As deep as you are as hell

But the mother and Cheng Xunsheng bit their ears, and their eyes slowly widened: "You're talking nonsense again... Is she really my Jiaojiao?"

"Aunt Zhao, where did I have the guts to lie to you, and how can you not trust me and your own daughter?"

"But how do I remember..." Mother's tone was hesitant, and her eyes fell on me frequently, even a little apologetic.

Cheng Xun patted his mother's back in a soothing manner, which undoubtedly greatly relieved her tension and embarrassment: "Aunt Zhao, do you take your weird dreams as reality again? No wonder I always When I came in, I felt that the atmosphere in the room was not right, seeing that Sister Jiaojiao turned pale from your fright, why don't you rush to coax her?"

My mother glanced at me several times, and then shifted her gaze to Cheng Xunsheng, as if thinking about whether what he just said was true or not.In the end, her voice was weak, but she was talking to me: "Are you really... Chen Jiao? Did I scare you by what I said just now? Mom doesn't know what's wrong recently, she's a little bit I'm confused, and my memory seems to be confused..."

"Mom seems to have a lot of absurd and illogical dreams, and treats those dreams as reality... Sometimes what Mom says scares you, so don't blame Mom, okay?"

When she spoke to me, the address automatically changed to "Mom".

It's just that she glanced at me from time to time, which made me feel a little bit blocked.

Mother got up slowly and gave me a stiff but not very warm hug.

She stroked my hair with nostalgia in her eyes: "Mom is so old-fashioned, she doesn't even remember what our Jiaojiao looks like. But I do remember that you love bitter gourd fried beef the most, and you The soft-boiled eggs my father made..."

The tip of my nose was sore, and I was afraid that my mother would see the tears in my eyes, so I quickly turned my head away to avoid her sight.

A bunch of candied haws was stuffed into my palm at the same time: "Mom still remembers that when you were young, you liked to eat candied haws from that time-honored brand... It's just a pity that it's not the season when sweet-scented osmanthus is in full bloom, otherwise Mom would buy you for you." My favorite sweet-scented osmanthus cake."

I got a lump in my throat, but I didn't say the sentence "But since my father passed away, I don't want to eat sweet-scented osmanthus cake anymore".

There was a small gap at the door of the room, and the exclusive daytime light was transmitted from the room, and a standing figure was elongated and elongated.

The sound of leaving footsteps was also very light, not disturbing anyone in the room.

And the door was quietly closed, completely isolating the two worlds.

I didn't notice the movement outside the door, and I was concentrating on talking with my mother.She kept holding my hand tightly, as if she was afraid that I would leave at any time.

Cheng Xunsheng "volunteered" to help us buy lunch, but when I saw the soft-boiled eggs in the lunch box, I was stunned, and my mother was also stunned.

Cheng Xunsheng's face changed again and again, and he frantically tried to close the lid, but a note was shaken out along the packaging bag.

The bloody handwriting with fangs and claws looked shocking, and there were four big characters, "Blood for blood!"

My mother's hand in my palm suddenly became cold, and her eyes widened, as if these big characters were some kind of deadly ghost.

Her breathing became rapid, and she pointed to the note with her fingertips: "It's her, it's her who's back!"

I could hear the fear in her voice, and subconsciously gave Cheng Xunsheng a look. The latter understood what I meant, put the boxed lunch into a bag, and threw it into the trash can.

Out of sight is pure.

Cheng Xunsheng was about to turn around, but his ears were almost pierced by my sharp voice: "Mom! What's wrong with you?!"

The mother fainted, and her body limply collapsed on the ground, while she was foaming at the mouth, but her fingertips were still pointing in the direction of the note.

She was furious, but still insisted on repeating the sentence just now: "It's her...she's back!"

The "she" that the mother said... Who is she referring to?

Why did mother show such a frightened expression?

I held my mother's hand tightly, and the icy coldness surprised me, but after my mother finished saying this, her eyes went completely dark and she fell unconscious.

Cheng Xunsheng gave me a hand and helped me take my mother to the hospital.

Looking at the blinking red light in front of the operating room, I felt chilly all over my body, and the wind blowing in the corridor penetrated into my clothes, as if it wanted to fill the gaps in the bones of my limbs.

"Sister Jiaojiao... are you alright?" Cheng Xun looked at my pale face, a little worried.

"Fortunately."

My tone was very calm, and I wasn't trying to be aggressive.

"It seems... Sister Jiaojiao is really different from before. Oh, look at my memory, I should call you Miss Sofia now." He slapped his forehead, teasing himself, trying to use This topic relieved the worry on my brow.

But I was just silent, looking absent-minded.

My eyes were still glued to the three big characters "in operation" on the light board in front of the ward door, and my mind began to wander, wondering why our Chen family had such a bumpy journey.

Chen Zemin died unexpectedly, and I still can't find out the truth.

There are different opinions, the public opinion is raging, and each side's insistence makes the events of that year more and more confusing.

Now that my mother is suffering from a serious illness, I don't even know when she will completely forget me.

What about myself?
There is no cure for my gastric cancer, and the treatment I am receiving now is nothing more than hanging on to my last breath.

Now that I think about it, if my mother's condition gets worse...it's fine if I really forget about me in the future.She doesn't have to be stuck in the memories of the past, and let herself spend the remaining years so sadly.

I leaned against the white pillar, my eyelids drooped, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

Just when I was taking a nap, my eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings, and there were even crystal teardrops hanging on them.

Cheng Xun sighed, and was about to tiptoe over to me and put a dress on me.But someone took the lead and wrapped me carefully with clothes.

My limbs warmed up, and the warmth began to flow back from my body, and my brows that had been tightly furrowed finally relaxed for a moment.

Cheng Xunsheng was about to speak, but was stopped by the other party's silence.

Chu Ting gently picked me up, sent me to the ward, and solemnly tucked me in.

At seven o'clock in the morning, I suddenly woke up from my sleep, and I was frightened into a cold sweat.I wiped the sweat from my forehead, but suddenly found myself in a strange room.

The strong smell of disinfectant filled my nose, but I couldn't figure out what happened last night, why did I appear here again?
Mother... By the way, what happened to mother? !
I lifted the quilt and struggled to get out of the bed when the door was pushed open, and the person who came in happened to be Cheng Xunsheng.

He was holding a sandwich and a hot steamed bun in his hand, the white shirt was stained with rain, and the drizzle was falling outside the window, like oil like needles.

"Miss Sofia, are you awake? Are you hungry now? Do you want to eat something to fill your belly before going to see Aunt Zhao?" The food in his hand looked delicious, and he handed it to me.

I shook my head, I had a lot to ask but it was stuck in my throat for a while.

Cheng Xunsheng glanced at my expression, as if he knew what I wanted to ask, and replied without hesitation: "Miss Sofia was too tired recently, she didn't have enough time to rest and sleep, and she was short of breath last night, so she suddenly passed out. "

"The doctor also told me that given Miss Sofia's current physical condition, it's best not to stay up late in the future. If you really can't sleep, you must close your eyes and rest your mind."

I responded muffledly, but it went in my left ear and out of my right ear.

I have heard these words of concern so many times that my ears are calloused.

"Aunt Zhao has been undergoing surgery since she was sent to the hospital last night. The operation ended at three o'clock this morning, and Aunt Zhao was transferred to the general ward. The doctor said that her mood has basically stabilized now, but Aunt Zhao has a heart attack. , and try to stimulate her as little as possible in the future."

Cheng Xunsheng talked about what happened last night in detail, and explained the doctor's instructions one by one: "If you are afraid of any accidents in Aunt Zhao's future, those of us who are family members can prepare quick-acting heart-relief pills to ensure the best As for Alzheimer's disease, the doctor said...forgetting is normal, as for the degree and time of forgetting...it varies from person to person."

But I'm afraid that mother's current situation is not optimistic.

I nodded slightly, all my emotions were mixed together, even I couldn't tell what mood I was in at the moment.

After sorting out my emotions, I went to my mother's ward, and when I plucked up the courage to open the door and enter, my mother was still lying on the hospital bed, curled up into a small ball.

Cheng Xunsheng stood outside the door, not intending to come in to disturb our mother and son.

And my footsteps became softer and softer, but it still disturbed my mother. She bounced off the bed like a bow, but the vigilance in her eyes collapsed when she saw it was me.

"It's Jiaojiao." The mother showed a vicissitudes of smile, brushed the broken hair from her forehead behind her ears, and suddenly sat back on the hospital bed like a deflated balloon.

"Mom." My eyes were watery, but when I stood beside her, I didn't dare to look directly into her eyes.

"Don't put on a bitter face, you look so old-fashioned." My mother pulled me to sit beside her, and talked to me softly, "We Jiaojiao must learn to be happy."

"Mom scared you again last night...Mom apologizes to you and promises you that Mom will make my illness get better soon."

I shook my head again and again. When I heard my mother apologize to me, my heart seemed to be soaked in a glass of lemonade.

"There are a lot of things, Mom, I can still remember... I'll tell you all of them. I guess you also have this question in your mind: Why did I get so excited when I saw that note last night? The she I was talking about, Who is it again?"

The mother let out a light sigh, and continued to say: "When your father was still working in the procuratorate, someone came to beat the drums and complained, saying that Zemin had wrongly judged a case back then."

As I expected, that person was the one who ignited my mother's emotions last night, but I didn't expect that the name that came out of my mother's mouth would make my whole body tremble.

"The woman submitted a lot of evidence, and many witnesses in that case also came to recant the confession... The truth is false, but the truth is true. Your father drank alcohol every day to relieve his worries and fell into self-doubt and denial. When he thought of the article from The lives of people falling from tall buildings will turn their dreams into blood."

"By the way, that woman...is called Yu Yu."