Mrs. Fu is very hard to follow

In the darkness where you can't see your fingers, everything seems to be magnified.Gu Beining could hear his son's very light breathing beside him, and he could also feel Fu Zhihan's gentle turning over beside him, and he could even hear his own heartbeat clearly.

At this moment, there was a man lying beside her.

Although they were not in the same bed, and there was a reason for this, Gu Beining still had a belated feeling of strangeness in his heart.

She suddenly realized that if someone else made the request tonight, even if it was Yun Lan who was quite familiar with her, she would not necessarily agree.

But when Fu Zhihan brought it up, she agreed easily.

It was the first time that Gu Beining realized that her trust in Fu Zhihan had reached such a level, and she suddenly hesitated.

Because Gu Xinlu and Chang Xiuxiang didn't treat her well, it was actually difficult for Gu Beining to completely trust others.Even Xiao Zihang, because the two grew up together, Gu Beining gradually surrendered his sincerity for Xiao Zihang's goodness to her.

This was especially true for Yun Lan, the two of them had been classmates for so many years, if it were really calculated, the time she spent with Yun Lan might have been longer than the time she had spent with Xiao Zihang.

However, Fu Zhihan and her realized that now...

Gu Beining suddenly couldn't remember when he first saw Fu Zhihan, but he only vaguely remembered that it wasn't very far away.In such a short period of time, her trust in Fu Zhihan has surpassed that of Yun Lan, which really surprised Gu Beining.

The heart in the left chest was pounding, as if signaling something.Gu Beining didn't dare to think about it, and hurriedly threw these messy thoughts out of her mind.

She turned over, and the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly turned on, illuminating a corner of the room, allowing Gu Beining to see that Fu Zhihan, who was lying on the ground, was also looking at her.

The four eyes met, and each other was very embarrassed.

Fu Zhihan hid the embarrassment in his eyes, smiled at Gu Beining, and asked in a low voice, "Haven't you slept yet?"

"Ah... um." Gu Beining responded softly, not daring to look directly into Fu Zhihan's deep starry eyes.Avoiding Fu Zhihan's eyes, she hurriedly grabbed the phone on the bedside table, only to find that it was just a spam marketing text message.

Gu Beining deleted the harassing text messages, but dared not put down the phone while holding the phone, always feeling that Fu Zhihan would see through her slightest movement.

Fu Zhihan was actually more nervous than her.

He hadn't felt sleepy since he lay down, subconsciously turned around and looked in the direction of Gu Beining.

Nothing could be seen in the dark room, but Fu Zhihan felt happy when he thought that Gu Beining was less than half a meter away from him.

There was a voice in his heart urging him to get closer to Gu Beining, but Fu Zhihan knew he couldn't do anything wrong.

He couldn't live up to Gu Beining's trust, let alone hurt her again.

However, seeing that Gu Beining hadn't put down the phone for a long time, Fu Zhihan couldn't help asking: "Is this important information? Do you want to turn on a light for you?"

"No need." Gu Beining shook her head hastily, and pressed the lit phone screen to black.

She is really stupid, so the phone light shines on her face, doesn't she show all her emotions in front of Fu Zhihan's eyes?

Fu Zhihan didn't notice the little panic in her words, and said considerately: "Playing with your mobile phone in the dark is not good for your eyes, let me turn on a light for you."

He knew that Gu Beining never liked to trouble others, so Gu Beining refused him, so Fu Zhihan got up and fumbled for the switch of the bedside lamp on the wall.

Afraid that he would stumble in the dark, Gu Beining hurriedly turned on the phone again to help Fu Zhihan see the road ahead: "It's really not necessary, you lie down, I just checked the news just now, I didn't want to play with the phone. "

Following the light, Fu Zhihan caught a glimpse of her phone's normal standby page, not really playing with it, and knowing what Gu Beining said was true, he lay back under the covers.

Gu Beining turned off the phone light, put down the phone, and lay flat on the bed again.

However, she still couldn't fall asleep. Even after lying on the bed, Gu Beining's brain became more and more awake, sober enough to start to re-examine the relationship between her and Fu Zhihan.

After breaking up with Xiao Zihang, Gu Beining once resisted any words related to "love", and this resistance has continued until now.

Not long ago, Yunlan mentioned something to her, such as "Fu Zhihan likes her".Gu Beining was a little surprised at first, but subconsciously thought it was impossible.Not long afterward, she forgot about it again.

In addition, Fu Zhihan hinted at the same thing several times, but in the end it was the same result.

——Gu Beining declined at the time, but forgot afterwards.

This is a self-protection mechanism in Gu Beining's subconscious mind. As long as she is no longer in contact with love, she will not be hurt by love again.

However, lying on the bed now, these forgotten things surged up from the depths of her mind bit by bit, reminding Gu Beining of this fact over and over again.

Gu Beining turned her head to the side, she couldn't see Fu Zhihan's figure in the dark, but she knew that he must be in the direction her eyes were looking at.

To be honest, in her memory, Fu Zhihan always dotes on her and Chen Bao in everything, doesn't care about her identity, helps her get ahead, doesn't mind Chen Bao's existence, even when Chen Bao was so rude to him in the past, Fu Zhihan never Not angry, still very good to the little guy.

Gu Beining jumped out of her own role and carefully examined this relationship from a third-party perspective. She found that if this matter happened to someone else, she might persuade that person to try bravely.

Although a failed love hurts others, if it succeeds, it will be the envy of others.

She has also loved someone deeply, knows what it feels like to love someone, has seen what love looks like, and has even pursued a love.

Gu Beining carefully outlined the love in his mind, the picture became clearer and clearer, and finally showed Fu Zhihan's every move.

Gu Beining's heart beat wildly, thinking of the gap between himself and Fu Zhihan, it was like pouring a pot of ice water on hot coal, and all the flames were extinguished.

Impossible between them.

A voice in the bottom of my heart kept telling her this, like a kind of torture.

Gu Beining knew that this was her own reason, and she also knew that she should follow the rational choice.But she couldn't get past her emotional barrier.

The man's handsome appearance and gentle behavior seemed to be engraved in her mind, and Gu Beining could not forget these.

Just when Gu Beining was suffering, Chen Bao turned over and fell out of bed wrapped in the blanket.

Hearing a soft muffled sound, Fu Zhihan hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

"It seems that Chen Bao fell down." Gu Beining's voice sounded in the darkness, the room was too dark, she couldn't see anything clearly, so she had to turn on the light first.

Fu Zhihan thought the same way, he touched the switch on the wall according to his memory, and suddenly felt a warmth.