I owe you a lifetime of love

Xiao Xue was not like this before.

When she first married herself, she was always delicate and lively, and she liked to wear a goose yellow dress.

She is good-looking, with a gentle aura on her body, but that goose-yellow skirt and her eyebrows and eyes that often smile.

People always forget the gentleness between her eyebrows and eyes, on the contrary, she is as brisk as a little oriole at any time.

In the first year of marriage, Xiao Xue liked to be petty and coquettish, but Xia Wei was dull by nature, except for some experience in the business field.

He is often confused about things like pleasing girls and making his wife happy.

At that time, Xiao Xue stared at herself dissatisfied and complained: "You are such a stupid brain!"

Xia Wei didn't take it seriously, she was right, she was like this.

But at that time, why did that other beautiful and lively girl fall in love with him and marry him early?
Xia Wei sat on the sofa, frowning in pain, thinking hard, trying to find some memories about Xiao Xue from his memory.

But, it's sad.

He found that his neglect of Xiao Xue these years had made those memories blurred, and he seemed to be unable to remember them.

Only, the most vivid part in the memory is the girl in the yellow dress, which bloomed unknowingly, and she put her hand on the palm of her husband.

She became a wife who lived with him for a lifetime, and in the end, she always smiled and bent her eyebrows and jumped into another picture.

She is also beautiful in that way.

But she didn't like to smile anymore, she became dignified and steady, from the little oriole bird before to a static ink painting.

Xia Wei covered his face with trembling hands, and finally, tears rolled down one by one...

"My fault...my fault..."

Fu Qingshen watched indifferently, except for being able to empathize emotionally, he was unable to react.

"Over the years, I have owed her too much for the battles in Vanity Fair and my company. I watched her become like this step by step, but I didn't know it. Until this moment, she reminded me that I Only then did I realize that she turned into this appearance..."

"My fault, my fault..."

Fu Qingshen said softly: "Dad, she is sick..."

He reminded him again.

Xia Wei raised his eyes in a daze, and Fu Qingshen's eyes became a little firmer.

Xia Wei was a little overwhelmed. He thought for a moment, as if he had thought of something, and suddenly said, "Is it...depression?"

Fu Qing said: "This needs further inspection."

That night, Father Xia didn't come home, he just sat on the sofa like that, no one tried to persuade him, he sat from dark to dawn.

Watching the sky pouring out, the whole world lit up.

Only then did Father Xia stand up unsteadily, his figure was unstable and he almost fell down.

Fortunately, An Nian helped him in time: "Dad, no matter what happens, you have to pay attention to your body."

Father Xia looked at An Nian, his vision became blurred, but when he heard this voice, his heart was warm. The first thing he said was: "How is your mother?"

"Very good, don't worry."

In fact, it was not good. She was haunted by nightmares. An Nian took care of her all night before the bed, and she felt very distressed.

I also understood little by little how much suffering Xiao Xue has endured in her heart these years...

Xia Wei obviously breathed a sigh of relief, he said in a low voice: "She is in a bad mood, my appearance now will only irritate her, Nian, fortunately you are here, take good care of her, stay with her, and enlighten her."

An Nian nodded slightly, and told Xia Wei to rest well.

She prepared a room in Shengshihaoting, but Xia Wei insisted on going home.

An Nian didn't insist, but repeatedly told him: "Dad, listen to me, let's put aside today's work for the time being to let myself relax, go home and have a good sleep and don't think about it anymore, okay?"

"My mother is already like this, you can't fall down again. I don't know what happened between you, and I have been absent for many years, but I finally recognized you, please don't let anything happen to you, let me... let I feel the warmth of home, okay?"

When An Nian said these words, he looked at the handrail on the second floor.

Xiao Xue was standing there at the moment, she knew that she had heard her words.

Xia Wei stood up after a while, and he nodded, obviously listening to these words.

An Nian arranged for a driver to take Xia Wei off, and watched him get into the car before he breathed a sigh of relief.

When she entered, Fu Qingshen happened to be downstairs.

He was in contact with a psychiatrist just now. Xiao Xue's situation cannot be ignored, and he must do it as soon as possible...

Seeing the haggard expression on An Nian's face, Fu Qing was deeply distressed.

Rather helpless.

He stepped forward and told An Nian the information of the psychiatrist he had contacted.

The people Fu Qingshen contacted were naturally the best.

She gently held his hand, and said in disbelief, "How could this be?"

A person who looked so calm and gentle on the surface would actually collapse like that.

"Some things are pressed in my heart day after day, year after year. In the end, if I can't let go of it, it will become a knot in my heart. If the knot can't be solved, it will naturally be like this."

An Nian also thought of the years when her depression was the worst.

But she relied on Fu Qingshen as the "antidote", even in the most difficult years, she still survived.

Not like Xiao Xue.

"Thank you……"

Fu Qing knew what An Nian would say again, his eyes shone slightly, and he softly kissed her on the forehead.

"I should say, thank you."

After taking the sleeping pills, Xiao Xue finally fell asleep comfortably.

She had been immersed in the darkness for too long, and such a sleep almost made her brain freeze.

She was sore and weak, and the blackout curtains in the room blocked the sky outside, and she didn't know what time it was.

Only when I was struggling to get up, those dissipated memories came back to my mind little by little.

She sighed lightly...

The door opened, and An Nian came in with a tray of food.

Before Xiao Xue got up, An Nian was already beside her, and she reached out to help her get up.

Xiao Xue was silent for a moment, and said a little annoyed: "Nian, I'm sorry, did mother scare you like that?"

An Nian shook his head, with a bitter smile on his mouth: "How come? With so many emotions, home is in the heart, everyone will have a day of collapse?"

Xiao Xue said: "I don't know what's wrong with me. I live such a good life tomorrow, and I shouldn't be like this, but I still can't control myself. I didn't want you to know, but..."

"Mom." Anian held Xiao Xue's hand, "We are a family, and I am your dearest daughter besides the person next to your pillow. You should tell me if you have anything, why are you keeping it from me?"

"The meaning of family existence is to be each other's strong shield, backing. If you don't even rely on me for this, then what kind of family are we?"

Xiao Xue looked at An Nian with teary eyes, but she didn't speak for a long time.

Then don't start, tears fall: "After so many years, I finally waited for this day..."