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The two got back together, and what happened last night didn't seem to have happened.After enjoying a good breakfast with Su Xing, Song Yan went to work.

The work in the past two days was not very stressful, but for some reason, Song Yan always felt that he hadn't gotten out of the overtime state before, and would get anxious and angry because of some trivial things from time to time, so he even trained several employees below.

During lunch, Tian Mimi arched her arm and said, "Why, have you quarreled with President Su these few days?"

Song Yan looked at her in surprise, and she smiled and said, "I think you've been a little irritable recently, and you get anxious and angry at every turn. This is not like Qin Luhan before."

Song Yan was slightly taken aback, she heard this when she quarreled with Su Xing last night!Is she really different from before?
I don't know if it was influenced by Tian Mimi's words. She was not energetic when she went to work in the afternoon, and she felt that nothing could arouse her interest.When she got off work, she felt very tired, and when she got home, she happened to meet the nanny bringing Hao Hao and Nian Nian back.

Seeing Song Yan, Niannian immediately went over to hold her hand: "Mom, Mom, I know you're in a bad mood recently, Niannian bought you a mousse cake, come and eat it quickly, people say that eating sweets will make you feel sick." Feel better, try it!"

When mentioning the mousse cake, Song Yan inexplicably cheered up, pulled Niannian to sit on the sofa and started eating.

She dug it up with a spoon for Niannian to eat, Niannian smiled and shook her head to refuse: "I don't eat it, mom, people say that eating cakes makes you fat, and I want to dance ballet in the future, I don't want to gain weight."

Nian Nian really has perseverance, Song Yan persuaded her several times but she refused to eat, Song Yan simply refused to persuade her, and ate up the cake by herself.

These days, she often eats mousse cakes. She seems to be in love with this kind of cake. She feels like she's thinking about it for a few days without eating it. She really doesn't know where this cake has such great magic power.

In the evening, she cooked a meal by herself, thinking about having a good four-person world with Su Xing and the two children, but who knows, Su Xing called and told her that she had a social engagement and would not come back for dinner tonight , Her mood suddenly fell again.

After putting the two children to sleep, she sat on the bed and waited for Su Xing. While waiting, she couldn't help but think wildly. He wouldn't be going to open a room again tonight.What an excellent person Su Xing is, surely many girls would like to have a room with him, who would walk by the river without getting their shoes wet?It's only a matter of time before Su Xing has an affair.

She shook her head vigorously, no, she loves him so much, how could he not want her!No way, no way!Instead of seeing him not wanting himself, it's better to impress him before he changes his mind, and he will never forget her in this life, just like Song Yan before!

Once this kind of terrible thought arises in the heart, it is like a weed that grows wildly, and it grows up quickly, and it is impossible to control it.

Unknowingly, she stood up and left the room, walked to the roof of the villa, and sat on the edge of the roof of the villa.

She looked down, although the three-story villa is not high, but if she jumps a little technically, she can still jump herself to death, can't she?Or she just jumped off the top?head down?
There seemed to be a devil living in her heart, and she kept saying in her ear: "Jump, jump, after you jump, you will become the eternal white moonlight in Su Xing's heart!"

She stood up slowly, opened her arms, imagining that she flew like a bird when she jumped off, and imagined how miserable she would be when she fell to the ground.

She let out a stern laugh, leaned forward, and was about to jump off.

At this critical moment, a strong force suddenly grabbed her arm and pulled her back violently!

Then, the warm chest hugged her tightly, and she heard Su Xing's anxious and angry voice: "Qin Luhan! What are you doing!"

She woke up suddenly, looked up at Su Xing, her eyes were a little empty.

Su Xing's face was cold and his eyes were cold: "Qin Luhan, are you crazy, don't you want to live!"

She finally came to her senses, plunged her head into his arms, and burst into tears at the same time: "I don't know, I really don't know, why I am like this, Su Xing, I don't know why I am like this !

"During this time, I can't sleep well, I'm always thinking about it, I can't get up to do anything, and I don't even feel like living in this world is interesting! I know you are the best, but I will still bear it." I can't stop doubting you, as long as you don't come back, I will think, are you going to have a room with another girl, I don't know what's wrong with me, woo woo woo..."

Su Xing's strong arms hugged her tightly and patted her on the back lightly. She just nestled in his arms and cried for a long time. Finally, she was tired and fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning, she was woken up by Su Xing. While dressing her, he said, "I won't go to work today. I'll take you to the hospital."

Song Yan was startled: "Why are you going to the hospital?"

"You've been behaving a little bit wrong recently, go and have a look, and don't worry if there's nothing wrong with you." Su Xing said, with an authority that cannot be rejected.

Song Yan sighed, she might as well go and have a look, but she also felt that something was wrong with her.

At ten o'clock in the morning, she and Su Xing were sitting in the consulting room. The doctor looked at all of Song Yan's examination results and said solemnly: "Ms. Qin, based on your examination results and your recent symptoms, I can basically conclude that you belong to the pre-depression."

"Ah!" Song Yan's heart sank, "How come, I didn't encounter any exciting things. I used to think that I was in a good mental state. How could I have depression?"

The doctor seemed a little hesitant, but finally couldn't help but said: "I heard that your mother has bipolar disorder? Generally speaking, the probability of genetic diseases is very high..."

It was as if a bolt of lightning had struck her heart, and the pain was tearing. Song Yan's face turned pale immediately: "Doctor, do you mean that I inherited my mother's mental illness?"

"It's hard to say, but there are still genetic predispositions. If your family has a history of mental illness, then you may react a little more violently than normal people after encountering things. However, your current situation is not too bad. Take medicine and treat it well, and you will get better." The doctor said tactfully.

But Song Yan didn't hear what he said at all, she only had one thought in her mind: "I'm depressed, I'm mentally ill!"

On the way back, she sat blankly in the car, feeling an indescribable despair in her heart.

She recalled her experiences in the past few years, being killed by a scumbag, and then reborn again. After so many twists and turns, she finally reaped Su Xing's love.