Mrs. Fu is very hard to follow

328 chapter

Under the light touch, the warmth disappeared without a trace like a frightened deer.

Realizing that it was Gu Beining's hand, Fu Zhihan slightly rubbed the fingertips that were in contact with her, and then switched hands to turn on the light.

The light came on, so bright that Gu Beining couldn't open his eyes.She squinted her eyes and turned around, and saw that the bed was really empty.

Chen Bao rolled out of the bed with the quilt rolled up. One end of the thin quilt was pressed under by Gu Beining, and the other end was pressed by Chen Bao himself. With the help of the angle of the bedside table, a temporary hammock was formed.

Chen Bao was sleeping in this hammock, and only one foot landed on the ground, making the muffled sound that Fu Zhihan heard just now.

The little guy was completely ignorant of what happened outside, and still slept soundly while hugging the quilt.

Gu Beining and Fu Zhihan looked at each other speechlessly, and they both saw helplessness and pampering in each other's eyes.

"Help me press the quilt here, and I'll carry him back." Gu Beining said softly.

Fu Zhihan responded, stretched out his hand to press the quilt under Gu Beining's body, watched her slowly approach Chen Bao's side, and gently picked up his son.

The little guy didn't know if he was awake or not, so he uttered a babble, closed his eyes and gently rubbed against Gu Beining.

"It's okay, baby, go on to sleep." Gu Beining gently coaxed him, carried Chen Bao to a place near the middle of the bed, and then gently put him down.

Fu Zhihan raised his hand and handed the finished quilt to Gu Beining, watching her gently cover his son with the quilt, Fu Zhihan suddenly thought, is this what a family of three looks like?

He was distracted for a moment, and seeing that Gu Beining had finished his work, remembering Chen Bao's terrible sleeping posture last time, Fu Zhihan couldn't help asking, "Is his sleeping posture always this bad?"

"Well, I also like to move a lot when I sleep. I don't know who I look like." When mentioning her son, Gu Beining originally smiled, but when she said the last sentence, she suddenly thought that if Chen Bao inherited this from her I don't even know who the father is, and I can't laugh.

Seeing her smile disappear, Fu Zhihan was puzzled: "What's wrong?"

Gu Beining didn't dare to look into his eyes, she lowered her eyes to catch a glimpse of her son's chubby face, she felt that it would be better to say something clearly earlier.

Gu Beining took a deep breath, summoned up her courage and said, "You never asked me about Chen Bao's life experience."

Fu Zhihan was taken aback, and slowly sat down on the floor.He glanced at Chen Bao who was soundly asleep, and then at Gu Beining.

The long, smooth hair covered half of her face, preventing Fu Zhihan from seeing her face clearly.But even so, Fu Zhihan could feel how much effort it took Gu Beining to have the courage to say these words.

To be honest, Fu Zhihan didn't know how to answer this question.

If he said that he didn't care about Chen Bao's background, it would be absolutely false.

He has always disliked children, but Chen Bao is an exception. The biggest reason is that Chen Bao is his own son.

Because it was his own son, Fu Zhihan could tolerate Chen Bao's mischievous behavior, and even occasionally felt that such a petty tempered son had a lot of personality.

But Fu Zhihan knew that Gu Beining's question now was based on the belief that Chen Bao was not his own.

If that was the case, Fu Zhihan didn't know how he would feel.

Maybe because he likes Gu Beining, he will also like Chen Bao.

After all, he wouldn't really get angry with a four-year-old.

After thinking about it, Fu Zhihan still felt that even if Chen Bao wasn't his own, as long as he recognized Gu Beining, he wouldn't think it was a big deal.

After figuring this out, Fu Zhihan was relieved: "Actually, Chen Bao is smart and well-behaved. It doesn't make much sense to ask him about his life experience. Birth can determine a person's starting point, but it cannot determine a person's end point. You are a very good mother. Chen Bao is very lucky to have you."

These words made Gu Beining ashamed.

She shook her head and said in a low voice, "No, I'm not as good as you think."

"Ningning, you've done a good job, don't demand too much of yourself." Fu Zhihan said seriously.

"I'm really not good enough." Gu Beining recalled the past four years, and didn't know how she survived. "I'm a very bad mother. It's Chen Bao's cute and sensible who held me back. Let me be consumed by despair."

After so long, this is the first time Gu Beining mentioned this matter in public.

Fu Zhihan frowned tightly, wanting to stop her from talking, but also afraid that after stopping, it would make Gu Beining feel even more uncomfortable.

"Fu Zhihan..." Gu Beining's voice trembled slightly, but she still gritted her teeth and continued, "I've never been married, Chen Bao was an accident..."

Of course Fu Zhihan was aware of this, and comforted Gu Beining: "Marriage is not a stage that one must go through in one's life, let alone having children after marriage."

Gu Beining's not-so-long nails had been dug into the flesh. Only the pain caused by this could make her hold back all the emotions in her heart and maintain the last trace of reason. She told Fu Zhihan in a hoarse voice: "But I, Lian Chenbao's No one knows who the real father is."

Hearing her say such words for the first time, Fu Zhihan realized that Gu Beining had really completely forgotten the reason why they knew each other.He didn't know whether to be happy or sad. After a moment of silence, he asked, "Do you want to know who he is?"

"When Chen Bao was first born, I really wanted to know who he was. But now..." Gu Beining shook his head in resistance, "I don't want to know at all."

Fu Zhihan's words were blocked in his throat when he wanted to confess.

Silence spread in the night, and after a while, Fu Zhihan asked hoarsely, "Do you hate him?"

Gu Beining hugged her knees and thought for a while, but couldn't give an answer: "Things have already happened, what's the use of hating? It's because I overestimated myself and drank so much wine that I was so drunk. It was me It's not a person who is entrusted, and he will pick up the corpse if he is left halfway. It's me...it's all my fault."

In the end, she almost gritted her teeth.

Fu Zhihan's heart ached beyond measure: "It's not your fault, it's his bastard. Ning Ning, don't blame yourself, it's him who was overwhelmed by lust. He's shameless! He's taking advantage of others!"

If he had a knife in his hand at this moment, Fu Zhihan would have stabbed himself countless times.

"Ning Ning, you are not wrong." He emphasized this matter to Gu Bei Ning gently and earnestly, as if to acquit her.

Gu Beining stared at him in a daze, tears welled up in her already red eyes.She raised her head to keep her tears from falling, and she didn't let herself look so embarrassed.

Although Gu Beining was able to say this frankly when he was in line with Xiao Zihang.But this is like the Seven Injuries Fist. While hitting Xiao Zihang's lifeline directly, it will also hurt himself.

This was the first time Gu Beining mentioned this matter in front of outsiders, and it was also the first time he got a response from others.

This person didn't blame her, he didn't even say a harsh word, instead he kept comforting her, emphasizing over and over again that she was not wrong.

She pushed aside the deepest wound in her life, trying to scare Fu Zhihan away with this ferocious side, but she didn't expect him to apply medicine to her with gentleness, trying to heal her wound.