love you deeply

The paper was stained with spots of blood, but the writing on it was still clearly distinguishable.

【Yu Yan, when you saw this, I should not be here anymore. I don’t have the courage to tell you face to face. Now I can only tell you in this way.

My condition has started to recur again. I can hardly tell outsiders about this kind of disease, and I dare not explain it in detail to you.

I know I shouldn't always talk about what happened five years ago.

At that time, we were in love with each other, no matter what step we developed, I was willing to do so.

Later, I also agreed to Grandpa Lu to go away for your future. You didn't know about all this, so I can't blame you anyway.

I know this very well, but I am far less magnanimous than I thought.

You Yan, I was born in a patriarchal family. Since I was a girl, I have endured everything that I shouldn’t have suffered. Since I was a child, when my cousins ​​were still protected by the family, I'm about to start helping the family with the cooking and laundry, and even help the workers to make money.

No one cares about my studies, but what everyone cares about is whether I prepare the meals on time when my cousins ​​want to eat.

So I tried my best to study, and worked hard to break away from that family, but my heart was still sensitive and fragile. I always felt that no one in this world would really love me until I met you.

You Yan, you have no idea how important you are to me. You are my salvation and the sustenance of my beliefs throughout my life.

It is you who let me know that there are still people in this world who will pay for me so wholeheartedly.

You Yan, I really love you, I can do anything for you, but I can't bear the pain of losing you.

You have already mentioned to me twice that you will not get a divorce, and you have told me very seriously that you can compensate me in other ways.

I know that my dream should wake up.

But at the moment when I woke up from the dream, I completely lost the courage to live.

You Yan, I didn't leave this here to make you feel guilty, but I thought that if possible, could you slow down and forget about me.

You Yan, I don't know if even you forget me, will there be anyone in this world who will truly remember me.

I admit that in order to keep you and keep you by my side, I have thought a lot about it, but I really didn't intend to hurt anyone, I just hope that I can keep you.

It's just that I still can't keep you after all.

You Yan, I'm gone, for the rest of my life, no matter who you are with, I hope you can live this life well and happily. 】

Lu Youyan squeezed the thin paper in her hand, her right hand trembled slightly.

Such words appearing on the blood-stained paper are particularly frightening. Lu Youyan clenched the paper in his hand, unable to calm down for a long time.

If she hadn't appeared and saved him five years ago, maybe she wouldn't be suffering from such ailments now.

After all, Lu Youyan is a person, and he will feel guilty and uneasy.

In fact, Yu Zhitong didn't guess wrong. In the past few days, his mind has been wavering. When he told her to compensate her in other ways, Lu Youyan didn't mean any jokes, and it wasn't all for grandpa, but for the truth. She really understands her heart, and knows that she doesn't really reject her marriage with Ji Nanqiao.

He also wants to follow his heart and try to live a good life with Ji Nanqiao.

But he never expected Yu Zhitong to be so decisive.

The blood on the paper had dried up, but it was still glaring and frightening at this moment, and Lu Youyan's heart was in a mess again.

When Yu Bai brought Lu Youyan to the hospital, Yu Zhitong was already out of danger, and Qin Che was guarding there.

Seeing Lu Youyan approaching, Qin Che hurriedly got up and told Lu Youyan about the situation.

Yu Zhitong was lying on the hospital bed at the moment, still not awake.

The white walls of the ward set off her pale face, and she looked like a white flower that had just been destroyed by a torrential rain, haggard and pitiful.

Seeing Lu Youyan walk to the hospital bed, Yu Bai clenched his fists and knelt down to Lu Youyan.

"Yu Bai?" Lu Youyan's tone was slightly cold, and he turned to look at him with an unhappy tone.

"Mr. Lu, I know that as your assistant, I am not qualified to meddle in your family affairs, and I also know that you hate others talking about your affairs, but even if you want to fire me, I still can't feel at ease if I don't do some things. .”

"During this period of time, I have actually been persuading Zhitong not to get involved in your marriage with your wife. I know that you will make up for her if you promise, so you will definitely not treat her badly. She can take the money to go Live a life of her own, but no matter how I persuade her, she just doesn't want to."

"I also thought about other possibilities before, and I even scolded her harshly, but this time, she was telling me with her life that she really loves you, and today I stimulated her, yes I told her that you and your wife are very affectionate now, and I have no feelings for her for a long time. I didn't expect that she would do such a stupid thing just because of this sentence..."

"Mr. Lu, just take it as me to beg you, please wait for her to stabilize before telling her these things, I'm afraid she will do something stupid again, she is my sister after all, I can't look at her..."

"Stop talking about Yu Bai." Listening to what Yu Bai said, Qin Che frowned, but couldn't help interrupting him, reaching out to help him up.

Seeing that Yu Bai was still going on, Qin Che could only forcefully drag him out.

Until he walked outside, Yu Bai was still unwilling to accept it, and even made a move on Qin Che.

"Yu Bai, isn't it too selfish for you to do this? You have to think about your sister, what about your wife? Does she deserve that?"

"She is Mrs. Lu's wife who is currently married. Now you are begging Mr. Lu to guard your sister. How do you let Madam deal with herself?"

Qin Che looked at this man who had been his partner for so many years, his eyes were full of disappointment.

As expected, people are selfish, just because Yu Zhitong is his sister, he can ignore right and wrong like this.

The noise of the quarrel outside the ward was not loud, and it fell into the ears in detail, but it annoyed Lu Youyan to the extreme.

But what Lu Youyan didn't know was that just as he was worried about Yu Zhitong on the hospital bed, the sound of ambulances in the suburbs of Nancheng suddenly made the originally quiet village agitated.

The villagers who returned at night saw that Ji's house, which hadn't been lit for more than ten years, was suddenly brightly lit, and wanted to go over to see if the old man had returned.

A village is familiar from the beginning, and Ji Nanqiao also watched them grow up. No one answered when he went to knock on the door. The old wooden door was easily pushed open. Everyone walked into the house and looked at the blood on the ground next to the sofa. Just as he was about to call the police, someone spotted Ji Nanqiao not far away, so an ambulance was called instead.