Time and you are my fault

The snowman is huge, wearing a red scarf and holding a green bucket on his head.

Chu Yi asked why the green bucket was placed, and Han Qifeng said, "Shanshan wore a green woolen hat in the winter of her freshman year."

Lian Shanshan thought for a while before remembering this scene, "I asked Yiyi to accompany me, but she chose a red one herself, which is not loyal enough."

Chewie immediately asked someone to buy two green woolen hats and send them over.

The two wore green beanies and took pictures next to the snowman, having a great time.

This seemed to be the day Lian Shanshan laughed the most after returning to the capital.

Her mental state seemed to be much better. She was not tired or sleepy after being outside for so long, and her eyes were even brighter.

Han Qifeng was dragged to take a lot of photos. He looked at all this, but became more and more frightened.

Four words suddenly appeared in his heart.

Back to light.

Zong Yanqi also noticed this, he looked at the faces of everyone smiling, quietly withdrew, and made a phone call.

Lian Shanshan looked at the photos on her phone, completely reluctant to look away.

Zong Jiashu ran over on short legs and handed a miniature snowman to Lian Shanshan, "Godmother, I'll give it to you!"

Lian Shanshan was very pleasantly surprised, "Thank you godson, godmother likes it very much, godfather, thank you!"

Han Qifeng recovered from that worry, looked at Zong Jiashu and said, "What does my son want."

"Godfather and godmother just want to be happy together. If I make my parents unhappy in the future, I hope godfather and godmother will take me in."

"It's easy to say." Han Qifeng rubbed the child's head.

Everyone was chatting, laughing and fighting, and ate hot pot at Han's house at night.

When everyone dispersed, it was already 08:30 in the evening.

Lian Shanshan didn't feel tired today, she sat on the sofa and watched Han Qifeng clean up the battlefield.

"Go to my mother and borrow two people to come and clean." She hugged the pillow and said.

The man raised his head, a smile appeared on his handsome face, "Do you love me?"

"I miss you." She replied.

Han Qifeng paused and speeded up.

He walked to the edge of the sofa, squatted down in front of her, and held her hand, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"No." She shook her head.

"Then do you want to rest?"

"I want to see a movie," she said, "I want to see Interstellar."

"it is good."

The two sat on the sofa and watched a movie.

"Tell me, is there really a parallel space in the world we live in?" She leaned into his arms.

Han Qifeng put his arm across her body, "No."

"So sure?" She looked up at him.

Suddenly there was a warm touch on his lips, and he heard his deep voice say, "Because Lian Shanshan is unique in this world."

Lian Shanshan's eyes became hot, and she bit his lip, a little hard, "Why are you so glib now?"

"Sent out of feeling." He replied calmly.

Lian Shanshan smiled, "I won't watch the movie anymore, you can sing me a song."

"What song do you want to hear?" he asked.

"It's all right."

"Then Mayday's "I Don't Want to Leave You Alone."

"Start your performance." Lian Shanshan closed her eyes.

The man's deep voice spread in the living room. He sang very well since he was a child, and girls liked him the most.

"What are you talking about, even though you know you're not here, you still ask, air, but it can't speak out for you..."

"I don't want you to be alone, floating in the sea of ​​people, I don't want you to walk alone, in times of wind and rain, I don't want you to be alone, to bear the cruelty of this world, I don't want tears to accompany you forever .”

……

At some point, Lian Shanshan fell asleep.

After he laid the person flat, he picked him up carefully.

She was light again, as if she had only bones left in her body.

Distressed to numb.

She woke up when she put the person on the bed.

She hugged his neck and said softly, "Han Qifeng, I don't want to leave you alone, if..."

"No if, Shanshan, if you don't want me to be alone, then you will always be with me."

"If I'm not here, start a new relationship." She still said what he didn't want to hear.

Han Qifeng pretended not to hear, pulled up the quilt and covered her up, "Go to sleep, what do you want to eat, I'll make it tomorrow morning."

She closed her eyes, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "You made egg custard."

"it is good."

But Lian Shanshan didn't eat the bowl of custard made by Han Qifeng after all.

At five o'clock in the morning, Han Qifeng was awakened by the sound of violent breathing.

Lian Shanshan's face was pale, she clutched her chest, her body stood stiffly.

Han Qifeng immediately picked him up and dialed a set of numbers at the same time.

In just one minute, a group of rescuers ran into the hospital.

Lian Shanshan was rushed to the hospital.

After dawn, the rescue ended.

She fell into a coma and was pushed into the familiar ward.

An oxygen mask was buttoned on his face without a trace of blood, and his breathing was weak.

The doctor announced that the family members were allowed to enter the ward one by one.

In this way, the worst result was declared in disguise.

All the parents, relatives and friends of the Lian family were present, except for Han Qifeng who stayed outside the ward for a long time and refused to go in.

Even my mother's eyes were crying so hard that she could hardly stand up, and all my friends were red-eyed.

Chu Yi came out of the ward and sat beside Han Qifeng.

"go in."

Han Qifeng lowered his head, put his elbows on his knees, and clenched his hands tightly.

He was motionless, as if he couldn't hear Chu Yi's words.

In the ward, when Lian Shanshan woke up, she looked at her mother's red eyes from crying.

She said softly, "I'm sorry, Mom..."

Even the mother's tears are like broken beads, "It's mom's fault. Mom is busy with work and neglects to take care of you! It's mom's fault! It's all mom's fault!"

The depth of a mother's love for her child cannot be described in a few words.

But when faced with life and death, I don't think there are many parents who are unwilling to exchange their lives for the lives of their children.

"Brother..." She looked at Lian Shaoming and Lian Shaosi, "Thank you... If there is a next life, I still want to be your sister..."

Since she was a child, her two elder brothers have spoiled her to the sky, and they have cultivated her character of being fearless, and her elder brothers will take care of everything.

Lian Shaosi held his sister's hand, "Okay."

She looked around, but didn't see the figure she wanted to see.

Lian Shaosi immediately understood, and after walking out, he quickly brought him in.

Han Qifeng stood at the head of the bed, even Mom and Dad took everyone out.

"Shanshan." He held her hand, his expression normal, "It's okay, it will be fine soon, and we will go home soon."

"Qi Feng, I regret it... If I hadn't left you back then, I could have stayed with you for a longer period of time." When she spoke, a layer of mist appeared on the oxygen mask.

"In your next life, you should confess your love to me earlier, okay?" Tears trickled down the corners of her eyes and rushed into her hair.

Han Qifeng's expression couldn't hold back any longer, and tears rolled down his face, "This life will continue, we are not in a hurry for the next life..."

"I will behave better in my next life and wait for you to take me home." Her black pupils were covered with tears.

His weak fingers still gripped his hand tightly.

He finally nodded under her gaze, "Okay! I promise you, I will promise you in the next life and the next life! Stop talking and have a good rest!"

Lian Shanshan closed her eyes and moved her mouth, "Hold me...ok...not good..."

Han Qifeng immediately stood up, stretched out his arms, and hugged her into his arms.

Tears dripped at the end of her eyes and mixed with her tears.

Her hand grabbed the corner of his clothes for the last time, sniffing the faintly familiar breath.

A smile appeared on the corner of Lian Shanshan's mouth, and the world in front of her eyes turned into a boundless white. With a weak force, she pulled away from the corner of the man's clothes, and the detection instrument burst into an alarming long beep.

She closed her eyes completely.

December 29, ten eighteen in the morning.

30-year-old Lian Shanshan died of illness in the arms of her beloved.