I owe you a lifetime of love

An Nian no longer mentioned her sadness, she gently scooped up the clear porridge in the bowl for Xiao Xue to eat.

Seeing her daughter's downcast eyes, Xiao Xue's eyes turned red again.

"Niannian, do you want to know what's going on?"

An Nian nodded, but shook his head again: "Mom, don't worry, we have plenty of time to talk slowly."

"But mom wants to tell you." A bowl of porridge quickly bottomed out.

Xiao Xue held An Nian's hand, the light in her eyes was extremely firm, she was not pandering to An Nian, but really wanted to say something.

"It's been too long for a person to have vicious thoughts. There are so many things I want to say but I can't find anyone to say them. Year after year, Mom will tell you, okay?"

An Nian took out a tissue to wipe Xiao Xue's lips.She nodded: "OK."

"Half a year after my mother threw you away, I had another child..."

An Nian looked at her steadily.

Xiao Xue was repelling saying these things, her eyes sparkled, but she still bravely let herself get stuck in that memory, and finally walked out.

"At that time, in order to get revenge on Xia Wei, I went to the hospital privately to have an abortion."

An Nian listened a lot in the corridor.

But at this moment, seeing the painful look in Xiao Xue's eyes, she was still shocked.

After all, she herself had such thoughts...

"At that time, I made a lot of determination... Afterwards, I felt that I was just gambling for a while, and this breath was blocked for 30 years."

An Nian gently pressed Xiao Xue's shoulder: "Mom..."

She didn't know what to say, so she could only unconsciously call her softly, with deep distress in her tone.

"I was taking revenge on Xia Wei. I hated him for marrying me, but he never cared about me. I tested him with the miscarriage. In that month, I was ill on and off for a long time..."

"But he... except for some hypocritical caring, he didn't notice any strangeness in me. That's how he is. My position is insignificant in his heart. That's why when I woke up in the hospital, he didn't believe me and said that I It's neurosis."

"Later, the child was gone, so I looked away... The doctor told me that I would never have a chance to get pregnant again."

Xiao Xue's eyes were red, and the hand she placed in front of her unconsciously fell on her lower abdomen, and she touched it lightly.

"I didn't tell Xia Wei, my heart was full of the pleasure of revenge. Later...he tossed and tossed me many times. He found me an old Chinese doctor, saw a western doctor, and even checked me himself."

"He wants a child..." Xiao Xue's voice was soft and relaxed, but An Nian knew it was not the case.

Her hands hanging on the quilt were tightly clenched.

"So, he is desperately begging for a child, longing to have another child... In fact, watching him struggle like this all these years has always made me feel very comfortable."

"I thought our life would just pass by like this, but who would have thought of it?" Xiao Xue's eyes rolled, and she held An Nian's hand tightly with both hands, "Who would have thought that I would see you again..."

Xu Yicheng told her the truth, the night she checked her DNA non-stop, she was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night.

The chest is full of sourness and grief.

Tears flowed down...

She opened her eyes until dawn.

Those few, she remembered Xu Yicheng's reminder.

——Auntie, An Nian is doing well now.The longevity lock around her neck is almost inseparable from her body. Have you ever thought that she may have settled down in a corner and doesn't want to suffer any more turmoil?

How could this be?

That's her daughter!

She insisted on that point of view half-dream and half-awake, longing, looking forward to it!The daughter who has been tortured for more than 30 years?
Xu Yicheng said again: "Auntie, you should also think about Xia Qing. Although I don't know what happened back then, Xia Qing is innocent."

"She has been the daughter of the Xia family for so many years. If the truth comes out and she finds out that she is a joke, what will the decades of mother-daughter relationship between you be like?"

At that moment, Xiao Xue also understood that things were not simple at all.

She pondered over and over again, approaching An Nian every time, trying to understand her by insinuating.

In her body, Xiao Xue saw herself back then.

Such sincerity and kindness, such tenacity and bravery.

While she longed for An Nian to call her mother, she looked at An Nian's life now with restraint.

She knew a lot about An Nian's past from Xu Yicheng's mouth, and knew that it was very hard for her to walk along the way.

She felt distressed and guilty, and couldn't forgive herself back then!

And Xia Wei!

An Nian held Xiao Xue's hand a little tighter, and she conveyed some kind of power in this way.

She said softly: "Mom, now you not only have me, but also Xia Qing, and even a little granddaughter, so be stronger. Let's work hard to get out of the shadow of the past, and we will never be sad again, okay?"

Xiao Xue nodded very positively. She looked at An Nian with a smile in her eyes.

"Then... Mom, tell me your old story again. Don't talk about unhappy things, but talk about happy ones, okay?"

Although they recognize each other as mother and daughter.

But that little bit of poor kinship doesn't help at all.

A full 27 years have passed between them.

From the fetus in the womb to the current wife and mother.

As a mother, how many years did she miss?

Xiao Xue knew that An Nian still had a grudge.

Even if this kind child has always accepted her kindness.

But she is very aware of that barrier.

An Nian rarely used such a tone, looked at him with such a dependent gaze, and talked to her.

Xiao Xue was a little absent-minded for a while, and she was stunned for a long time before she realized it.

"Okay, okay, if you want to hear it, mom will tell you."

So, this afternoon, An Nian stayed by Xiao Xue's side and listened to her talk about the years that she never participated in...

Time flies and flies quickly.

In the blink of an eye, it is already September, the Mid-Autumn Festival.

On this day, An Nian and Fu Qingshen got off work half an hour early, and when they got home, they saw Xiao Xue busy in the kitchen.

The air has already carried the unique coldness of Haicheng.

The air conditioner in the living room was on, and the room was very warm.

Xiaoyi, who is playing with the walker, has already tiptoed quickly, playing in the living room with her limp little body.

The two nannies watched over the little guy from left to right, just like the royal guards.

An Nian went in and undressed, and handed Fu Qingshen her coat. At the entrance, Fu Qingshen bent down and took out her slippers, took off her shoes and put them on her feet.

The interaction between the two is tacit and natural.

After changing his shoes, An Nian noticed Xiao Yiyi in the living room with his eyes.

Immediately, she was in a good mood, and she stepped forward and hugged the child in her arms to let the nanny go down to rest.

She walked into the kitchen with a smile on her lips.

Hearing footsteps, Xiao Xue poked her head out and asked, "Get off work so early?"

An Nian nodded and followed into the kitchen: "Mom, it's okay, you rest, I'll make dumplings tonight."

Xiao Xue has already reconciled and is preparing the stuffing. She said, "I've been resting all day, and I'm about to die. It's a rare Mid-Autumn Festival. Mom wants to make it myself."

After all, this is the first Mid-Autumn Festival to be celebrated with An Nian.