Yiyi, it is the final sublimation of the character. It needs a multi-layered and connotative performance to show the character's dying expression at the end of life come out.

At this moment, the studio was being laid in the house, and Su Zijin was sitting on the bench outside, her eyes slightly closed, her lips chapped and white, and her two dark circles under her eyes were extremely thick.

"You kid, do you want to eat something? I'm afraid that when you're filming, you'll just faint. You're really desperate!"

Xu Zheng looked at Su Zijin, who had protruding cheekbones and sunken cheeks, and his eyes were full of worry.

"Su Zi, you can complete this scene with your acting skills. There's no need to torture yourself like this. I'm afraid that your body will collapse before the filming is over. I'll find someone to reason with."

Xu Zheng comforted him from the sidelines, looked at Su Zijin next to him, closed his eyes and rested his mind, waved his skinny arms, the veins on the back of his hands were as clear as snakes, and his chapped lips moved slightly.

"Brother Zheng, I know what my own body is like. Don't talk about it. My head hurts from talking about it. Hurry up and finish the filming so I can take a rest."

Xu Zheng sighed, turned his head and shouted to the staff inside.

"Hey, hurry up inside! Don't be so moaning, what are you doing!"

"That Xiao Li, you go out to buy some porridge later, let Suzi eat some first, I'm afraid that he might have an accident if he is in such a physical state to hold on to the filming."

Xu Zheng was really distressed and helpless towards Su Zijin. When the porridge came back, he forced Su Zijin to drink two bowls of porridge. Seeing that he had regained some energy, Xu Zheng finally let go of his heart hanging in the air.

……

"I'm not the god of medicine, the first action in 1 and [-] games!"

The scene record was turned on, and the camera on the track turned on at the same time, and the camera was aimed at Su Zijin who was lying on the bed with an oxygen tube inserted.

In the pure white ward, Su Zijin wore a knitted hat crookedly, half lying on the bed, his complexion was sallow and pale, his eyes were dark, his eye sockets were sunken, his cheekbones were high and protruding, and his lips were white and chapped.

On the hospital bed, staring at the opposite wall with blank eyes, motionless, if not for breathing, it would really be no different from a corpse.

crunch...

The sound of the door opening, the wife called out.

"Benefit, Brother Yong is here to see you."

Su Zijin on the bed glanced up, looked at Xu Zheng who was sitting on the chair, and forced a smile.

"Not bad, the haircut is quite energetic."

Xu Zheng looked at Su Zijin who was lying on the hospital bed, and snorted, his eyes were a bit unbearable.

"You are very courageous, you dare to commit suicide!"

Su Zijin's smile was restrained, as if he had been poked into something, his eyes dodged, and he seemed to think of something, pointing to the fruit plate next to him.

"Eat an orange!"

This scene reflects each other before and after, but last time the orange represented vitality, but this time it represented death.

For CML patients, oranges symbolize the cheapest way to get vitamin C, as much a living hope as cheap imitation Glenines.

But Cheng Yong didn't answer. Facing Lu Yiyi who had reached such a point, he couldn't bear to look directly at him, and his words stumbled.

"How...how did you make it like this!"

"Without medicine, it's... just like this."

Su Zijin stared at Cheng Yong, never leaving for a moment, hoping that he could do something.

But faced with such a heart-wrenching sentence, Cheng Yong hesitated, and turned his head with guilt and unbearable...

On the hospital bed, Su Zijin's smile gradually faded, and the last bit of hope was projected, but it was wiped out by the darkness, and the rest was despair.

Da da da……

The nurse walked over with steady steps, holding the instrument and shouting.

"The patient in the second bed has been debrided, family members please leave."

Su Zijin picked up the towel next to her and opened her waist and abdomen.

The moment the door of the ward closed, Xu Zheng and Lu Yiyi's wife outside the door heard heart-piercing sounds.

Those howls seemed to pierce their hearts.

At this moment, Cheng Yong's psychology gradually changed a little bit.

From the image of a profiteer who is greedy for life and afraid of death, he gradually becomes a heroic figure.

The arc of the character is built little by little, but it is accompanied by the life of the character Lu Yiyi.