love you deeply

Thinking of what she said to herself in the small private room at the noon luncheon, Lu Youyan's face became more and more gloomy.

If it was her own child, she wouldn't be so desperate to protect it, would she?
Thinking back to how she clutched her clothes tightly and begged herself to save the child, Lu Youyan was extremely irritable.

Therefore, she knows the existence of the child, and she still wants to keep the child.

So who does this child belong to? Do you even need to ask?
Thinking about it, Lu Youyan gently reached out and pinched her pale face.

Touching her cold skin, the movement of her hand stopped suddenly, she subconsciously withdrew her hand, stood up agitatedly, walked out of the ward, and went to the smoking room beside her.
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When Lu Youyan returned to the ward, there was no one on the bed.

The needle that was pulled out was still dripping with medicine, and it fell on the ground drop by drop, causing people to panic.

Lu Youyan panicked instantly, turned around and walked out quickly.

Quickly rushed to the rooftop outside, Lu Youyan saw Ji Nanqiao in the night wind.

He didn't know why he was so sure, but at that moment, when his brain barely had time to think, he just thought she would be here.

The night wind was very strong, bringing a bit of coolness.

Ji Nanqiao lay alone on the railing on the edge of the roof, looking up at the sky.

Today's sky is very gloomy, the huge sky seems to be full of black ink, it looks extremely low, and it is so depressing that people can't breathe.

Under the huge sky, Ji Nanqiao, who was wearing a hospital gown, looked so thin and contrasted sharply.

The night wind blew past, and the hospital gown on her body trembled slightly in the wind, outlining her thin figure.

Lu Youyan frowned slightly, thinking that she had just had a miscarriage, but she still couldn't hold back, took off her coat and quickly stepped forward, wrapping her around her.

Ji Nanqiao's face was full of tears, and the moment Lu Youyan wrapped her in his clothes, she looked back at him with a pale face.

Seeing her appearance at this moment, Lu Youyan's heart twitched violently, as if something was blocked in his throat, he was speechless.

All words of comfort were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

In the end, it was Ji Nanqiao who spoke first.

"Fourth brother, is it going to rain tomorrow? Why is there not a single star tonight..."

Ji Nanqiao said, tears slipped out of his eyes again.

After going through such a painful thing, she wanted to come over and talk to her father in the sky.

But why, even her father avoided her today.

Her heart was so painful that it was numb, Ji Nanqiao looked at Lu Youyan with red eyes, and put her hand gently on her lower abdomen.

"Fourth brother, do you know, I just heard his fetal heartbeat today, I just heard such a bright heartbeat..."

"It was also today that I felt his response for the first time."

Looking at her appearance at this moment, Lu Youyan's throat became more and more panicked.

Just thinking about how to comfort her, Ji Nanqiao spoke again.

Looking at Lu Youyan, Ji Nanqiao suddenly laughed, with a bit of self-mockery, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have those extravagant hopes."

"I shouldn't have thought that I could live in peace with them."

"Fourth brother, I'm not from the Lu family..."

As Ji Nanqiao said, he gently pushed away Lu Youyan's hand that was holding her, turned and left the rooftop.

Lu Youyan followed behind her, looking at her at this moment, felt very uncomfortable.

She didn't know when she became so thin.

In my impression, although she has never been fat, she is not as thin as she is now, so worryingly thin.

Seeing her suddenly walking towards the ward without making a sound, Lu Youyan followed closely behind her, trying hard to think how to comfort her, when she saw the person in front of her shaking slightly, and then turned to the side uncontrollably down.

"Nan Qiao!"

Exclaiming, Lu Youyan quickly stepped forward and hugged him, then hugged him horizontally.

The wind blowing on the roof for so long made her whole body cold now, holding her in her arms, the coldness came through in an instant, causing Lu Youyan to frown fiercely.

Carrying her into the ward and tucking her into the bed, Ji Nanqiao curled herself into a ball, turned her back to Lu Youyan, and said nothing.

Lu Youyan stood behind her, stared at her for a long time, and finally shouted slowly, "Ji Nanqiao."

The people on the hospital bed didn't respond.

Lu Youyan took a deep breath, suppressed the emotions in his heart, and walked to the other side of the hospital bed.

Seeing her weeping the pillow, Lu Youyan became more and more depressed.

Slowly squatting down beside the hospital bed, Lu Youyan said in a hoarse voice, "Ji Nanqiao, you just finished the operation, you can't cry like this, be obedient, okay?"

As Lu Youyan said, she reached out and gently brushed away her slightly messy hair.

There was sweat on her forehead, fine and dense cold sweat.

Seeing her like this, Lu Youyan felt even more distressed. Just as she was about to call the doctor, Ji Nanqiao suddenly reached out and grabbed his hand.

Lu Youyan hurriedly looked down at him, with a nervousness and eagerness in his eyes that he didn't realize.

"Fourth brother, I'm hungry."

Lu Youyan hurriedly leaned over to look at her, "What do you want to eat?"

"Little wontons, just like what you fed sister Zhitong back then." Ji Nanqiao looked at Lu Youyan with a pale face and said seriously.

Lu Youyan's complexion changed, but he still didn't say anything, he only responded with a shallow 'yes', then turned and walked out of the ward.

As soon as he stepped out, Ji Nanqiao's tears rolled down again.

The only support in his heart disappeared, and Ji Nanqiao gently stroked his lower abdomen with trembling hands.

Crying heart-piercingly, but suppressed without a sound.

"I'm sorry..." Ji Nanqiao was so heartbroken that he lost his voice, he said these three words with difficulty, and his emotions collapsed again.

After crying for a while, Ji Nanqiao got up and tore up the blood test sheet.

Just when Lu Youyan was going to smoke, the doctor came and told her that there was something wrong with the results of her blood test, and suggested that she do a biopsy to make sure.

It turned out that she already knew about it, but she didn't want Lu Youyan to know about it.

Maybe it's because the fate between her and Lu Youyan is really too shallow, so she can't even keep his child.

Maybe in her whole life, she is destined not to be able to keep a family member, and she is destined to be alone for a lifetime.
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When Lu Youyan came back, Ji Nanqiao had already adjusted her mood, and sat quietly on the head of the bed, as well-behaved as a doll.

Reaching out to take the wonton from Lu Youyan's hand, Ji Nanqiao began to eat in small mouthfuls, feeling much better than before.

Lu Youyan stared at her at the moment, knowing that he shouldn't ask such a question at this time, but he still asked it like a ghost.

"Ji Nanqiao, child, whose is it?"