How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Lu Zezhiguang only felt that he was always in a daze recently, and he didn't have much time to stay awake.

Basically, as soon as he loses control of his emotions, his husband will inject a sedative, and then fall asleep again, and this action will be repeated several times.

As a result, his mental state was not as good as that, but he knew that this was his husband, the only way to keep him calm.

—He didn't want to disappoint his husband.

At the same time, he didn't want his out-of-control look to hurt everyone.

When I woke up again, it was not the sun's light that came in from the window, but the moonlight.

He slept through the night, and the black cat next to him noticed that Lu Zezhiguang woke up the first time.

He went up and rubbed Luze Zhiguang's cheek with his head, and then waited for Lu Ze Zhiguang to come back to his senses.

However, Luze Zhiguang lay on the bed without any other movements, he just opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling.

Finally he spoke up.

"Do you think my current appearance has changed drastically from the wild dog's appearance before?"

"I also find it incredible. I thought I would forget it myself, and I thought I should have passed that threshold."

"But I didn't expect that when the memories surged up again, when the old memories enveloped me again, I realized that I was so vulnerable."

Lu Zezhiguang said this, and the tone of the black cat was full of worry: "Little Master, let's stop thinking about that matter, okay?"

"The young master said before that people who are obsessed with the past are fools."

"Aren't I a fool? After going through something like that, I'm still enjoying a happy life that shouldn't belong to me."

"I'm just a big fool."

As Lu Zezhiguang said this, he sat up unsteadily with one hand supporting his body, and then he sat up and looked at the empty room.

Looking into the dark room.

For a moment, he suddenly felt suffocated.

The room here was too much like the room where he had suffered all the time.

Thinking like this, he held his quilt tightly, and then he lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

At that moment, his figure swayed, and the black cat saw him with a nervous expression, and quickly jumped over.

But he didn't jump on Shikazawa Zhiguang's body, but landed beside him.

He was afraid that he would stimulate Lu Zezhiguang's mental state now.

But the black cat didn't notice that the fox doll that was originally placed beside Shikazawa Zhiguang was overturned at this moment and finally fell to the ground.

……

Lu Ze Zhiguang swayed his body, he didn't wear shoes, and he was only wearing an ordinary white shirt.

His dizziness made him miserable.

——Karzawa Emitaka has not yet discovered that his body has collapsed to a critical point.

He can feel the painful feeling, he can feel that his body is uncomfortable.

Lu Zezhiguang did not turn on the light, opened the door directly, and then walked out.

The channel in the organization, Lu Zezhiguang, understands that he knows which way to go so that no one will find out, and he also knows which way to go so that no one will notice his arrival.

He just walked like this, and the black cat kept his footsteps beside him, trying not to scare Kazawa Zhiguang.

The black cat has no idea where Luze Zhiguang is going now, but he knows that he must follow the young master to protect his safety.

……

"I lied to them."

for a long time.

The black cat just heard the words coming out from the front, and the black cat was a little confused, he didn't know what the words meant.

But he didn't answer anything, and Lu Zezhiguang didn't get angry and spoke again, "I lied to my husband, I said I wouldn't mess around."

Black Cat: Young master, you know it too!
The black cat was a little emotionally broken, but he was helpless. He listened to the elaboration from Kazawa Zhiguang in a low voice.

"I promised all of them that I would stop messing around, and I also promised them that I would stop calling myself a monster. I promised them many things."

"But now that I think about it, it seems that I am the only one who was disobedient from the beginning to the end."

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Speaking like this, he was walking in the passage, the surroundings were extremely quiet, and there were no street lights in the passage, and he just moved forward by groping.

The black cat followed behind the young man. He saw that the young man's feet had been worn out, and the moment blood flowed out, the black cat cried anxiously.

Shikazawa shook his head.

"It doesn't hurt. This kind of pain is nothing, and it's just bleeding. I won't die."

The black cat finally knows the difference between Kazawa Zhiguang at this moment and before.

If the former Kazawa Emitaka still had a trace of sobriety, then at this moment Kazawa Emitaka has completely lost his mind.

He has collapsed.

Only a madman would do the things he did, but this kind of madness is not the kind of madness that kills people, but the kind that is ruthless to himself even when he is crazy.

The black cat watched the blood gushing out from the boy's feet, and a trace of pain flashed in his heart.

He couldn't go back and call someone at this time.

He was a little annoyed, why didn't he press the alarm bell when he left?

In this way, the young master could be prevented from leaving the room, but he was so anxious to forget this thing at the time.

Lu Zezhiguang dragged his body, and he walked towards the exit of the passage step by step.

When he finally saw the light, the black cat quickened his pace and ran forward.

When he ran out of the passage and looked at the deep mountains and old forests outside, the black cat gasped.

He took another look around to see if there were other communications, or even means of transportation.

He didn't see anything!

This is just a deep mountain and old forest, except for the trees, it is a very difficult road to walk.

……

The black cat was a little anxious when he saw this, and then he turned to look at Shikazawa Zhiguang who had come out, at the moment when Shikazawa Zhiguang stretched out his arms and breathed hard.

He saw the invisible wings behind the boy.

There was a feeling that the boy was about to disappear from his presence.

——The last time he had this feeling was the moment when the teenager escaped from the explosion and feigned death, but this time he was sure that it was not a feigned death.

If he didn't do something, this young master would really disappear before his eyes.

He won't allow this to happen again!

The black cat shook for a while, and then he made a human figure appear, and he can't care so much now.

The bell on his neck made him unable to calm down at all, he came to the boy's side, and then he stretched out his hand and hugged Lu Zezhiguang directly.

Lu Zezhiguang glanced at the man who appeared in front of him, and finally he tilted his head.

"Xiao Hei, how did you get the clothes on your body? Didn't you say that you have no clothes on your body before, and you don't have clothes on your body when you transform into a human form?"

"Are you shy now?"

"Young master, this is not the time to talk about such things. I'll take you off where you're going. Can we stop doing this?"

"Really? Then send me to the place I mentioned during the day. I will die with that person."

"If it is not resolved, this matter may continue like this."

"Little Master..."

"The most important thing is that the child is innocent. I am afraid that the man will lose his mind and attack his own son."

Even if Kazawa Emitaka collapses, he still misses the child.