love you deeply

Unsteadily holding the bowl in his hand, a whole bowl of boiling hot soup spilled out, scalding Ji Nanqiao's body.

Lu Youyan frowned fiercely, got up quickly, lifted the quilt and carried her out.

Someone came to change the bedding, and after she changed her clothes and treated her burns, Lu Youyan looked at Ji Nanqiao who was sitting on the hospital bed, with a slight anger between her brows.

Thinking of her reaction when she heard her question just now, Lu Youyan couldn't help being surprised and angry.

But at this moment, seeing her haggard appearance leaning against the head of the bed, he couldn't help asking this question again.

Originally, he was sorry for her first, and he couldn't give her a future. Do you still expect her to willingly want to keep his child?
It's ridiculous enough to think that.

But just when Lu Youyan wanted to give up and continue to entangle this issue, Ji Nanqiao spoke up.

"Fourth brother, would you believe me if I said that the child is yours?" Ji Nanqiao raised his head slightly, looked at Lu Youyan, and said slowly.

Clenching her fists involuntarily, Lu Youyan looked at Ji Nanqiao with deep eyes, her eyes darkened slightly, she didn't know whether she should believe her, or why she suddenly said this to herself.

Ji Nanqiao knew that he didn't believe it, but she didn't care at the moment, she just said out loud, "Actually, I keep him, and it has nothing to do with you, I just want to have more family members."

"Qianqian walked in this world once, and now that he's gone, maybe I'm the only one who feels heartbroken."

"Fourth brother, you are his father, I just want you to know that he existed, nothing else."

Ji Nanqiao took a deep breath, and after saying these words, all the strength in his body suddenly seemed to be drained.

She was very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she didn't want to distinguish what should be done and what should not be done.

She just didn't want her child to be so pitiful, coming and going alone.

She just hoped that there would be one more person in this world who would love him, care about him, and be sad because of his departure.

And in fact, she did.

At the moment when Ji Nanqiao said categorically that the child was him, Lu Youyan's heart seemed to be torn apart in an instant, and the pain was unbearable.

This was an extravagant idea that he had longed for but dared not say.

The moment Ji Nanqiao asked, "Fourth brother, what if I get pregnant", this thought flashed through his mind, wanting her to keep the child.

It's just that such thoughts are too selfish and nasty, after being woken up by Ji Nanqiao's scolding so harshly, Lu Youyan never dared to have such thoughts again.

But now, when she personally said that the child was him, Lu Youyan's heart ached to the point of numbness.

It was too painful for him to know that he had a child with her, but he didn't have a child.

A heart seemed to be roasted on a fire, and the pain was so painful that he almost lost control.

With scarlet eyes, Lu Youyan tried hard to suppress all emotions, and looked at Ji Nanqiao, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Ji Nanqiao glanced at him and slowly closed his eyes.

Tears overflowed his eyes, but Ji Nanqiao didn't answer his question.

What else could it be?
Because I was afraid that you would snatch her, and I was afraid that you would let him call someone else his mother.

With her eyes closed, unable to see Lu Youyan's emotional changes at the moment, Ji Nanqiao was in an extremely bad mood, "Let's go..."

"Fourth brother, from today onwards, except for grandpa's need, I don't want to see anyone about the Lu family, including you."

Ji Nanqiao's words were like a dull hammer, which made his palms numb.

He wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, he still couldn't say a word.

Opening his eyes and seeing Lu Youyan still sitting there, Ji Nanqiao didn't make a sound to chase him away, but lifted the quilt and stood up.

"Ji Nanqiao!" Lu Youyan got up and held her down, "Where are you going?"

"I don't want to see you," Ji Nanqiao looked up at Lu Youyan, the love in his eyes was deeply hidden, only Shu Leng was left, "I don't want to see anyone in your Lu family except grandpa."

"From today onwards, you can stay with sister Zhitong at ease, fourth brother, isn't this what you have always wanted?"

Ji Nanqiao looked up at him with a firm attitude.

The love of more than ten years is not so easy to let go, but disappointment will really accumulate.

Now as long as she looks at Lu Youyan, she will think of that child.

The arrival of the child was not in her plan.

But when she accepted his arrival and rejoiced in his existence, they cruelly destroyed him.

This heart-wrenching feeling is almost as painful as when I lost my father back then.

She's never been that strong, and even more so now.

At the moment when she knew that the child had not been kept, a thought of resoluteness even flashed through her mind.

The emotions were about to collapse, and Ji Nanqiao actually didn't want Lu Youyan to leave at all.

At this moment, she is more dependent on Lu Youyan than ever before, and hopes that he can be by her side even more.

But she didn't dare to open her mouth to make such a request, so she could only keep telling herself that she didn't need him at all.

It seemed that only in this way, when he really left, the pain in his heart would not be so sharp.

She could tell herself that it was she who drove him away, not that she was left behind by him.

"Ji Nanqiao..." Lu Youyan looked at her at this moment, her heart was blocked.

But this is the time to be reasonable.

Regardless of her pushing and shoving, Lu Youyan stretched out his hand to gently wrap her around her, and held her tightly in his arms, "Nan Qiao, there will be another child, don't do this, okay..."

Lu Youyan didn't know why he said such words by accident.

This is what he thought in his heart, and he was looking forward to it, but once he said such words, it seemed that he was a bit too scumbag.

"No more!" Ji Nanqiao obviously didn't expect him to say such a thing, and pushed him hard, "Lu Youyan, please leave!"

Zhitong's words flashed in his mind over and over again, but Ji Nanqiao's emotions still collapsed.

He never planned to be separated from Yu Zhitong at all, so how ridiculous is it to say such things to her now?
After being pushed so hard by her, the annoyance in Lu Youyan's heart also slightly increased.

The child is gone, and he is also in a bad mood. He has already suppressed his emotions to coax her.

But the result...

Standing up slowly, Lu Youyan said coldly, "Okay, you don't want to see me, I can go, you can calm down."

Lu Youyan said, got up and walked out of the ward.

Seeing his figure disappear at the door of the ward, Ji Nanqiao's heart was still trembling with pain.

There will be more children...

What a ridiculous thing, how on earth could he say such a thing?
What did he think of her, Ji Nanqiao?