As deep as you are as hell

Chapter 109: Living is really tiring

Wu Hao's expression was aggrieved, like a dumb man eating coptis, unable to express his suffering.

"Where did he touch you?" The neon lights were turned off, and the emotion in Chu Ting's eyes was unclear.

"Here, here, and this." I pointed to several important parts of my body, and I felt a long-lost pleasure in my heart. If only Chu Ting could break up with these people, if only he could make peace It will be fine if I betray my relatives.

My fist clenched tightly, but was suddenly wrapped by Chu Ting's big hand.

He asked me, "What do you want me to do?"

I pointed my finger at Wu Hao: "I want his company to close down, and you will never have business dealings again. You also have to sever ties with everyone present."

"Can it be done?" I don't believe that Chu Ting will really agree, he has never been a person who is voluptuous.

The air was so quiet that it seemed to be torn apart, I laughed at myself, took my bag and walked out.

The moment I stepped out the gate, the clock behind me struck twelve, the dawn of a new day.

Chu Ting didn't catch up, and I didn't look back either.

There was no one on the street, the signal of the traffic light was changing, I stopped by the side of the road, and for a moment I didn't know where I should go.

The black car stopped in front of me, and Zhongrong greeted me to get on the car.

"Why are you wandering outside in the middle of the night?" Zhong Rong stepped on the accelerator, and the car restarted.

"Look at you like this, have you ever cried?" Zhong Rong glanced over, only to look away two or three times.

I shook my head. In fact, I felt that my tears had dried up long ago. How could I still cry?

It's been a while since I saw Bell Velvet, and I didn't have time to take a closer look this morning. Now that my eyes fell on her, I realized that her complexion was much better than before, and the color of her clothes was not just those gray suits. Dark blue, more baby fat on the face, the whole person's temperament softened.

The words followed my mind, and I subconsciously said what was in my heart: "I really envy you and Gu Peicheng."

When I saw Gu Peicheng at the dance tonight, he was still wearing a wedding ring, and he always subconsciously mentioned bells when talking to others.

It was not easy for them to walk along the way, and they crossed the family background before they reached this step of being in love with each other.

Zhong Rong's hand holding the steering wheel stiffened for a moment, and his tone changed slightly: "Why do you envy me and him?"

The car drove north all the way, this direction was Gui'anhai.

In the trunk of the car, there were two large cases of beer.

I propped my elbows on the window sill: "You have had a long-distance love race for five years, and you have also made vigorous actions against the world. Although Gu Peicheng can't give you a grand wedding, in his heart, you are more than anyone else. All important."

The tires slid on the ground with a sharp sound, and Zhong Rong suddenly braked: "Actually, I divorced him, just a few days ago."

I have never seen Gui'an Sea at one o'clock in the morning. The sea water is brought up by the wind and overflows the coastline.The white foam surged and galloped, and was sucked into the sea again.The sky is dark, but the sea is an almost coquettish rose blue.

We moved out two boxes of beer, and Zhong Rong and I drank each bottle.

There are too many words hidden in my heart, but I can speak them out unscrupulously through the drunkenness above.

"You also think it's weird, right?" Zhong Rong's long hair was disheveled by the wind, but it also has a kind of messy beauty. "In fact, in the past two months, I have had many arguments with him."

But the focus of their quarrel is always around me.

Zhong Rong couldn't understand why Chu Ting took such measures against me, and repeatedly asked Gu Peicheng for help, asking him to persuade Chu Ting not to do things too extreme.

But Gu Peicheng stood firmly on Chu Ting's side, and he didn't want Zhong Rong to get involved in this matter again.

"And I've thought about it seriously. I don't have children and I can't postpone it for the Gu family. Now so many properties of the Gu family have been handed over to Gu Peicheng to take care of..." Gu Peicheng's biggest flaw is not having any biological flesh and blood. Others will stare at the Gu family's property.

Zhong Rong looked up at the sky and smiled to himself: "Now that I think about it, divorce is the right choice. We also stopped the loss in time... And you should be able to see that Ji Jiarui likes Gu Peicheng." Although Gu Peicheng explained that Ji Jiarui just prefers to cling to him.

But those eyes, those small thoughts, are the least deceiving people.

Every time Ji Jiarui looked at Gu Peicheng, there was always a gleam in his eyes.

There was a silence between us, listening to the ebb and flow of the tide in silence.

The drunkenness gradually rose, and I felt the coolness at the end of my eyes. I stretched out my hand to touch it, and my hands were full of tears.

"Zhong Rong, I feel... I seem to have become the second Tang Tinglu." My eyes were empty, and my fingers were subconsciously twisted together, "There are countless nights, and I always feel that I will not be able to survive."

But when I heard that Zhongrong and Gu Peicheng divorced because of me, I was more like an ant eating my heart, almost out of breath.

There were empty wine bottles strewn all over the ground. I can't drink well, and my face flushed after a while.

My thoughts seem to be completely involuntary, and my words are in knots, but I can pour out all the bitterness I have suffered these days.

The sleeves were rolled up high, and I showed a small white arm: "Many late nights, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. When I closed my eyes, I would think of the unborn child. He kept crying and asking me, Why was I so cruel, I abandoned him and left."

"But the child was killed by my own hands. I was too cruel..." Chu Ting never thought that this child could not come to this world safely.

So those guilt and anxiety flooded me, and finally I could only deprive myself of these emotions by the pain on the skin.

I pointed to my heart and suppressed my crying: "I also know that Chu Ting and I shouldn't have anything to do with each other anymore. If we stop, we will suffer instead."

But when I saw him, my heart would still be happy for him, and bursts of fireworks would explode for him in my mind.

Many times I couldn't help approaching, I always had a little bit of luck in my heart, and I even wondered if Chu Ting still had some liking for me in his heart.

"Maybe it's hard for people to be completely rational. I know that a lot of gentleness is a trap set by him. I know that many of his actions have violated my bottom line and principles. I know that he came close to me in the first place to plot evil. But I I still want to forgive him time and time again.”

I was so excited that no one could see the eruption, not even the billowing smoke.

"Sometimes I feel so tired of living." My words were full of exhaustion, my eyes plunged into the deep sea, and I actually felt that it is not such an absurd idea to end my life once everything is over.

"But I'm still afraid in my heart. I don't want to be the second Tang Tinglu."

Zhong Rong's eyes were full of distress, looking at the intertwined scars on my wrist, he suddenly hugged me and cried bitterly.

The wine bottle was tilted on the ground, but I didn't notice that there were always two eyes behind me, looking at me with pity.

At the end of the drink, Zhong Rong gave me a trick, and I was seven or eight points drunk, with my head resting on her shoulder, I made a vague promise, and fell asleep again.

It's just that I didn't sleep deeply, and I seemed to be able to hear a few words from Zhong Rong.

"God bless Chu Ting to let Chen Jiao go this time. What does the grievances of the previous generation have to do with this generation? Chen Zemin has already paid the price with his life, so why should Chu Ting hold on to Chen Jiao?" ?”

My mind was dizzy, but I still heard my father's name clearly. It's just my father's death, what does it have to do with Chu Ting?
The next day, I still woke up in the Qiushan villa, and the person who took care of me was Lime.

Seeing that I opened my eyes, she immediately bluffed, holding a cup of hot tea in her hand, but her foot tripped over the foot of the bed, and the whole cup of hot tea poured into my hand.

"Ah, Ms. Chen, are you okay? You see, I'm clumsy, I didn't burn you, did I?" Qing Ning apologized, but her hands didn't move for a long time.

I didn't change my face: "I didn't burn me more seriously, don't you feel regretful? You also said that you are clumsy, so where do you have the confidence to take care of me? Otherwise, you can do it yourself. Ask Chu Ting to quit this job?"

Qing Ning never thought that I would fight back, her fair little face blushed suddenly, and she stammered: "Sister Jiaojiao seems to have misunderstood me... In my heart, I have always regarded Sister Jiaojiao as a My own sister came to see it. Could it be that Sister Jiaojiao still thinks that I have squeezed Aunt Shen's spot, so she turned her anger on me?"

Her eyes widened, her expression innocent.

After realizing it, she finally remembered to treat the burn on my hand, and hurriedly brought a basin of cold water over, but I knocked the water even over the basin on the ground.

I wish Qing Ning could sue Chu Ting.

Qing Ning looked aggrieved, and knelt down on the ground, with tears in her eyes, she said sobbingly: "I know that Sister Jiaojiao has been dissatisfied with me for a long time, no matter how hard I take care of Sister Jiaojiao, you still feel I'm in your eyes, and it's not as easy to use as Aunt Shen..."

"But I also pleaded with Mr. Chu. I said, Aunt Shen has taken care of Sister Jiaojiao for so long. When Sister Jiaojiao needs Aunt Shen the most, is it not good to let Aunt Shen leave... But this is after all. How can we as servants interfere so much with Mr. Chu's decision?"

She wiped her tears, and her words were endless like pouring beans: "If sister Jiaojiao thinks that this is being done to me, I will feel better... Then sister Jiaojiao should come to me for everything, don't let yourself suffer Wronged. Let me help you deal with the injury on your hand now."

Qing Ning spoke sincerely, but I still keenly caught the viciousness that flashed in his eyes.

I snorted coldly, it's really a pity that she doesn't go to acting with her acting skills.

"Oh? Then what I ask you to do now, are you willing to do it?" I asked with great interest.

Lime nodded without delay.

"I still remember that when I was kidnapped before, you insisted that I ran away, right? I'm not happy, but I'm not happy, why don't you jump off the building and die for me, how about that?" I pointed out the window, the second floor The height of the building doesn't really matter.

Seeing my serious expression, Qing Ning's face turned pale: "Sister Jiaojiao, killing people is against the law..."

"But you committed suicide, so what does it have to do with me? When someone asks me why you are going to commit suicide by jumping off a building in such a good manner, I will truthfully say that you were reprimanded by me for your poor psychological quality. Jumped off a building. Do you think anyone can blame me?"

The burn on my hand was painful, and for some reason, I remembered the scar left on my arm by Chu Ting who rescued me in the fire.

And when I looked up, I saw Chu Ting.

He leaned against the door without saying a word, his fingertips were burning smoke.

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