As deep as you are as hell

Chu Ting's embrace made me nostalgic and linger, like a canoe drifting on the river, watching myself sinking soberly.

The cold rain hit the window lattice, making a crisp sound.

I don't know where it's raining, but I feel it's cool here.

Chu Ting did not make it to the last step.

When I was exhausted, he kissed my forehead and coaxed me in a low voice: "Go to bed early."

When I woke up, my body was sticky with sweat due to the high fever, and the pillow was already empty.

When I went downstairs, I met He Xin, his black and white eyes avoided my gaze: "Miss Chen, are you hungry? The kitchen is preparing meals, just wait for a while."

I didn't feel hungry, so I subconsciously asked, "Where's Chu Ting?"

Did you lift your pants and refuse to admit it?So my move completely lost my wife and lost my army?
He Xin faltered, and couldn't tell me where he was going alone.From his guilty expression, I can guess a bit.

"Can't you say that? Or is it too much effort to make up an excuse?" I frowned coldly, and suddenly raised my aura.

"Mr. Chu went to accompany Miss Ji. Miss Ji tried on the wedding dress last night, and found several inappropriate places. Mr. Chu offered to accompany her to modify it early this morning."

A medicine box and a document were handed in front of me: "Ms. Chen can leave here after breakfast and medicine. As for this document, it is the property certificate of the courtyard house. Mr. Chu has completed all the formalities , the owner's name on it is still Ms. Chen."

Sleep with him for one night, and the house will come back.

I don't lose out on this deal.

It's just that Chu Ting draws a clear boundary between me and him, and I don't know whether to say that he is cold or not.

There was a cramping pain in my lower abdomen, I took the medicine and thanked lightly.

When I left the Chuting apartment, my steps were as heavy as my thoughts. I must find out about my father's car accident that year!
I'm already familiar with going to Wan Yijun.

He's off today, dressed casually and comfortably at home.A white woolen sweater and a pair of baggy black trousers underneath, his figure is straight.

"The last time Ms. Chen asked me to check, I found some clues." Wan Yijun took out a newspaper from his black briefcase and handed it to me for reading.

On the front of the first edition, the three big characters "Chen Zemin" came into my eyes without warning.

This newspaper is completely different from the one my mother showed me, but it is similar to the one I glimpsed at the Akiyama villa yesterday.

And the content in the newspaper almost didn't make my hair stand on end.

"Nonsense! How could my father be that kind of person? This report is completely nonsense!"

As soon as I got angry, there was a dense pain in my heart, which made me rely on the painkillers I carried in my bag.

"Miss Chen, don't be angry. Others know your father through the pen, so after your father's accident, such reports abound, and there are even more exaggerated reports than this one."

Wan Yijun calmly analyzed: "So what we need to find out now is who exactly did your father offend?"
According to reports, during Chen Zemin's tenure, there were major problems with his work style and private life.At work, Chen Zemin has always been a vegetarian, using his power to eliminate dissidents.In his private life, he kept many mistresses, and often went to luxury hotels with different mistresses, but he created a "loving wife and loving daughter" persona in the media every day.

The report also said that God couldn't stand Chen Zemin's death in a car accident. He deserved what he deserved, and he deserved it.

Dirty words were planted on my father's head all the time.

Because of the proliferation of these reports, my mother resigned and ran around for my father's innocence.But rumors never end with fools.

I lowered my head and twisted my fingers: "I don't know..."

But my mother told me that my father almost offended half of the wealthy circle in that anti-crime campaign.

He is upright and tough, making enemies everywhere.

"But my mother mentioned a name called 'Chu Slow Yin'. She insisted that my father's death was inseparable from this person." I asked Wan Yijun to inquire about this person, and he still had some impressions.

"Then Miss Chen also believes in the existence of this person?"

My tone revealed a bit of firmness: "Start with the Chu family, and I'll check it out myself."

But the Chu family is surrounded by a pack of wolves. I want to find an opportunity to show my face in front of the Chu family, and it is as difficult as heaven.Not to mention this road to heaven, I can only rely on Chu Ting to go up one step at a time.

Wan Yijun clinked glasses with me, and the coolness soaked into his throat.

I thank you and leave quickly.

"Mr. Chu, you are back. Today is the day for a routine body checkup for you, please..." He Xin had already greeted him when he arrived at the door, talking to Chu Ting about today's arrangements.

The tie was pulled away by Chu Ting, and the buttons on the shirt were unbuttoned by Chu Ting from top to bottom, revealing a small piece of delicate collarbone.

"En." Chu Ting couldn't hear any emotion in his words, but he felt that the whole apartment seemed too quiet.But he had lived here for so long before, and he had never had such a strange feeling.

"Chen Jiao left? Did she say anything before she left?" Chu Ting spoke irritably, but he still inevitably mentioned me.

A pair of thin, boneless hands suddenly encircled Chu Ting's waist from behind, and my face was pressed tightly against his back.

After smelling the familiar fragrance from my body, Chu Ting's stiff body slowly relaxed, and one could even taste a bit of relaxation by looking closely at his expression.

He Xin consciously left space for us.

"Chu Ting, I didn't expect that the first thing you said when you came back was to care about me. In your heart, do you want me to go or not?"

He could already clearly feel that something was wrong after I came back this time, no, maybe it means that Chu Ting had felt something was wrong since the day I came back to get my ID card.

But he kept his expression down and didn't say a word.

My voice was soft and glutinous, and I skillfully picked up the tone: "Chu Ting, did you hear my heartbeat?"

Plop plop, boiling and violent.

I acted like a baby with Chu Ting almost shamelessly: "Chu Ting, why don't you marry Ji Jiarui at all, and look at other people?"

The hugs and touches he gave me last night, the occasional release of defense and the revealing of his true feelings made me feel that he also cared about me for a moment.

Can the previous marriage proposal still count?

Can I still bet on this step and rely on Chu Ting's relationship to "go deep" into the Chu family to investigate the truth of the year?

My heart beat faster and faster, and I felt uneasy for a moment.

Chu Ting didn't respond for a long time, but I was not in a hurry, and I didn't even intend to pull away from his embrace.

But I don't know which word hurt him, a sarcastic and playful smile appeared on Chu Ting's lips, but his fingers wrapped around my hair: "Chen Jiao, don't you think you are very stupid at the moment?"

Before, his sincerity was abandoned by me, so how dare I bet that Chu Ting's feelings for me will remain unchanged?
"I'm not a dog that you come and go when you call it. If you're in a good mood, coax me and I'll come back to you. If you want to draw a line with me, I have to follow your shit agreement."

"I don't lack women by my side, especially women like you." Chu Ting knew that I must have ulterior motives when I came back to him this time, but I didn't want to expose me.

I smiled, hugged him even tighter, and buried my head deeply in his neck: "But you still haven't pushed me away? Anyway, you won't be happy marrying Ji Jiarui, how about Would you consider trying me instead?"

Ji Jiarui puts all her heart on Gu Peicheng, and marrying Chu Ting is only a stopgap measure.

Chu Ting knows it well, and so do I.

Chu Ting frowned, pushed me away, and brushed off the marks on my suit, and said word by word: "Chen Jiao, I don't owe you anything. You don't have to torture me like this, and torture yourself too. "

My left ear started buzzing again, like a plane roaring across the sky.

Before I had time to subconsciously cover my ears, I saw the panic in Chu Ting's eyes first.

I could barely make out the shape of his lips, he was yelling my name helplessly, but what happened?

When I was picked up by Chu Ting, I saw drops of blood trickling down to the ground, slowly forming a small puddle of blood.My hand unconsciously touched my ear, but it touched the warmth of my hand.

When I was sent to the hospital, I hadn't figured out what was going on. My eyes were wide open, but I couldn't hear any sounds around me.

Chu Ting reached out to touch my eyelashes and asked me to close them.

I held his hand subconsciously: "Where are you going?"

His lips moved up and down, but I couldn't hear a sound, and there was a lock between his brows.

"I'll just wait for you here, and I'm not going anywhere." The words fell on my palm one by one, and Chu Ting's fingertips slid across my palm, itching, just like touching my heartstrings with a feather.

"This is what you promised me, so after my operation, can you take me to eat a bowl of longan and lotus seed soup?" I don't know why I have to go to the operating table and have to do several hours of surgery.

The fear of the unknown swallowed me up, and it seemed that Chu Ting was the only thing I could rely on.

To my surprise, Chu Ting nodded and agreed without hesitation, and his eyes were full of concern and distress that hadn't faded away in time.

The operation lasted five hours, and the anesthesia made me drowsy.But when I woke up, I felt that my limbs were weak and I couldn't move.

The nurse pressed me on the bed: "The anesthesia is not over yet, you should take a good rest first."

There was the sound of waves hitting the shore in my left ear. When I raised my hand, I touched a cold metal in my left ear.

"What is this?" I asked with a frown. I always felt that the metal instrument was cold, and it made my ears uncomfortable.

"A hearing aid. Your left ear has serious hearing loss. If you don't wear a hearing aid in the future, you probably won't be able to hear a little sound." The nurse slowly helped me up and let my back rest on the pillow.

My mind was dizzy, and I used one hand to support my chin. For a while, I couldn't figure out how my hearing in my left ear was damaged.

The nurse helped me recall: "Your left ear was injured half a month ago. Why was the injury so serious at that time, but you didn't think about coming to the hospital for a thorough examination?"

Half a month ago... my thoughts were pulled back, and I suddenly remembered the experience of Chu Chu kidnapping me.

Every slap he slapped on my face was hard.My left ear seems to be unable to hear clearly from that time on.

Now, although I am wearing a hearing aid, I unconsciously tilt my body slightly while listening to the nurse talking to me.