As deep as you are as hell

Ah Yan and the little girl are becoming more and more familiar, and they spend more and more time together every day, as if they have endless topics to talk about.

Chatting from sunset to sunset, from oriental aesthetics to western fashion, from the current college entrance examination to future planning, even an ant or an osmanthus flower can attract two people to communicate with each other.

Things began to develop smoothly. One night, when Ah Yan and the little girl went home together, the little girl stepped on the narrow edge of the stone steps, her figure wobbling.

Although the words Ah Yan said had the meaning of blame and complaint, but it was full of doting: "You fell carefully, there is a big road to walk, but you want to step on the stone steps to play..."

"Isn't that with you by my side? I won't worry about falling." The little girl suddenly snatched his words, crossed her hands behind her back, and walked like a whole spring.

She smiled with crooked brows and eyes, and stretched out her hand to him again: "Here, so we can be regarded as friends now, right?"

After hesitating for a while, Ah Yan dared to put his hand on it.The warm palm made him shudder.

That winter, they watched the first snowfall together, planted peach trees together, and went to the aquarium together to see the huge beluga whale swimming gracefully.

The little girl's hands and feet are cold, and Ah Yan will put her hands in her pockets, and buy warm babies and hot coffee for her; her steps.

The node of fate also made a joke with the two at this time.The little girl's parents have been "fighting" in the mall for many years, and their eyes are the sharpest. When they realized that their adopted child was beginning to covet the little princess they held in their palms, they indifferently sneered at him a few times.

They let him go back to his uncle's house, forced him to change schools, and broke Ah Yan's phone card. The contact between the two was broken in an instant.

I squeezed my heart tightly: "So you compromised like that?" If it was because of this that the two were forced to separate, how sad should Ah Yan be?
Ah Yan shook her head, put her hand on her leg, but her tone suddenly became deep like a waterfall.

"That silly girl somehow found out my new address and started writing me long letters."

"You are very similar to her in the past." Ah Yan said suddenly, but shook her head.

Although our personalities are the same soft, our living habits are also very similar, we also hate taking medicine, we also like sunsets and can be deeply emotional about it, but Ah Yan knows that his little girl has always been unique .

No one can replace her.

"But you are just yourself...and forgive me, I always treated you like my own sister." That's why when I asked Ah Yan if he had passionate feelings for me, he felt shocked. Jump, the sky is thunderbolt.

I stuck out my tongue at him, urging Ah Yan to continue telling the story.

I feel that many important things must have happened in the follow-up, otherwise Ah Yan shouldn't have such an expression now.

"In the long letter she sent one day, she said that she had a high fever for three days, lay lazily in bed and didn't want to move, couldn't take medicine, and the food didn't feel right to her stomach. I was very anxious at the time, so I told myself The promise made to her parents has been thrown out of the blue."

"I bought a train ticket that night. Because it was too late and there was no train or plane, I had to take the green leather train for twelve hours to see her."

When Ah Yan appeared next to the little girl, the latter had just woken up from a nap, and the expression on her face was bewildered, and it was more like disbelief: "Am I dreaming? How did you appear here?"

But in the next second, she was hugged tightly by Ah Yan, and the refreshing woody fragrance of the young man invaded all the little girl's sense of smell.

The weight of that embrace is heavy.The little girl's chin rested on Ah Yan's thin shoulders, and for some reason she felt that Ah Yan's feelings for her were not the same as the feelings she gave.

After the little girl pulled away from Ah Yan's arms, Ah Yan began to take care of her meticulously.He would cook for her himself, coax her to take medicine patiently, and said that after she recovered from her illness, he wanted to take her to many interesting places.

The emotion was so hot that it was about to burst out, and the little girl seemed to be able to feel the scorching temperature as soon as she stretched out her hand.But she could only pretend not to notice.

Looking past Ah Yan's back, the little girl was seeing a pair of dark and gloomy eyes outside the ward, and the thunder in them made her feel scared.

Her parents pushed the door open like this and greeted Ah Yan calmly: "Ayan, you have lost weight. How is your stay at your uncle's house? Are you still getting used to the new school?"

At the beginning, in order to "keep the fat and water out of my family", the attitude of the little girl's parents towards him was extremely arrogant and rude.Such a polite tone made Ah Yan a little uncomfortable.

"At that time, I wasn't sure how much they saw. Maybe they had been standing behind me from the moment I entered the door and from the moment I took her in my arms."

With such calm eyes and such meticulous thoughts, Ah Yan didn't know how to judge at that time.

But at least at that time everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves on the surface, and the little girl's parents even approved her proposal and held a "reception banquet" for Ah Yan.

It was just that at the banquet, they took the opportunity to stir up the topic again, asking him what his plans were after the college entrance examination.The boys in the small village where Ah Yan lived before all married wives and started families at the age of 16, so what did he think?Do you have a girl you like recently?
"At that time, I felt like Ming Jing in my heart. I knew what her parents really wanted to ask, and it was not without anger."

Although he came from a humble background, he would not be humiliated and trampled to such an extent.

And he just likes a person, why do you want to put so many rules and regulations on him?Even if it's true that the family is wrong, as long as the two of them are connected with each other, how can her parents stop her?

That night, at the flower market fireworks show, the little girl asked him to accompany her to go out for a while, and Ah Yan readily agreed.

In the rush of people, he was afraid that the little girl would get lost, so he held her hand tentatively, but the latter was still laughing and joking with him, showing no sign of displeasure.

After the game is over, it is almost early morning, and a new day is coming.

The flow of people in the flower market gradually decreased, and they finally found an open place.

Fireworks exploded in the Milky Way world exclusive to the two of them, and the gorgeous fairy wands complemented the joy surging in the little girl's eyes.

Ah Yan heard Xueluo's voice in her heart, and she asked the words uncontrollably...but saw the little girl's stunned face and backed away again and again.

However, why is that kind of feeling not worthy of being called liking?They have held hands and hugged each other, but in the end they were all rejected by the little girl with one sentence.

All the ambiguous and charming atmospheres were originally imagined by him in his own mind.Even the intimacy in her words and the subconscious trust in him are all because she regards him as a big brother.

She never thought of attacking Wo Biancao, that would be unfair to Ah Yan, wouldn't it?
I also felt a little uncomfortable for a while, but this is not a taste, just because such a good Yan has always been regarded as a "spare tire".

The little girl has seen countless people and had countless boyfriends. How could she not know the hidden thoughts of boys approaching her?

But just when I was about to think about it, the corners of Ah Yan's mouth curled into a reluctant arc, and he said: "No one's love should disturb others. She didn't notice my unruly thoughts towards her, it was me She hid her thoughts too deeply, no wonder she couldn't detect it."

"It's just that I couldn't help blaming myself at that time, and I couldn't hold my breath. Some things were said to be irresistible. Before the love was declared, I could continue to be friends with her, and she could still rely on me as intimately as before. .”

But after he said those words recklessly, all he got in return was the little girl's retreat.

The traffic lights at the intersection were constantly changing colors, and the little girl stepped back, but she didn't notice that there was a big truck speeding through the traffic lights not far away!
The little girl was petrified, and when she wanted to retreat, Ah Yan grabbed her slender wrist again.

But Ah Yan couldn't dodge in time, and was subconsciously grabbed by her...

The moonlight that night was so cold that it could no longer illuminate his future life path.

"Grumbling--"

The soda in the cup started to bubble, and my heart began to feel pain like a needle prick. I seemed to be able to vaguely glimpse what happened next, and my eyes drifted involuntarily to Ah Yan's leg .

The circles of my eyes turned red too quickly, when Ah Yan bumped into my clear eyes, she was stunned for a moment: "Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

"I'm thinking, if only I could get to know you earlier. You stay where you are, and I'll protect you."

Ah Yan was stunned suddenly, at this age, it was the first time someone said to protect him.

But... such slightly childish words, but it just made his heart soften to a mess.

Ah Yan's knuckles turned white, and she curled up slightly, looking tense: "If only she could think like this back then."

"The days of staying in the hospital after being injured were the most difficult times in my life. Her parents gave me a sum of money to do the surgery myself, and forced me to promise never to be with her again. Contacted... They said that I would only harm her. They also said that the bloody scene that night, I don't know how much trauma I left in her heart."

"Later she came to the hospital to look for me once, but her eyes were full of fear and shrinking. I knew at the time that she was afraid that I would rely on her and pester her to take responsibility for me. She didn't want her life to be ruined in my hands superior."

Later, he dropped out of school, threatened them with death and his uncle, and finally waited for the news that the little girl was going abroad.

"Probably because they also felt that they owed me a lot, so Ji's parents asked me for another interview and agreed to send me abroad together, and let me go into business while receiving treatment. But their purpose at the beginning was just to hope for such a big It won’t be so hard for the little princess to take over the family business.”

But I feel aggrieved and worthless for Ah Yan: "If it were me, I would just dump my face, why do you have to accommodate them in everything?"