As deep as you are as hell

I really feel sorry for him, and I feel that every step he takes now is like the little mermaid who traded her tail for human feet in "Andersen's Fairy Tales".

White waves and foam appeared on the sea, and there was the sound of wind passing by in the forest, and green tides piled up again and again.

I suddenly asked a very inappropriate topic: "Ayan, do you like me very much?"

Afterwards, Ah Yan asked me why I suddenly asked this ridiculous question.

I was lying on the hospital bed, covered tightly by the corner: "I just didn't expect that you would suddenly stand up from the wheelchair and be so determined to send me down the mountain..."

Along the way, I was always worried that Ah Yan would fall to the ground at any time due to exhaustion or weak legs, but although he walked slowly, every step was steady.

"You didn't tell me earlier, it turns out that you have been in rehabilitation training for a year and a half, and I was so worried about you at that time..."

Hearing my slightly coquettish tone, Ah Yan was stunned for a moment, and a strange emotion flashed in his eyes.

"Ayan...what's the matter with you?" I caught his emotion, but it made me feel very sad.

I didn't know how to comfort people, so I slowly got up and buried myself in Ah Yan's arms.I looked down and could hear his heartbeat.

Plop, plop, calm and powerful.

In the past, the two of us got along more like brothers and sisters, and neither of us thought of overstepping.But when Ah Yan carried me down the mountain this morning, his knee ligaments were strained, and he never thought of giving up on me.

So I also want to do something for him, even if I can't warm him.

The body being hugged by me was stiff and unnatural, and after a while, Ah Yan pushed me away.

"Sofia, I actually had someone I liked." The strange emotion in his eyes just now was just because he thought of that person.

But when she said this, Ah Yan's fist was tightly clenched, and she refused to let go no matter what.When his eyes fell on the necklace on my neck, he regained consciousness for a moment, and the corner of his mouth curled into a sarcastic arc.

"So, can't I be tempted by you?" I asked him with a pious tone, half understanding.

At this moment, my curiosity was completely aroused, and I suddenly wanted to know what kind of girl would be liked by such a gentle Ah Yan?
And I didn't realize that my heart was completely peaceful at the moment, even when Ayan didn't answer my previous question, I didn't feel lost in my heart, but relieved and relaxed.

"You want to know her?"

Ah Yan's gaze drifted out of the window, Piao Miao never settled down.And that look, as if the person he hid in his heart had always been an existence that was out of reach for him.

"I have known her for a long time." If you want to go back in time, the first meeting between the two can be traced back to when Ah Yan was five years old. "When I first met her, I felt that she was a very strange person." .”

"She can wear beautiful bubble skirts and braid her hair beautifully. She looks as beautiful as a little fairy. But she is very good to all girls of the same age, but she can't wait to push her nose when she treats boys Put it on your face and enjoy their obedient flattery."

At that time, Ah Yan was as skinny as a monkey, with dark skin, and she had to help her uncles to farm in the fields from July to August, so she always looked like a small bunch, short and thin.

If there is something worthy of the attention of the "little princess" in Xiao Yan, it may be that his eyes are very clear, or it may be that his temper is too unique.

The little princess has always enjoyed the kindness of all the stars holding the moon, but every time the little Ayan saw her, she just said hello silently, and walked past her silently with her head down.

"This kind of flattery has intensified after high school. The little girl's eyebrows and eyes have been completely opened, and her body is also very unique. People who chase her can line up from school to her villa."

"She has talked about many boyfriends, but she doesn't care about any boyfriend, and she has a playful attitude."

"I just didn't expect that day to come so soon. She had an ex-boyfriend who refused to break up with her. He refused to believe that the little girl really didn't like him anymore. She had to show evidence."

But people's feelings are obviously the most fickle thing in this world. How can we prove whether we love or not?

So the most clichéd drama in the TV series was staged. At that time, Ah Yan, who was wearing a blue and white striped school uniform, happened to pass by, but the little girl suddenly grabbed her neck and dragged her to her side, announcing arrogantly, "This is my new Boyfriend. I like him."

The last four words fell into his world, soul-stirring and vigorous.

"The sunset that day was beautiful, and every strand of her hair seemed to be shining. The distance between us was also very close, so close that I could hear her falling breath."

"Her ex-boyfriend was naturally dumbfounded. In the end, she could only say 'your tastes have changed so quickly' and fled." Straighten up, the little girl still needs to look up at him.

The sea salt-like wind blows towards the face, carrying the moist smell of the soil, the little girl's eyes are also wet.

After the little girl carefully looked around Ah Yan, she put her arms around her body and said in a sweet voice, "Actually, you don't look bad, but your skin is a little darker, like a disaster victim who just escaped from Africa."

The point of this sentence is that I don't know whether it is praising Ah Yan or hurting him.

"You have been a transparent person in Ji's family for 12 years. This time you are finally valuable. I will praise you in front of my parents when I go back. But if you dare to hit my mind, or take my school Things tell them..."

The little girl raised her onion-like finger and pointed at the tip of A Yan's nose.

At that moment, the refreshing fruity fragrance was also sent together.In fact, it is not very accurate to use the fruity fragrance to describe the fragrance, but at that time, Ah Yan didn't know much about perfumes, let alone distinguish the top notes, middle notes and base notes.

How did the 17-year-old Ah Yan fall in love with the little girl?

Probably just, his world has always been bleak, rough and mediocre, but she broke into his world with an almost arrogant posture. Lively and fragrant.

"A young man's heartbeat is the wilderness in midsummer, where the wild fires are endless, and the spring breeze blows longevity." Ah Yan probably didn't expect that he would be attracted to such a delicate little girl for so long.

It's just that under the circumstances at that time, he felt annoyed for no reason, and stared at the little girl with a pair of clear eyes: "Who cares to meddle in your business! I don't need you to praise me in front of them!"

But in the end, it was just his pride, he was afraid that he would look like a begging dog.

When Ah Yan recalled the past, his expression gradually softened, and his eyes became particularly nostalgic.

I could hear yearning from his tone, but it was obviously full of heartache and regret that he couldn't go back to the past.

I don't know why, but two little milky dumplings also began to appear in my mind. In the raging fire waves, the boy rushed into the sea of ​​flames regardless of his own body, struggling to find the girl's figure.

Among the rubble and ruins, the boy also held the girl's hand tightly and chatted with her from the south to the north, just to wait for the arrival of the rescue team.

But why can't I always remember, who is the person in this memory?

What kind of stories are there on them?

A Yan's words brought me back to my thoughts, and when he called his beloved as a little girl, his tone became very tender: "At that time, she was shocked by me, and when she realized it, she immediately scolded me 'Crazy', and then left without looking back."

"But I don't know what kind of madness I was at that time. I actually felt that when she was angry... there was an indescribable cuteness and cuteness."

To say that the real turning point in the relationship between the two lies in a winter.

The little girl has a cold body. One day when she was in physical education class, Ah Yan saw the little girl curled up when she came in from outside the classroom, with her hands tightly covering her belly and her forehead against the table.

On her body was a loose blue and white school uniform, but the little girl was still shivering.

Living under the same roof for so long, no matter how dull and nervous Ah Yan is, she still remembers the little girl's special days every month.It's just that when he bought brown sugar and other supplies for the little girl in the school's small supermarket, his face was still as red as the gorgeous sunset.

When Liu Yuntu was dyed red, the things that Ah Yan had hidden in the desk for a day were finally secretly given to the little girl.

The little girl standing in front of him was a slender and thin ball, and she looked youthful and immature with her head in a ball.But I don't know whether it's because of her pale face or some other reason, when Ah Yan looked at her, she felt that her heart suddenly softened into a mess.

"These are for me?" The little girl was holding a big bag of snacks in her arms, and a can of brown sugar and a familiar package cover could still be seen vaguely.Her face was also slowly stained with a thin layer of blush.

"Then, can we be considered friends?" The little girl stretched out her hand to shake him before he could answer.

Friend, how precious is this word.Ah Yan's social circle is weak, and she is usually alone, but this is the first time someone raised a bright smile and said that she wanted to be friends with him.

But Ah Yan’s performance was not outstanding that time: “I turned around and ran away, leaving her dumbfounded. But now that I think about it, the summer in middle school is really nostalgic.”

As people get older, they may always love nostalgia.Ah Yan recalled those years, and a heart that had been crumpled into a ball of paper finally stretched for a moment.

What kind of time was that?A young girl sits on the backseat of a tall, thin and fair boy's bicycle, and the wind blows up the corners of her pleated skirt. Unknown but never embarrassing feelings creep from one person's heart to another's.

The little girl began to hang around him, buying him breakfast, going to and from school with him, and pestering him to help her with homework.Her thoughts on making a boyfriend finally stopped being as active as before, and she used him as a shield more and more times.

Gradually, many people in the school began to acquiesce that they had confirmed their relationship, and very few senior seniors would stop the little girl on her way home from school and boldly express their love to her.