How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Thinking like this, Lu Zezhiguang stretched out his hand to cover his face.

He can't forget.

Memories that should have been dusty have been haunting him in the recent period, and he felt that there were countless iron chains all over his body.

He had struggled before, and he tried to convince himself, but he couldn't.

Because the person who was treated inhumanely in the past was either someone else or himself!
He knew how helpless and desperate he was in the past.

He knows it better than anyone!

He doesn't need any pity, and he doesn't need any pity, he just wants to kill those people.

Thinking about it now, he just finds it ironic.

His husband came to him after he had killed everyone.

Perhaps before he experienced these things, his husband came to him and everything would change.

But no if.

He was the one who experienced pain and despair, and he was the one who escaped from such a world.

Without the help of others.

The time he lived in that place is still in his mind.

What he goes through every day, even what will happen if he is disobedient, or what he can only eat for three meals a day in order to preserve his strength.

- He knows it all!
Thinking of this, Shikazawa Zhiguang sighed and looked at Scotland in front of him who wanted to move forward but was hesitant.

Scotland's eyes were full of worry, but turned into pain in the next second.

Lu Zezhiguang felt that he was such a jerk, but he felt that he had done this kind of thing countless times before, and he was used to it.

Thinking of this, Shikazawa Zhiguang turned around again, and he walked to the edge, and he spoke with a heavier voice as he walked.

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"No one can save me now. I know you want to pull me out. But you can't. You don't have that much ability, and you are not gods."

"Besides, you shouldn't pull me out at this time. You should be clear about what I do to you."

Saying this, Kaze Zhiguang turned around, and he looked at Scotland in front of him with tears streaming down his eyes, his eyes were full of pain and danger.

"You should have killed me, you should have abolished me, or I will end badly. I shouldn't have such a happy life now."

"You should treat me like that, instead of coaxing me so gently like you are now."

"You're crazy, you're sick, you know that? What are you doing?"

"I am a murderer, I am a monster! You are now saving a monster that has killed countless people!"

"Do you know what I'm going to do when I'm crazy? I'm going to kill everyone, I'm really going to do this kind of thing, even if it's all right?"

Lu Zezhiguang was on the verge of collapse, and said everything.

After saying this, what he saw was Scotland, and he quickly shook his head in denial.

Then, just as Scotland was about to move forward, Emitaka Kazawa opened his arms.

Under Scotland's exclamation and the black cat's sluggishness, Kazawa Emitaka's figure lay back.

That speed is very fast.

It was almost too late for them to react, and when they wanted to step forward, they only felt a figure jumping out from their side.

Scotland's footsteps stopped instantly, he looked, when he saw a familiar figure, Scotland's eyes widened!
……

What it feels like to fall into the water from a high place, Kazawa Zhiguang is very familiar with it,
He is afraid of water, and also afraid of the sea.

He now thinks about the characters depicted in those previous forums.

What kind of persona is that!

That's not human design!
That was a memory he had forgotten!
In the past, those things were what he was really afraid of!

In the past he was afraid of blood, he was afraid of the dark, he even hated the smell of cigarettes.

He has claustrophobia, deep sea phobia, and even some psychological problems have appeared on him in the past.

He finds it funny now.

What is that!

Those things had really happened to him, but he just forgot about it.

It was precisely because of those things he had experienced in the past that his heart was too painful, so he had no choice but to seal up his pain.

He kept those memories deep inside, not allowing himself to explore them.

Caused him to forget his original appearance!

It caused him to forget the most timid, desperate and painful memories before he became crazy and before he became a wild dog.

He forgot again what kind of person he wanted to be.

The sound of falling into the sea was so familiar, Lu Zezhiguang only felt the sea water pouring into his mouth and nose, and he opened his eyes wide.

Just watching myself sinking into the depths of the sea bit by bit.

He just looked at it like this.

For a moment, he felt that it would be good for him to just die like this, he felt that it would be good for him to die here.

As he was thinking like this, he heard the same sound of water entering in the next second. Before he had time to react, he saw his husband rushing towards him at the fastest speed.

Then hug him tightly!

When Lu Zezhiguang saw his husband, he couldn't believe it the moment he appeared.

He let his husband hug him, Lu Zezhiguang did not make any resistance movements, he was just immersed in the arrival of his husband.

When the two came up, Scotland and the black cat rushed over and saw the scene of the two hugging each other tightly.

Both of them froze in place, at a loss, but they saw the man who treated them tenderly in the next second.

……

At this moment.

What a turbulent look in his eyes, as if wishing to kill the enemy five horses to death here.

The violence in the eyes can't be stopped!

His gloomy expression makes one person and one cat look so suffocating.

"Sir." Lu Zezhiguang's voice sounded, it was so weak.

"Why are you here?"

Lu Zezhiguang asked suspiciously.

His husband shouldn't be here.

His husband should discuss with Uncle Ta in the villa, whether there are any new small cakes recently, or be with his brother in the organization.

Discuss recent tasks in the organization and what needs to be done.

But it shouldn't be here anyway!
Lu Ze Zhiguang slowly came out of Lu Ze Chuanhe's arms, looking at the man in front of him, the doubts in his eyes were about to overflow.

"Sir has been—"

"I've been guarding you in secret. I don't worry about other people, and I don't trust you, Guaibao, so I've been guarding Guaibao in secret."

"Fortunately, I came in time this time. But baby, can you stop scaring me?"

Lu Ze Chuanhe's voice was choked with sobs, and he stepped forward to hug Lu Ze Zhiguang again.

Lu Zezhiguang hadn't spoken yet, and the choking on the top of his head was uploaded.

"It's scary, baby, do you know that when I saw you lying on the back, my heart almost stopped."

"I'm really afraid that I'm one step too late, and I won't be able to fish out Guaibao in time. I'm really scared that Guaibao will close his eyes and stop his heart beating in front of me."

"I'm really afraid that I won't be able to make it in time, because I clearly know that everything you are doing now, baby, is from the heart!"

"I'm afraid that if I'm one step too late, I'll lose Guaibao."

"Guy baby, don't scare me. I'm not scared, especially when it comes to baby."