Time and you are my fault

Standing on the rooftop, Han Qifeng took out a cigarette case and lighter with trembling fingers.

But the lighter seemed to be against him, and it couldn't be lit no matter what.

After several attempts to no avail, he dropped the cigarette and the lighter to the ground.

The man's eye circles were red, looking at the last ray of light in the sky.

He is like a person running madly towards the light, finally seeing hope, but that glimmer of hope will also be annihilated.

He beat hard on the guardrail of the roof, finally lowered his head, covered his face with his hands and sobbed.

The tall figure was bent at the moment, as if it would fall down at any moment.

He is willing to give her the rest of his life, and wants her to walk in the sun in a healthy and healthy way, looking at flowers, trees, the sun, and all the beautiful things in this world.

But God, don't give him a choice.

He could only be forced to face her haggard appearance day after day.

There was nothing he could do.

He didn't know what to do.

On the second day, it seemed as if nothing happened between the two of them last night. He brought her favorite meals, went out for a walk with her, and watched movies with her in the ward.

At noon, when he went out to pick up the nanny to get food, Lian Shanshan got up and left the ward.

About half an hour later, she returned to the room, put away the paper documents in her clothes, and put them in the bottom drawer.

Before the drawer was closed, the cover of the document could be seen saying.
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Organ Donation Agreement
In a blink of an eye, autumn and winter come.

When winter came, Lian Shanshan's body became weaker, and when the cold air blew, she was ill all day long.

When watching a movie, I usually fall asleep after watching it for a while.

During this period of time, Han Qifeng seemed to be possessed by a demon, and scientific methods could not save him. He found a lot of heresy.

This matter was discovered by Zong Yanqi, and a Taoist priest he knew took the initiative to tell him about it.

Zong Yanzu didn't know how to persuade him, but if he thought about it differently, he would seem to do the same.

But he also knew that Lian Shanshan would not let him do this.

Zong Yanqi asked someone out to talk about this matter, while Han Qifeng drank wine, he lost about twenty catties, and his whole body was haunted by a sense of loneliness.

"Brother Xiu, you don't understand." He only dared to show such a side when he was out of the hospital, "I'm so scared, I'm afraid that I'll wake up in the morning and find that she won't answer me again."

"I don't dare to sleep every night. I'm afraid I won't be able to hear her breathing when I close my eyes. She is clearly right in front of my eyes, but I feel that she is getting farther and farther away from me."

A man in his 30s, after several months of persistence, finally broke down completely, crying like a child who couldn't find a home.

In the evening, heavy snow began to fall outside the window. There has been a lot of snow in Beijing in recent years, and it is also very heavy.

It's so big that it can pass through the ankle in every game.

When Han Qifeng came back, he saw Lian Shanshan sitting by the window watching Daxue lost in thought.

He hung the cold coat on the hanger at the door, walked behind her, and hugged her from behind.

"Are you back?" She smiled and pointed out the window. "I haven't seen snow for several years. I want to go out to build snowmen and have snowball fights."

Han Qifeng rubbed her head fondly, "It's cold outside, which stimulates the cardiovascular system."

She glanced at him sadly and said nothing.

Huddled in his arms, she asked softly after a long time.

"Han Qifeng."

"I'm here."

"Let's leave the hospital."

He was silent.

"Actually, there is no difference between being at home and being in the hospital. I don't want to smell the disinfectant anymore. I want to be at home and snuggle up on the sofa, okay?" She said a few words, and lay sleepily in his arms again.

Han Qifeng's eyes were filled with pain, and after a long time, he replied, "Okay."

The next day, the heavy snow continued, and Lian Shanshan was discharged from the hospital.

The Lian family lived in Dongshan in recent years. Han Qifeng bought the villa next door to the Lian family at a high price in the early years. Now, he lives in it for the first time.

The parents of the Lian family are very open-minded, and they are also very grateful to Han Qifeng for taking care of them.

Outsiders can see the affection between the two children, but Lian's parents still can't help admonishing, "Qi Feng, you don't have to do this, we all know Shanshan's body well, and you will have a new life in the future... ..."

"My current life is only her." Han Qifeng knew what they meant.

Having a new life is a matter for the future, and now he wants to stay with her every step of the way.

So, Lian Shanshan moved into the Han family next door.

When the third heavy snowfall came a month later, Lian Shanshan once again sat by the window happily.

The floor-to-ceiling windows reflect the white snow outside the window, and the room is warm and cozy.

She huddled in the sofa, staring at the snow scene outside the house for a long time without moving.

Greedily looking at the beauty of this world, I want to have 1 minute, 1 more minute, and 1 more minute.

But it will be dark, and tomorrow will come without stopping.

At night, they hug each other and sleep.

Lian Shanshan had a beautiful dream in his arms.

In the dream she was healthy and they got married and had two babies.

The older one is the elder brother and the younger one is the younger sister.

She dreamed that her daughter liked Chu Yi's little Jiashu, and later the two childhood sweethearts got together.

She watched the children have new families and new lives.

She turned her head to look at the side, it was Han Qifeng's old face.

Even though the world is changing, he is still by his side.

Lian Shanshan was awakened by this dream. When she woke up, she was alone on the bed.

It was a dream.

When the sense of loss hit, she heard laughter outside the window.

Looking down from upstairs.

On the lawn covered with thick snow, Zong Jiashu, Chu Wanxing, and other friends' children were having a snowball fight on it.

And on the edge of the lawn stands a huge snowman.

Several business giants are using various tools to perfect this snowman.

Lian Shanshan's eyes sparkled, and she went downstairs immediately after changing her clothes.

But as soon as she stepped out of the room, she felt a sense of suffocation erupt from her body.

People have premonitions.

Like whether you can accomplish something, whether you can get a good result, whether you can... see the sun tomorrow.

She was stunned.

It is said that it is difficult for people who are seriously ill to survive the old year.

She caught her breath and pulled the scarf up over her face.

Hearing the laughter coming from outside, the footsteps that should have stopped, went out resolutely.

She knew that the cold outside was fatal to her, but she still didn't want to miss it.

Don't want to miss this rare happy hour...

Han Qifeng was the first to spot Lian Shanshan.

He dropped his tools and ran over, looking at her nervously, "Why did you come out?"

She was breathing heavily, but she looked at the big snowman with bright eyes, "I want to be with you."

Han Qifeng hesitated for a long time, "Then you and Chu Yi sit aside and don't move around."

Chu Yi is now eight months pregnant, with a big belly, and the down jacket is propped up in a swollen arc.

She supported Lian Shanshan, causing Shanshan to smile, "You have a cub in your stomach and you dare to help me."

"Don't mention one, I dare to help you with two." Chu Yi supported him and sat on a chair covered with a soft carpet.

Lian Shanshan watched the children running around in the snow, and then looked at five or six big men. The corners of her lips curled into a smile, "Yiyi, I had a dream last night. I dreamed about my daughter, married For your son."

Chu Yi raised her eyebrows, "That's a good relationship, I swear I will be a good mother-in-law and treat her like a daughter-in-law!"

Lian Shanshan smiled, "It's just a dream, why are you taking it more seriously than I am?"

Chu Yi held her hand, "Shanshan, you recover well, everything will come true."

Lian Shanshan turned her gaze to the figure in the white sweater in the snow, nodded, "Yes."