I really don't want to be a star

During the filming stage of the crew for more than a month, although there have been some twists and turns in the middle, most of the scenes have been filmed until today.

Today, Teacher Ning Li's role is about to end, which also indicates that the crime of undocumented crime is coming to an end.

In the crew, Su Zijin and Qin Hao hooked up shoulder to shoulder, watching Ning Li film the scene.

Su Zijin was still brooding about his involvement in the play a few days ago, so he asked Qin Hao.

I wanted to see if this old actor could solve his problems, so I told him what I thought in my heart.

Qin Hao thought for a while and said.

"You! It's a common problem of experiential actors.

Entering the play proves that you have started, and you can eat this bowl of rice on the road of actor.

It can be said that he is stronger than the current 80.00% five actors, and can even play the leading role in some TV dramas.

But you still have to learn how to play. When you can retract and release freely, you will be able to practice this skill. "

Qin Hao knocked on the melon seeds and said to Su Zijin.

play?
Su Zijin is full of time as an actor and doesn't have much time for acting.

He has always put himself into it, and then modified it a little bit, or imitated the methods of some relevant bigwigs.

Over time, I also have my own set of theories.

Coupled with Gouzi's real virtual platform, Su Zijin is able to do what he is today.

Even in the crew often shine.

But these are not enough, Su Zijin now encounters one of the most important problems of how to play.

As for how to completely put aside emotions, let the characters in the play and themselves become two separate parts.

Su Zijin really didn't know.

This is also the difficulty he is facing now.

"Then is there any solution?"

Su Zijin tried to ask Qin Hao.

"You can find a teacher and learn the theoretical knowledge of actors.

Maybe it will help you.

Like Beiying!Let's play!People from these places may not be well-known, but no one can compare to the acting industry.

It's a common problem for actors like you.

Many actors have been in this situation.

You can try to go to these places for further studies, anyway, you are not very old now. "

Su Zijin was vaguely aware of this situation suspiciously.

He also found some relevant methods on the Internet to understand his situation.

In his situation, if he is unable to reach the level of ease, it is easy to cause mental problems.

When Liu Ruoying made "Legend of Zhang Ailing" again, this kind of encounter often happened.

According to the staff of the crew at the time.

Liu Ruoying told them in private that they would see Zhang Ailing at night, and they couldn't even tell whether she was Zhang Ailing or Liu Ruoying in life.Liu Ruoying's friends said that her lifestyle was very similar to that of Eileen Chang, and she even had hallucinations.
Also, when Huo Jianhua played Qianlong, he also substituted himself in it, which made it impossible to distinguish between people and dramas.

This has always been the case throughout the ages.

Su Zijin also knew, but because of this incident, he has been brooding about it.

When filming the last few scenes, he didn't dare to do his best in his heart, which caused him to be distracted many times.

……

Today is the last scene of Mr. Yao Lu who played Luo Wen. In the coldest weather in Hasong, Yao Lu and Ning Li showed off their acting skills on the set.

This scene is Yao Lu's last highlight scene.

In the icy world, the two knew the cause and effect, and the case that had been covered in dust for seven years was finally lifted little by little.

When mentioning that Li Fengtian's son committed suicide in the detention center because of killing his stepfather in the play, the scene of Mr. Ning Li crying seriously moved everyone, and at the same time, he abruptly raised the level of Li Fengtian's character.

Let an anti-social personality, a murderous maniac, bring a little tragedy.

And Luo Wen's tragic role is also ushering in sublimation at this moment.

A forensic doctor with a happy family and a successful career resolutely quit his job and sold his patent because his child and wife disappeared unexpectedly.

Chasing the murderer for thousands of miles alone, following the clues for seven years.

In the end, he even tried to fight evil with evil, just to let the real murderer find out, just to know the clues of his wife and children.

In the play, Luo Wen is a tragic character like a lone hero through and through.

When he finally found Li Fengtian who killed his wife and daughter, he fell at the last step of success.

In the end, in the ice and snow, the murderer who saw him was right in front of him, and he wanted to take revenge but had no choice.

He can only raise his arm high in the ice and snow, forming the appearance of a pistol.

Silently wants to kill this person who killed his own children, so he can break the rent in the middle way.

Luo Wen is a tragic figure, but amidst the tragedy, he ushered in his final sublimation.

Following the director's card, everyone applauded the two old actors in front of them.

This is a great tribute to the two old actors, and it also proves that Yao Lu's role is officially completed!
This also proves that the focus of the play will shift from Yao Lu and Qin Hao to Su Zijin and Deng Jiajia.

Guo Yu, played by Su Zijin, belongs to the second male in the play.

But Qin Hao, who really talked about the role of the male lead, did not give up much.

Even with the continuous revision of the script, Guo Yu's role in the first role is slightly higher than that of Qin Hao, the male lead.

Over the past month or so, the crew finished filming most of the scenes in surprise, and everyone became familiar with the process, which made the whole scene faster and faster.

As a result, Guo Yu's scenes can all be over in the last three weeks. Most of the scenes are not difficult, and there is only one scene that Su Zijin pays special attention to.

Because this scene shows the transformation of Guo Yu's character before and after, as well as the character of the character, in an all-round way.

Su Zijin was a little worried in his heart, because he couldn't devote himself to it and caused ng.

……

"327 episodes of "Undocumented Crime"! Start!"

Lu Xing looked at Su Zijin.

Because of the stunning performances in the previous scenes, Lu Xing's requirements for Su Zijin have increased significantly.

I even have some different expectations for the role of Guo Yu.

Because it cannot be broadcast on major TV stations, Lu Xing hopes that this role can create some fame for him.

Therefore, the expectations for Guo Yu are infinitely magnified.

This scene is the top priority of Guo Yu's role. If this scene is over, it can be said that Su Zijin is one step closer to returning home.

But the difficulty of this game is also great.

Lu Xing stroked his beard, but he already had a bottom line in his heart.

……

This scene is Guo Yu's first real crime after his blackened character.

Because of Zhu Huiru's elder brother's obstruction, Guo Yu couldn't be with Zhu Huiru.

Moreover, Zhu Huiru's elder brother wanted to take Zhu Huiru away because of Zhu Huiru's murder.

This is a fact that Guo Yu can't accept at all, so Guo Yu has already decided in his heart that he wants to get rid of Zhu Huiru's brother by taking advantage of Zhu Huiru's love for his younger sister.

Thus serving multiple purposes.

Guo Yu called Zhu Fulai, pretending that he wanted to rent a store, but in fact he wanted to tell him what he had prepared a long time ago.

When Zhu Fu came over, Su Zijin told him what was in his heart.

The two were in a small shop, they sat on opposite sides, Guo Yu looked at Zhu Fulai who was opposite.

"Brother Zhu, I know you don't want me to be with Xiaoru."

"I won't stop you from taking him away, but before you take him away, I have something to say."

Guo Yu didn't want him to take Zhu Huiru away, so he planned to tell Zhu Fulai about their murder.

Because he knew that Zhu Fulai had a paranoid love for Zhu Huiru.

"Say it or not, or say I'm leaving."

Zhu Fulai was a gangster when he was young, but he was a good judge of people.

When he saw Guo Yu for the first time, he didn't have a good impression of this person.

At this moment, it is even more difficult to speak.

"We killed people!"

Guo Yu said calmly.

But at this moment, Su Zijin couldn't concentrate on it at all, whenever he wanted to conceive with all his heart.

Always thinking of the scene that happened to him that night, Su Zijin would immediately withdraw his emotions.

Su Zijin's role at the moment is that Guo Yu is acting entirely for the sake of acting, and the lines he utters are dry and without emotion at all.

"We killed people!"

……

After Guo Yu's first line was spoken, Lu Xing's eyebrows were condensed together like a mop, watching Su Zijin's performance.

He suddenly felt like he was chewing wax, like sitting on pins and needles, like a pain in his back, like a stick in his throat.

Today's Su Zijin seems to be different from before.

Lu Xing took off the headset and yelled in a low voice.

"Card!"

The deep voice resounded throughout the set, and Qin Hao watched Lu Xing walk out of the room with his back hooked.

"Teacher Su, get ready, adjust your mood, and get ready to start..."

Because Su Zijin's acting skills could not be recognized by Lu Xing, Su Zijin was asked to prepare.

But Su Zijin in the corner knew what was wrong with him.

But the reason was that he simply couldn't devote himself wholeheartedly to enter Guo Yu's state.

Every time, when he feels a little bit, his heart will tell him.

No, you will get mental illness if you continue like this.

Su Zijin would immediately get out of the feeling of being in the play.

"3No.20 second time in eight games. Start!"

In this play, Su Zijin still acts in the same way, but because of the adjustment just now, his mood is better.

Lu Xing looked at the monitor, although he was not satisfied, he could continue to watch.

Knowing what Su Zijin said.

"Zhu Huiru will be sentenced to 15 years. It's a waste of time to spend her youth like this."

Lu Xing could clearly see that Su Zijin's temperament was completely relaxed at that moment, and even the lines he spoke were emotionless.

"Card!"

Lu Xing's heavy voice resounded through the set again.

again.

This is already the fifth or sixth time it has been stuck, and the entire crew has already seen that Su Zijin's state is not right today.

Su Zijin took longer to prepare each time, and her mood became heavier each time.

He just sat there quietly, closing his eyes.

All I can think about is how to perform this play well.

"What's wrong with Mr. Su today? He's obviously out of shape!"

"I don't know, why did my acting skills drop so much all of a sudden?
"

"What's going on here?"

...

The whispers of people around are like the chirping of cicadas in the summer grass, which is disturbing.

And Lu Xing in the crew was about to explode.

Always in one place every time, Su Zijin's state will immediately come into play.

And he could only call out a card.

After being stuck five or six times in a row, Lu Xing's voice became heavier each time.

Now Lu Xing didn't care about what was going on inside, and came out to watch Su Zijin quietly.

"Leader Lu is here! I guess he's looking for trouble with Su Zijin!"

The audience followed Lu Chuan out, and this idea came to mind.

"Su Zijin, come with me."

Director Lu's face was already livid, although he couldn't see any joy or anger.But in this case, other than being angry, no one else can think of another situation.

"problem occurs."

"It's over."

"Lu Xing is angry."

"Today, Xiao Su was completely out of shape, so she was stuck five or six times in such a short time, almost three or four sentences each time.

It's normal for Director Lu to be angry! "

"Today, Teacher Xiao Su's state is obviously not right, and I, a layman, can see it. Every time I come to a certain line, Su Zijin always plays."

……

As Su Zijin was called into the room, there were more and more discussions outside.

Only Deng Jiajia and Qin Hao knew what Su Zijin's problem was today.

Su Zijin has reached a bottleneck.

If he can break through the bottleneck, he can freely control the entry and exit of the play.

Then he will go up to a new level.

Su Zijin sat in a corner of the crew, and the script was put aside.

There are so many preparations he has made for this role and this scene.

what's wrong with me!
I need to get into that state!
Su Zijin hid in the corner alone, forcing himself into a state.

In the noisy crew, Su Zijin kept letting himself go.

"hello!"

"Are you repelling me?"

Su Zijin seemed to see himself floating in the crowd.

The noisy voice of the crew was as usual, and Xiao Zhao, who was filming the film, was putting down the camera and taking a break.

The old man who was in charge of the field affairs felt a pain in his waist, so he supported his old waist.

The originally moving camera stopped on the track, and Director Lu watched his eyes stay at the door.

The world seemed to be quiet.

"It doesn't matter if you don't accept it, we are one!"

The figure representing Guo Yu stood in front of Su Zijin.

The two are like one body with two sides, standing in a mirror.

But Guo Yu's figure has a habit that is deeply different from Su Zijin's.

"You don't want to exclude you now! Come back!"

With a slight movement, Guo Yu shuttled to the camera.Said to Su Zijin.

"That can't be done! I am you, and you are me! How can you reject me?"

"Or do you want to be the murderer that Deng Jiajia said?"

Su Zijin looked at himself representing Guo Yu, looking funny in front of the camera.

He only saw Guo Yu walking in front of him and touching Su Zijin's heart with his fingers.

"Don't be afraid of me! You are me!"

“In acting we are all one.

Follow your heart, don't be afraid? "

"Really? We are one?"

Su Zijin murmured.

"Yes, we are one. I am you! We will be one."

"Believe me, as long as you accept me, you will become me, and I will become you."

"You, be me?"

Su Zijin hesitated again.

"Yes, we are all alone, aren't we? Follow your heart, follow your heart."

Su Zijin watched this clown-like man spout nonsense in front of him.

I started to waver myself.

"I will be you and you will be me!"

……

After a while, Su Zijin felt that the battle between heaven and man was finally over, Su Zijin silently raised his head and scanned for a week.

Discover that time is still flowing.

And he seemed to have figured out what was going on.

He needn't be afraid at all.

Just think of what he said when he comforted himself.

I will be you and you will be me.

The personalities and beliefs representing both parties in Su Zijin's heart are being integrated, and Su Zijin stood up.

"Please give me another chance!"

"are you ready?"

Lu Xing asked again.

"Ok!"

"Turn on!"

Lu Xing's voice shouted again, but it was hoarse and deeper than before.

Su Zijin looked at the person in front of him who played Zhu Huiru's brother Zhu Guofu.

"What?"

Brother Zhu Huiru was suspicious when he heard Su Zijin's voice.

"We killed people!"

Su Zijin said again, this line has been repeated three or four times.

But this time is different from the past, Su Zijin's posture and movements have reached the basic standards of this role.

Lu Xing watched Su Zijin's eyes light up for a while, but then dimmed again.

Although Su Zijin's performance this time was not bad, it was only good.

Far from meeting his standards.

But the scene that has been ng five times made Lu Xing not confident to repeat it again.

If so be it!
Blindly repeating ng can overwhelm an actor.

Lu Xing is well aware of the psychological pressure on actors when acting, and also knows that a really good show can only be performed for the first time.

Because for the first time, the actors are often in the best and most mature state, and the state of props, photography, etc. is also the best.

As the saying goes, repeated failure is the reason.

"We killed Huang Mao. That day when Xiao Ru went to deliver food, Huang Mao wanted to moles her. Xiao Ru resisted, so I patted Huang Mao with an ice cube. Xiao Ru took out a knife from her arms and stabbed her. Three swords.

At this!All fatal. "

Guo Yu pointed to his chest.

Brother Zhu Huiru watched, obviously taking over the role.

With a look of fear on his face, he was thinking about his sister's situation.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's my fault that I didn't protect her well."

Brother Zhu Huiru's eyes changed from astonishment to thinking to questioning, which was expressed through body and demeanor.

At this moment, Guo Yu's words have already worked.

This fact, one after another, frightened him.

In the past, he just blindly thought that there was something wrong with the little girl, or that someone was going to trouble her.

But what about killing people!
Guo Yu's eyes did not leave brother Zhu Huiru for a moment.

He wanted to use Brother Zhu's love for Zhu Huiru to make him take the blame.

"Guo Yu, you are a lawyer, tell me how many years you will be sentenced for this kind of thing!"

"Originally, it was trivial to be too defensive, but because we were all frightened at the time.

He has done a lot of wrong things, at least the crime of insulting a corpse... the crime of obstructing official duties... and so on, there are many. "

"How much is a lot!"

"About 15 years!"

Su Zijin said a huge number from his heart.

Brother Zhu looked at the ceiling and took a deep breath.

"I'll wait, Zhu Huiru is my sister. I'll wait for her no matter what.

If you make a mistake, you must admit it, and I will wait! "

Brother Zhu said three "we" in a row, as if emphasizing his unrest.

But these words made Guo Yu stunned for a moment. He originally hoped that Big Brother Zhu would protect Zhu Huiru by himself, and choose himself out by the way.

Unexpectedly, he actually said such words.

For his own safety, he must let Brother Zhu take the blame.

When Guo Yu's eyes were spinning, he thought of another reason that he couldn't solve.

"Brother Zhu, but Xiaoru is not only about these things!"

Guo Yu made up a lie, saying that Zhu Huiru couldn't help but have this incident, and Sun Hongyun's death was also related to her.

Brother Zhu was obviously stunned.

He was there, thinking.

……

"Su Zijin has entered the state!"

Qin Hao was talking beside him.

Deng Jiajia also agreed, as the plot progressed.

Su Zijin's acting skills have obviously improved continuously, and even gradually returned to normal levels.

But the inner battle between heaven and man is there.

It's just that the emotional beast representing Guo Yu was gradually released rationally, and it appeared on the set that Su Zijin's acting skills are getting better and better.

But as the beast in my heart is released more times, the cage that binds the beast will be destroyed.

And the wild beasts will also go out into the fields, out of control!
Deng Jiajia was a little worried.

"If Su Zijin continues like this, will he become a person like that paranoid teacher one day?"

Deng Jiajia looked at Su Zijin, frowning deeply, thinking about the bad situation deep in her heart, and hesitated to speak.

When you stare into the abyss, the abyss also stares into you.