How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Where is that?

If one had to use one word to describe it, Kazawa Emitaka couldn't find any words that could describe that place.

Because that place was a nightmare for him.

The first place he came into contact with when he came to this world was there.

He struggled there for many years, lost a lot of things, and learned a lot of truths.

It can be said that the biggest reason why he has become like this now is because of that devilish place.

He nestled in the man's arms, just thinking quietly, the man saw that Lu Zezhiguang gradually stopped other movements, and felt even more anxious.

He originally wanted to find a car and leave here with Lu Ze Zhiguang, but that would not only expose their whereabouts.

Instead, it would cause trouble for them, so he had no choice but to hug Lu Zezhiguang and go to the destination that the young master wanted to go as fast as possible.

He really didn't understand why this young master had such emotions at this moment.

Obviously, even if the child died, it had nothing to do with him, why should he save the child at this time?

That child was the policeman's son, and that man was Shikazawa's enemy.

No matter what you say about this set of relationships, you shouldn't save this child. He doesn't understand human emotions.

——He only knows that since he has done something wrong, he should pay with his life, that's all he knows!
Although the child is innocent, who made him have such an irresponsible father?

Black Cat doesn't have such a kind heart. Even if he has been with Kazawa Emitaka for a long time, it doesn't mean that he will change.

What's more, he felt that if he didn't care about so many things, he wouldn't have such pain.

The reason why the young master became like this is simply because he cared about too many things.

……

The black cat still can't forget the first time he met the young master, the young master didn't care about anything.

Looks like you're enjoying everything!
At that time, the young master was the master of the game, standing on top of everyone and looking down on their existence.

But now such a change has taken place.

If it was before, the black cat might laugh at it, but now he only feels distressed.

"Would you say that the part where you were running with me in the woods would be drawn into the comics?"

"Young Master's manga is currently serializing other chapters, so don't worry about it, Young Master."

"Other chapters? That's right... Otherwise, don't you feel tired every day?"

Lu Zezhiguang said this, his voice was so weak that it made people feel even more uneasy.

The man's movement of hugging Lu Ze Zhiguang became a little more serious, and finally he said: "Young master, should we go to the police first?"

"If it's just the young master going alone—"

"They've already arrived."

"I'm sleeping, but it doesn't mean I don't know everything outside, and even if I didn't hear what they said."

"I can also guess that they want to get rid of that person while I'm sleeping, right?"

"Maybe they will still attack that child. I know they are thinking about me. I also know that something like this happened to me. They feel more distressed than me."

When Lu Zezhiguang said this, he suddenly paused, and then he blinked, looking at the moon still hanging high in the sky.

The moonlight did not shine on him, the man was running in the forest, those branches blocked the moonlight's sight.

"But as the person involved, I didn't want to hurt the child. The reason why I rushed there was to save the child."

"As for what happens to that man, it has nothing to do with me."

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The man listened like this, but the more he listened, the more uncomfortable he felt.

Lu Zezhiguang changed at this time, he didn't care about that man's life anymore, no matter how powerful that man was as a savior.

At this moment, Lu Zezhiguang just wanted that man to die, from the moment the man dragged his child into it.

Lu Zezhiguang had already sentenced him to death.

Even the savior should not take out his own children. Why should children be inserted into the confrontation between adults?
Kazawa Ehiko doesn't understand, he doesn't understand human emotions.

He didn't understand why he had already won, but he wanted to drive him to a dead end. He had already shown mercy to this man.

That being the case, why did this man want to kill him and force him out.

He couldn't understand why he should die badly and end up like that.

Lu Zezhiguang thought this way, and finally closed his eyes, and he suppressed the irritability in his heart.

Seeing this, the man had no choice but to quicken his pace. The sound of the bell was particularly prominent in the empty forest, but even so, it was beyond.

Lu Zezhiguang did not open his mouth to tease again at this time. At this moment, Lu Zezhiguang only wanted to sleep peacefully.

He has been plagued by nightmares these days, and even since his past memories gradually came back, he has never had a good night's sleep.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he seemed to have returned to the past, back to the time when he stayed in that small room.

Once again, he watched those children die in front of him, but there was nothing he could do. Those children were innocent.

——Not only was he helpless, but he could only watch. Even though he begged, those people still didn't stop their actions.

Once or twice... countless times tortured his spirit, and his mental state has long been abnormal.

……

He should have told his husband about it, he should have cried a lot at this time, he should have hugged someone else at this time.

Cry out all the grievances in his heart.

He should act coquettishly and show weakness at this time, and others will love him to death, and then obey him.

As long as he put his heart in front of them, all these problems could be solved, but he didn't want to, and he couldn't cry.

Strange to say.

This time he couldn't cry no matter what, he felt that he was panicked, but he couldn't shed any tears when he wanted to cry.

It was as if a voice was telling him.

—he is not worthy.

——What right does he have to cry?

——He is not a pure and innocent person, he is a demon with blood on his hands, how could he be wronged and shed tears at this time.

Lu Zezhiguang thought like this, his consciousness gradually disappeared, and he fell into a nightmare again.

The sleepiness made him numb, and Shikazawa Zhiguang just smiled slightly after feeling it.

Then whisper it.

"Xiao Hei, tell me, is there really a god in this world? If so, what would it look like? I really want to take a look."

After saying this, he closed his eyes and went to sleep. He didn't hear what the black cat said, and he didn't see the solemn look in the man's eyes.

"Young master, God is just like you."