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For so many years, she has always lived with Song Yan in her heart, and she also thought that she could use Song Yan to grow old with Su Xing in the future.But today, life dealt her a heavy blow, and she found that she had to face a reality, that is, her body was actually Qin Luhan.

Even if she thought she was Song Yan, she was still Qin Luhan!Her face is Qin Luhan, her voice is Qin Luhan, her body is Qin Luhan, and the mental illness she may have is also from Qin Luhan's genes!

She wanted to be Song Yan, but she couldn't. She was forced to be Qin Luhan, and her will could not control the changes of her physical illness. This realization made her depressed and desperate. Could it be that she would have to fight against this mental illness in the days to come? ?

"Luhan, don't be afraid, as long as you follow the doctor's diagnosis and treatment plan step by step, and cooperate with exercise and diet, you will overcome this disease and get better." Su Xing's warm voice brought her back to her thoughts.

She turned to look at him and saw the tenderness on his face and the warmth in her heart.This man has no intention of giving up on her, he still loves her, he is like this, why does she have to give up herself?

She smiled warmly at him: "I will treat it well, and I will definitely get better!"

Su Xing nodded and held her hand.

Song Yan asked the company for a long vacation and began to rest at home.Every day, she would follow the doctor's advice to take medicine, and for a few days, she felt that her emotions were well controlled.

When she had time, she would personally send the two children to and from school. After school in the afternoon, Hao Hao went to a programming class, and she took Nian Nian to wander around the nearby shopping malls.

This afternoon, Niannian pulled her and said: "Mom, the shop where I bought mousse cakes for you is nearby. Let's go to a meeting. Sister Chen said that my mother is not feeling well these days, and eating some sweets will make you feel better." Good!"

Nian Nian doesn't know where she heard it from, but she firmly believes in the saying "sweets make people happy" and often talks about it.

Song Yan thought about it, so he went to that dessert shop with Nian Nian, and the two sat opposite each other, Song Yan ate the kind of mousse cake she used to eat, and Nian Nian ordered an ice cream and ate it slowly.

The taste of the mousse cake was the same as before. After eating a cake, Song Yan felt that his mood was indeed much better.After eating the cake, she wandered around the mall with Nian Nian. When Nian Nian saw a Barbie doll dress-up toy, she clamored to buy it and refused to leave.

Song Yan persuaded in a good voice: "Didn't my aunt buy you one before? This one is not much different from that one. Isn't it a waste to buy it?"

It's not that she is reluctant to spend money, but she thinks it's not good to buy those repetitive toys, and it's not good for a little girl to always indulge in this kind of dress-up game. It's good to play some puzzles to develop intelligence.

She picked up an educational toy next to her and coaxed her: "Why don't we play with this kind?"

Niannian puffed her cheeks and said angrily: "I don't play, so I don't want to play this."

"But you can't buy that Barbie doll anymore." Song Yan said firmly.

Immediately, Niannian burst into tears, "Wow!", wiping her tears and jumping her feet: "No, I want to buy a Barbie doll, I want to buy it!"

Seeing the child like this, Song Yan felt inexplicably angry. She slapped Nian Nian's face fiercely, and shouted, "Why are you crying! What else can you do but cry!"

Nian Nian covered her cheeks and looked at her in shock.

Song Yan suddenly came back to his senses and looked at his hands, also a little shocked.Nian Nian and Hao Hao have grown up so much, she has never hit them, she has always felt that children need to be educated with methods, not simple and rude.But today, she actually called Nian Nian, and it was still in a public place like a shopping mall!
"Mom, you hit me, ah, woo woo woo..." Nian Nian came to her senses and burst into tears.

Song Yan knelt down and wanted to hold Nian Nian in his arms, but for some reason, he pushed her to the ground fiercely, and shouted hysterically, "Why did I hit you? Didn't you force me to do that? Bad boy, bad boy!"

In her heart, she felt that it was wrong for her to do so, but the emotion surged up, and she couldn't control it even if she wanted to.She doesn't even know what she's doing!
The crowd of onlookers commented: "Oh, why are you so cruel, mother? Isn't it normal for children to cry? Is it necessary to beat children outside like this!"

Song Yan stared blankly at Nian Nian, not knowing what to do.

But Niannian managed to stop her tears, came over and hugged Song Yan's thigh, looked up at her: "Mom, it's Niannian's fault, it's Niannian's fault, Niannian shouldn't be unreasonable, mom, don't be angry, OK?"

She looked at Song Yan aggrievedly, with tears in her eyes, how pitiful it was.

Song Yan felt a sharp pain in his heart, and quickly squatted down and hugged Niannian tightly and apologized repeatedly: "I'm sorry, Niannian, I'm sorry, mom didn't want to hit you, and mom doesn't know what happened to me, I'm sorry..." said As I watched, my tears couldn't stop falling.

Nian Nian gently wiped away the tears on her face with her small hands, and said tenderly: "It's fine if Mom isn't angry, and Nian Nian is not angry, we're reconciled!"

She laughed with tears, and stretched out her little finger to Song Yan, who hooked her finger: "Mom swears, I will never hit you again."

This incident just passed, but Nian Nian's skin was tender, and the five fingerprints on his face were still visible, and Su Xing found out immediately after returning.

"What's going on?" He asked sullenly.

Song Yan burst into tears and shook his head desperately: "I don't know what happened, but at that time I couldn't control my temper, I couldn't help but do it, I didn't want to, I regretted it after the fight I really don't want to hurt Niannian, I don't know what happened to me at that time..."

Su Xing looked at her quietly, and after a while suddenly asked: "Have you been taking your medicine regularly?"

"I've been using it all the time!" Song Yan replied. After the answer, she felt a little sour in her heart. Now that she has a problem, she has to consider whether the medicine should be taken normally?

In the days to come, will she spend the rest of her life taking medicine?A deep sense of trembling arose in the bottom of her heart, she suddenly felt that what she experienced before was like a dream, and now the dream suddenly woke up, the reality is so cruel.All the good things disappear in an instant, leaving only pain and suffering!
She didn't close her eyes all night, waiting for Su Xing to open her eyes, and the first thing she said was: "Send me to the island."

She had made up her mind, she was going to the island, to leave this busy world, and immerse herself in her heart. She didn't want to take medicine and become unresponsive, she wanted to heal herself.