How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Lu Ze Chuanhe's hands were trembling, Lu Ze Zhiguang felt it, and at the moment he felt it, he was stunned and at a loss.

"Sorry sir, I shouldn't-"

"Baby, I don't need your apology. I know that you are not in the right mood now, and I understand."

"I know you need an outlet to vent now, baby, and I understand, I understand any actions that baby is doing now."

"But baby, you shouldn't do such a thing behind my back."

"Who does Guaibao think is the person who has been with Guaibao for such a long time, and who is the person who Guaibao thinks was by Guaibao's side when he lost control of his emotions before?"

"Those people are all me!"

Kazawa Edaka he could feel his husband was afraid.

He wanted to express comfort, but he felt that he was not qualified to comfort at this time.

The culprit who made his husband so afraid is him, what qualifications does he have to comfort his husband at this time.

Lu Zezhiguang hesitated whether to speak, his husband's choked up voice came again, and his husband had unspeakable grievances.

Those grievances seemed to suddenly have a vent, and they wanted to come out all at once.

But only then did he realize that the outlet was so small that no matter how he used it, he couldn't get it out, so he could only vent out bit by bit.

"Baby, don't scare me about this kind of thing. Baby should be happy, not like this now."

When Lu Ze Chuanhe said such words, Lu Ze Zhiguang just chuckled when he heard it.

The voice is so helpless, but also so distressing.

"Mister, do you think I haven't thought about it that way? When I was a child, I fantasized about whether I would live a happy life in the future."

"Is there not so many troubles, is it very happy to stand in the sun, such a beautiful day, I have also fantasized about it."

—he has fantasized countless times, more times than anyone else.

"But sir, I have long since lost my qualifications for doing that."

"From the time I was pushed by the police, from the time I was scrambling in that place, I've been disqualified from having a future like this."

"I don't deserve it, not to mention my hands are stained with blood, my future is already a terrible death."

"I'm very envious of happiness, but I don't want extravagance. Otherwise, those people I killed would curse me behind my back."

"Even if this is the case, I will always go to hell after I die."

……

Lu Ze Zhiguang said like this, Lu Ze Chuanhe gritted his back molars hard.

Even though he gritted his teeth to bleed, he was still suppressing his emotions.

Lu Zezhiguang didn't notice his husband's strangeness, he just said what he took for granted.

Not far away, Scotland looked at Lu Zechuanhe with an extremely ugly face, and was stunned for a while.

Lu Zechuanhe knew what his baby looked like when he was emotionally broken, and he had been with him for some time.

Every time when his baby breaks down, he can always hear those dirty and even ugly words coming out of his baby's mouth.

He didn't even know how his little boy made those words, so he said them out of course and put them on his own head.

His Guaibao didn't have many emotional breakdowns. If possible, he didn't want his Guaibao to have a breakdown.

Different from other people's breakdowns, the way he was after Guaibao broke down, he really didn't want to go through it again.

From the trembling at the beginning, to the cautiousness later, and now he has been frightened.

He wasn't afraid at first, but he was terrified.

He was too scared, he was terribly scared!
Thinking of this, Lu Ze Chuanhe couldn't stop shaking, Lu Ze Zhiguang sighed, and still didn't go any further.

"I won't say it, so sir don't be afraid anymore, okay?"

"Guy baby, do you know? I just don't like the appearance of cute baby. I cry when I want to. No one will laugh at me."

"But sir, I can't cry. Even if I cry, I can't cry happily. It's not that those memories can't let me go, it's that I don't want to get out of those obsessions."

"But I really want to come out, but how can I forget those obsessions?"

"I can't forget it, and what happened is deeply imprinted on my heart."

——It is only now that he finally understands that he has forgotten the most important memory.

He forgot the sad and desperate self in the past, and also forgot what the past self had expected for the future.

——He also forgot that his current appearance is the most annoying appearance in the past!
Extremely disgusted!

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Lu Zechuanhe wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by a hasty bell in the next second.

The ringtone came from Luze Zhiguang's pocket.

Lu Zezhiguang sighed, and then took out the mobile phone from his pocket. He didn't expect the mobile phone produced by the system to be so waterproof!

But when he saw that it was Rum's call, he still answered it without hesitation, and he adjusted his state.

It's not a big problem to make your own voice sound, but even so, Rum on the opposite side can still detect it.

This also caused Rum's voice, which he wanted to say hello, to be inexplicably quieter.

Lu Zezhiguang frowned after feeling it, and then he opened his mouth slowly to calm Rum's emotions.

"I don't have much business, so what's the matter? Don't say that you called, just want to express my condolences."

……

Lu Zezhiguang said this, with a hint of ridicule in his tone, but Rum quickly denied it, with a hint of anxiety in his voice.

Then he hesitated, hearing Rum's faltering, Shikazawa Zhiguang leaned on his husband, and then dragged his own long voice.

"Tell me what's going on."

"The policeman's child is missing. Now there are reports outside, and the policeman is in a hurry now."

"I think he should put this blame on us."

As soon as Rum said this, Lu Zezhiguang laughed, "It will be on our heads, and his child will be on our heads if he loses it?"

"This is indeed something a normal person would do, but the problem is that I didn't give such an order, how could it be found on us."

Just as Lu Zezhiguang finished speaking, Rum continued, "I can't get in touch with Gin."

In a word, Lu Ze Zhiguang froze in place.

However, before Lu Zezhiguang could continue to speak, he heard his husband speak at this time.

"Baby, Xinyi and Qinjiu have no mission recently, and these two people are not currently in the organization."

Just finished talking like this.

Lu Zezhi looked up sharply, then he thought for a long time with his already confused brain, and finally he held his mobile phone.

He gave instructions to Rum on the other end.

"This matter was not done by the two of them. If there are media deliberately leading this way, then solve those media for me."

"I will find Gin and Xinyi. As for the policeman's child, Rum, you should ask someone in the organization to help you find it."

"No matter what, children are innocent, and things between adults cannot be resolved with children."