love you deeply

Ji Nanqiao fell down on the sofa, tears pouring out almost uncontrollably.

What Lu Youyan did today was really too cruel for her. She just had such a glimmer of hope in life, just saw such a glimmer of light in her own world, but when she turned around, he pushed her into the into a deeper abyss.

If she had never seen that ray of warm light, and had never longed for a day full of light, then perhaps she would not be so afraid of darkness and loneliness at this moment.

It was he who let her know that passionate love can be so seductive, and it was he who let her know that being pampered can be so happy.

But in a flash of thought, she was abandoned in the darkest corner by herself again.

Ji Nanqiao curled up on the sofa, feeling a stabbing pain and suffocation in his throat.

Knowing that he was crying too much, Ji Nanqiao tried very hard to hold back his emotions at the moment.

Living alone in this empty room, even though it is the place where he grew up, but it has been empty for more than ten years after all, Ji Nanqiao still feels unspeakable uneasiness and fear in his heart.

Wiping away tears and getting up, Ji Nanqiao turned on all the lights around him.

Seeing the whole room brighten up in an instant, Ji Nanqiao felt a little more at ease.

Walking back to the sofa again, Ji Nanqiao curled up into a ball again, but the tears still couldn't stop pouring out.

Knowing that she shouldn't cry like this, and knowing her current situation, it would be uncomfortable if she cried hard, but she just couldn't control it.

At this moment, her mind is full of everything that happened in the past few days.

At this moment, she kept recalling Lu Youyan's good times these days, recalling Lu Youyan's tenderness and love these days, as if she had been bewitched, a feeling of suffocation surged in her throat.

Dark blood overflowed from the mouth, and a large stream was sprayed on the ground, dark and glaring.

Ji Nanqiao's eyes were dim, and he was suddenly afraid that he would not be able to hold on.

Could it be that he just quietly left this world here?

This feeling became more and more intense, and the fear in my heart became more and more intense.

Ji Nanqiao wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his hand, and dialed Lu Youyan's phone with trembling hands.

She still had some extravagant hopes in her heart, wondering if Lu Youyan would rush back for her if she was in danger now.

She also wanted to know if she had such a small amount of weight in his heart.

But when the phone was called, there was the sound of shutting down the phone.

Ji Nanqiao felt like he was possessed, calling Lu Youyan's number over and over again, but what he got was the prompt to shut down the phone over and over again.

The hand holding the mobile phone finally dropped powerlessly. Ji Nanqiao dropped the mobile phone, stood up with support, and after a while of whirling, began to walk towards the courtyard step by step.

Walking into the courtyard and sitting down against the wall, Ji Nanqiao looked up at the starry sky, trying to find the brightest star.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I still can't take care of myself, but if I really can't make it through, can we be reunited?"

"Can Nan Qiao not be so lonely and face the world alone..."

As Ji Nanqiao said, he seemed to see his father when he was young in a trance, stretching out his hand to him.

"dad……"

Ji Nanqiao yelled softly, tears rolled down together, he stretched out his hand with difficulty to reach his father's outstretched hand, but he still lost his strength the moment he was about to reach it, and fell to the side.

But at this moment, Lu Youyan's heart ached suddenly on the plane, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand to cover his heart, and felt uneasy instantly.

But at this moment, Lu Youyan couldn't tell who he cared about at all, and only thought that something was wrong with Yu Zhitong.

So after getting off the plane, Lu Youyan hurriedly walked out.

Yu Bai was already waiting at the pick-up place, seeing Lu Youyan come out, he walked up to meet him quickly, his eyes were red.

Lu Youyan looked at his red eye circles, feeling more and more uneasy.

Without asking any further questions, he just followed Yu Bai into the car.

The car sped all the way towards the hospital, Lu Youyan's eyes fell on the outside deeply, but somehow he remembered the secluded place where Ji Nanqiao's old house was located in his mind.

She was obviously afraid of living there alone.

But in the end, he left her alone.

Realizing that he was still worried about whether Ji Nanqiao would be afraid of such a problem alone at this time, Lu Youyan became more and more bored, pulled his neckline, and then looked at Yu Bai and said, "What is Zhitong doing now?" How is it?"

Yu Bai was driving the car with his hands clenched on the steering wheel, obviously trying to suppress his emotions.

"Still in the emergency room..."

After only shallowly answering this sentence, Yu Bai didn't say anything more.

In fact, his heart is also extremely complicated at the moment.

He never thought that Yu Zhitong would take such a step.

Before, he had been persuading Yu Zhitong to accept Lu Youyan's other compensations. After all, they hadn't seen each other for five years. Even if a normal couple had been separated for five years, it would be extremely difficult to get back together. What's more, the other party was Lu Youyan, and Lu Youyan is now married.

It's been five years since Yu Zhitong left, so before that, even Yu Bai didn't feel that she had a deep affection for Lu Youyan, until this time...

This morning, when Yu Zhitong came to press him to ask where Lu Youyan went on a business trip, he said a lot of harsh words to her. He said that Lu Youyan and Ji Nanqiao are very affectionate and in love with each other. Stop trying to meddle in other people's marriages and drive her away in anger.

After returning home alone at night, the more Yu Bai thought about it, the more he felt that his conversation during the day was over. Originally, he wanted to call her to ask her out for dinner and then talk to her, but no one answered the phone.

Yu Bai was worried, so he rushed over.

Recalling the scene when he walked into Yu Zhitong's apartment, Yu Bai was still a little scared until now.

If I didn't expect to find her tonight, would she be gone by now?
Then how will he explain to his uncle and aunt?

Thinking of this, Yu Bai's mood became a little unstable, and he took out a piece of blood-stained paper from his pocket with one hand, and handed it to Lu Youyan.

"Mr. Lu, I found this by Zhitong's side when I rushed over. It should be left for you."

Yu Bai knew that this was Yu Zhitong's suicide note, but he couldn't say those two words no matter what.

Lu Youyan's eyes fell on the blood on the piece of paper, his eyes instantly became gloomy, and he reached out to take the piece of paper.