As deep as you are as hell

I murmured, "Is there any other way...to make me not wear a hearing aid?"

Putting the long hair down can completely cover the small hearing aid.

But the coldness of the metal instrument kept reminding me that my hearing in the left ear was permanently damaged, and I could no longer live a life like ordinary people.

The nurse shook her head, with no emotion in her eyes, and told me some things to pay attention to routinely.

The anesthesia slowly wore off. I glanced out of the corridor, but I didn't see the familiar figure. After struggling for a few seconds, I asked, "The man who sent me here... isn't he here?"

I thought that Chu Ting just returned to the company temporarily to deal with some urgent matters, or went to buy me dinner, but there was still a small flame of hope rising in his heart.

There was no emotion in the nurse's words: "Just after you were sent to the operating table, he answered the phone and left. By the way, you can leave later. Remember to go to the outpatient hall on the first floor to pay today's fee .”

The silver tray held the medical equipment, and the nurse took it away, leaving me alone in the huge ward.

The sky outside the window was completely dark, and the thick black was like a monster with teeth and claws.

I took out the mobile phone given to me by Zhong Rong from under the pillow, entered a number on the dial pad with my fingers, and called the phone.

I can already memorize Chu Ting's phone number by heart, but I didn't expect that there would be no follow-up for a long time with that bowl of longan and lotus seed soup.

I saw a news on TV before, saying that there was a lonely whale in the deep sea, and the sound frequency it made was only 52 Hz.

Because the wavelength is too short, the signal it sends has never been received by its companions.

And at this moment, I also feel like a whale cruising in the sea of ​​people with a sound wavelength too short, surrounded by the long-lost sense of loneliness.

When I went to the lobby on the first floor to pay the fee, I inevitably felt a little empty. Fortunately, the 5000 yuan my mother gave me before can be used for emergencies.

I don't have a job, and I don't have any savings to get by, not to mention I am still burdened with heavy debts. I began to think about whether Ji Jiayan's previous job offer was feasible.

It's just that I've always felt uneasy about this man in my heart. I know that he is proud, but I don't know his real name and how amazing his family background is.

We are not even one-sided friends, so why should I enjoy the work arrangement that others planned for me with peace of mind?
Zhong Rong's call came in at the right time, and she first explained to me: "These days, I'm doing property division after marriage and handover of company duties, so I don't use my personal mobile phone very much."

Although Zhong Rong tried her best to share her recent situation with me, I could still hear the deep burnout and exhaustion in her words.

After chatting about some topics, I asked Zhong Rong to meet in Guianhai.

The night breeze brushed against his cheeks, which was a rare and pleasant comfort.With my shoes in my hand, I walked side by side with Belle on the shore.

A series of footprints were left on the beach, and I looked into the distance until I saw a line where the water and the sky meet: "Actually, a long time ago, I had some very ridiculous dreams."

In the dream, my body sank like a rootless duckweed into the dark sea, my hand was raised up, but no one was willing to hold my hand.

"It's just that you've been under too much pressure recently, and you're in a bad mood...Look at how much you've lost weight." Zhong Rong sighed slightly, looking at my thin cheeks and my waist, my mood sank. .

"After this period of time, everything will be fine." She comforted me, but her eyes dodged.

I heard something wrong in her words, and asked intuitively: "It's been a while...the wedding date of Chu Ting and Ji Jiarui has been set, right?"

Zhong Rong never hides anything from me. After considering his words, he still hesitates how to explain to me.

"Then it seems my guess is correct."

At this time, I actually still have the mood to grin the corners of my mouth.

Zhong Rong looked at my expression and felt a little uneasy: "Chen Jiao, if you are sad, you can say it. There are no outsiders here now, so don't wrong yourself like this."

The curvature of the corners of my mouth bloomed even bigger, who said this is not the result I want to see?Home flowers do not have the fragrance of wild flowers, I bet Chu Ting and Ji Jiarui will come back to me without hesitation after they get married.

The waves are cascading and churning, being pushed by the sea wind and sent to the coast.The dark blue sea looks so deep and far away under the night sky.

I begged Zhong Rong to tell me the wedding date of Chu Ting and Ji Jiarui, and the date is pretty close, which is NO.15 next month.

Zhong Rong's expression was sincere: "Did you still have no idea about going abroad?"

The words came to my lips, in fact, I really wanted to ask Zhong Rong if he knew a thing or two about my father.They all knew about the car accident, but they all kept it from me!
But I still didn't ask the question. What I'm going to do now is not suitable for anyone to know.

"It's good to stay in City A. I'll find a job tomorrow and try to support myself first."

Zhong Rong couldn't persuade me, but he offered to help me find a job, but I declined.

The deeper the night, the colder the seaside.All the footprints on the beach were washed away by the waves, Zhong Rong sent me back to the hotel where I stayed before, and told me to rest early.

Qin Xiaoyi's nephew is about the same age as me. He was sitting at the front desk when I came in from the outside, gave me a faint look, and retreated from the game interface.

"Sister Jiaojiao." He stopped me, "City A is the peak tourist season recently, and the housing here is quite tight..."

I followed his words and interrupted him: "I will move out quickly."

Now living here, for Tan Xiaoyi's sake, Tan Mo never took my money.But begging for nothing, I also feel uneasy in my heart.

Tan Moteng stood up suddenly, his face flushed with anxiety: "Sister Jiaojiao, that's not what I meant. I want to ask, would you like to move to the staff room?"

Or to put it more bluntly, would I like to work here?Anyway, I'm currently looking for a job.

I thought it was Tan Xiaoyi who told Tan Mo privately that I was short of a job, that's why he helped me so much.It's just that this kindness is still too heavy for me, and I don't want to owe others too much.

I accepted the room change, but I didn't accept the job offer.I think the two aunts and nephews are enough to take care of me. I can no longer push forward and enjoy others' kindness to me with peace of mind.

When I was lying on the big bed, my face was completely covered by my messy hair, but the cold metal in my left ear still made me feel unaccustomed.

My cell phone is silent, it only has two phone numbers stored, and the other number, no matter what, has never been called back.

There are various medicine bottles on my table, and I almost finished half of the medicine He Xin prescribed for me.But it seems that my sleep quality is getting worse and worse every night, and I often have nightmares.

No sleep for one night.

The next day I went out to find a job before dawn, and returned to the hotel with heavy steps at eleven o’clock in the evening, but it was not without good news. I found a job washing dishes in a restaurant. Low but can always make ends meet first.

If I find a few more hourly jobs, I can slowly save some money, and then I can return it to the He family brothers and sisters.

The days passed like running water, and occasionally I was in a trance, and Chu Ting disappeared from my life again without a sound.

I wandered around his apartment again, but never saw him.

I'm not sure if Chu Ting saw the hair on Cheng Xunsheng's buttons.

"Hey, your name is Chen Jiao, right. There are too many guests today, and the lobby in front will be too busy. You all go to the lobby to help, just deliver the dishes to the guests."

But I didn't expect to see Chu Ting at this time.

In the private room, Chu Ting was wearing a well-tailored suit, sitting in the crowd of elders with cold eyes.His outstanding temperament, standing out like a flock of chickens in the forest, immediately caught my attention.

The exchange of pleasantries came and went at the dinner table, crowding the entire topic space.

"If you want me to say, Chu Ting is the youngest and most promising of all the children and grandchildren. At such a young age, there are projects that can be sold. Although the company is not self-made, it also has a prosperous Yuanshui. The one in my family, if it can have half of Chu Ting's ability, I can be awakened by music in my dreams."

"That's right, Alin told me these days that he can finally step down from the front line. The children and grandchildren have gradually learned about the company's affairs, and they can help relieve some of the burden on the parents. He will be able to enjoy his old age in peace."

I was dressed as a waiter and my hair was tied up in a bun.Because of the injury on my face, I wore a mask to cover it up; I also took off the hearing aid exposed by my ear early because I thought it was too eye-catching.

There was a scorching and scorching gaze sticking to me all the time, but I looked back, but I didn't find anyone's gaze falling on me.

Braised pork knuckle in brown sauce, rice noodles in hot and sour sauce, stir-fried pumpkin shreds... One by one, I put them on the table. When I was about to push the table back, someone grabbed my collar!
"Hey, I'm talking to you! Are you deaf or are you pretending not to hear? Or is this the service attitude of your restaurant all the time?" The man holding my collar was spitting, but my expression was still dissociated. out of state.

After I took off the hearing aid, I couldn't hear clearly in my left ear.

How can I dare to listen to the pleasantries and flattery in this kind of family gathering?So just now I was always absent-minded and distracted for a while.

"That's enough, old five, why are you angry with a little girl? They just didn't hear you saying that you want to serve wine, so what's the matter with you grabbing her collar and yelling at her?" Someone Helped me out, but I always feel familiar with this voice.

My gaze traced the past and bumped into another pair of eyes.

How would I describe those eyes?

The eyes he looked at me were icy cold without a trace of warmth.But there was always consideration and vigilance in those eyes.

When the wine was full, Chu Linqing brought a glass to his lips and took a sip, and said unhurriedly, "Son, did we meet somewhere before?"

Hearing these words, the collar that I had been holding on to was finally loosened, and the flames of war that had been on the verge of igniting were instantly disintegrated in these few words.

But I was worried in my heart. Could it be that the reason why this man thinks my face is familiar is because he saw a picture of me and Chu Ting together?