As deep as you are as hell

"Yes." I replied honestly. After the miscarriage, I hated Chu Ting very much. If it wasn't because he imprisoned me in Qiushan Villa, if it wasn't because he ignored me for so long, It's not like my kids are all formed or not surviving.

"But then I found out that the fault was my fault from the very beginning. I know that you approached me with malicious intentions, but I still jumped into your trap. Later, I also indulged myself, in the name of mistress and underground lover No matter how long I've been with you."

"It's also me who secretly teamed up with Tang Tinglu and Jin Ye to deal with you. I also installed a camera and a recording pen in your office. My love for you is not pure, so I don't want to blame you for ever used me."

I saw Chu Ting's eyes blushing quietly, and it was the first time I saw him shed tears in front of me.

"So, I can pretend that I haven't heard what you said to me today. Don't embarrass me." To me, this ring has never been an interpretation of love, but a shackle, a cage.

Chu Ting slowly stood up from the ground, his eyelashes as long as crow feathers were covered with snow particles.

"You really want to leave that much?"

Rings and necklaces were thrown by him mercilessly.

The cold wind whizzed past my ears, and I clearly heard the voice in my heart saying a million reluctances, but what I said was singing the opposite tune: "Yes."

I thought that Chu Ting would definitely not agree easily, but I didn't expect him to agree immediately and put forward a condition.

"This day...can you completely belong to me? Once this day is over, I can let you go. "

And this day I pretended that there had never been any quarrels and shackles between the two of us, and that I could completely belong to him.

We all know that this is a self-deception, but I was still fascinated and agreed.

Zhong Rong held my hand tightly, with panic in his eyes, he hesitated to speak several times.I understood that she had something to say to me, and I scratched her palm lightly as a response.

The surrounding crowd dispersed, even Zhong Rong came and went in a hurry.Chu Ting stepped forward to hold my hand, and it was rare for me not to struggle.

Footprints were trampled on the snow, winding up to the top of the mountain in a series.The destination that Chu Ting took me to was actually the temple on the top of the mountain.

"Do you still want to fulfill your wish?" Chu Ting asked me in a low voice, but he held my hand tighter and tighter.

I shook my head, and lied without blushing: "I wanted to fulfill my wish with Jin Ye just now, but I just found an excuse not to let him continue to say those frustrating words."

How could someone like me, who never believed in gods and Buddhas, make a wish in front of gods and Buddhas?

Chu Ting's eyes darkened, took the incense from the abbot, knelt down on the futon, and made a pious wish.

The sky was bright, and a few rays of light fell on his face, which was indescribably beautiful.

At that moment, I was a little curious, what wish would Chu Ting make?With a person like him, what is there to be dissatisfied with?

The words and sentences came out word by word, and they came into my ears clearly.

Chu Ting looked at me deeply: "I only hope that the person I like is in good health, that things go smoothly, that there is no disturbance, no grief, and that all wishes come true."

"Chen Jiao, this is the second time I have made this wish to the gods and Buddhas. I prayed to the gods and Buddhas before when you had a miscarriage."

He climbed up so many stone steps step by step, and when he finally reached the top, he saw the red silk fluttering in the wind and the golden bodies of gods and Buddhas shining.

I kept silent, my fingers were twisted together, I couldn't understand Chu Ting, he kept saying he loved me, but in the end he became the one who pushed me into the abyss.

Thousands of red silks are hung on the big tree in front of the temple gate, with indistinct calligraphy.Chu Ting took one and solemnly wrote my name on it.

There are many tourists, we hurried up the mountain, and then went down the mountain without stopping, as if being urged to move forward by an invisible big hand.

Chu Ting put off all the work today and set aside a day to accompany me.

He accompanies me to shop for clothes, and also accompanies me to eat a lot of street food that he never would have eaten before.The moment my shoelaces came loose, he bent over and tied my shoelaces without hesitation.

"Do you want to go to the dance?"

The people who came to the ball tonight are all friends of Gu Peicheng and Chu Ting. If I can meet those big names or show my face in front of them to make them look familiar, I will be considered to have earned it.

I nodded and agreed, but I was repeatedly confirming one thing: "You really won't embarrass you if you take me there?"

I am also considered familiar with this circle, and my true colors are rich clothes, extravagant and flashy, and I, who has been disfigured, have nothing to do with this circle?
Chu Ting held my hand tightly: "Don't worry, they already knew about your existence."

There are not many friends, but deep friendship is the most important thing. It was also the first time I saw Chu Ting's rare relaxed expression when he mentioned other people.

Turning into an alley, Chu Ting led me through the wooden steps to the second floor.

The decoration of this restaurant is elegant and very interesting, the flowing water flows around the cup, and the red carp spins the lotus.As soon as I entered, I smelled a tangy fragrance.

"A Ting, you are late, you will punish yourself with three cups."

"How long has it been since we graduated from college? Fortunately, the biggest busy person is finally willing to show up."

Chu Ting walked in front of me, but his steps matched mine.

As soon as I entered the private room, the atmosphere was quiet for a moment, but it soon became lively again. The focus of everyone's words was on Chu Ting, and I was able to let go of my nervous heart.

"The person Ah Ting brought this time is my sister-in-law, right? It's true that seeing is better than seeing, but to be honest, my sister-in-law is also very good-looking. It's a pity that a flower was stuck on the cow dung." Of course, the cow dung naturally refers to it. It's Chu Ting.

A glass of wine was handed to me, before I could let down my hair to hide the scar on my face, the person opposite had already swallowed a sip of wine.

"Sister-in-law, if you don't want to drink, don't drink it. You are A Ting's girlfriend, and we won't force you." Seeing that I was holding the wine glass but I didn't move for a long time, someone stood up again to smooth things over.

As soon as I finished speaking, Chu Ting took the wine glass away from my hand, and I drank it in one gulp, winning the applause from all the halls.

Chu Ting took me to find a place to sit down, leaned over and whispered in my ear: "They are all self-made brothers with me and Gu Peicheng, you can trust them completely."

I nodded, and my eyes suddenly fixed on the cufflinks on his sleeve. It was the first gift I bought for him, but he still wears it to this day.

My eyes dodged for a moment, and I asked Chu Ting, "Why are you still wearing these cufflinks?"

Looking at it now, my original taste was really low, and the cuff buttons I picked didn't match Chu Ting's suit jacket no matter how I looked at it.

Chu Ting's Adam's apple rolled up and down: "This is the only thing you ever gave me."

His hand caressed my cheek, fell next to my ear, helped me push back the fallen hair, and touched my forehead again.

"Actually... I am serious about my marriage proposal this morning, as long as you agree..."

I smiled, but in my heart I was laughing at Chu Ting for having such a naive side.

People in the venture capital world have had contact with Qin Lang more or less, so ask me a little bit, who would not know that I am Qin Lang's wife?

"When Gu Peicheng wanted to marry Zhong Rong, he couldn't give her a fair wedding. It was not because of the old man's partiality and favor that he was able to take over Huamao so smoothly, and also allowed Zhong Rong to gain a firm foothold in the Gu family. But Chu Ting, ask yourself, do you have the courage of Gu Peicheng?"

How much Gu Peicheng gave up for Zhong Rong, Chu Ting must be able to understand better than me.

Between career, Chu family property and me, does Chu Ting really think he can have both?

I answered for Chu Ting: "You don't have that kind of courage. In your heart, nothing is more important than your career and power. One day I will also become a pawn that you will abandon without mercy."

Just like Tang Tinglu, and also like Ji Jiarui.How can I be an exception?
Just as Chu Ting was about to speak, the incandescent lamp in the private room went out and turned into a radiant ambient light.

The restless music played, and someone adjusted the atmosphere in the venue: "Let's get up together, don't just sit around. Especially A Ting, who is late, you almost treat your sister-in-law as an eyeball. You value sex and despise friends. "

With a joking tone, the scene suddenly heated up.

Someone squeezed close to me and held out his hand: "Sister-in-law, can I have the honor to invite you to a dance?"

The palms were white, and the man looked at me with sparkling eyes.

I was stunned for a while before I belatedly explained: "I am not your sister-in-law."

The man burst out laughing, but the title remained unchanged: "Sister-in-law, stop joking. Ah Ting told us earlier that if it wasn't someone he recognized, he wouldn't have brought us to meet."

I stretched out my hand slowly, feeling the warmth of being wrapped.

And only I know why I agreed to dance with Wu Hao.

Chu Ting didn't stop me and watched Wu Hao and I slide into the dance floor.

"Sister-in-law." Through the weak light, Wu Hao finally saw the injury on my face, and started to fuss, "How did you get this injury?"

The scar on my face is ten centimeters long, winding from my forehead to the corner of my mouth.

When I fell from the crane, my cheek was scratched by the broken glass on the ground. I only felt the pain and the blood in other people's eyes belatedly.

My palm rested on Wu Hao's shoulder, but the dance steps became more and more stiff.

The smile on Wu Hao's face was also embarrassing: "It's okay, sister-in-law, if you don't want to talk about it, don't talk about it. I think what A Ting appreciates more is your inside... But I am a plastic surgeon. If you want to have skin repair surgery, You can also come to me..."

The volume of his words became lower and lower as he spoke, as if it was a bit difficult to speak.

Skin repair?I shook my head and said in a flat voice, "That's fine."

At least Chu Ting won't think about marrying me anymore, otherwise if an "ugly monster" like me sleeps in the same bed with him every day, he might have nightmares at night, right?
The sleeves of the coat were a little too wide, and they also slid up with my dance steps. Suddenly, Wu Hao pinched my wrist!
"Sister-in-law, these scars..." There were dense scars on my wrists, some of which even leaked blood.Wu Hao could clearly tell that this was the mark left after I cut my wrist and self-mutilated.

"It's nothing, you don't care about things you shouldn't care about." My words were cold, and even my face turned dark.

Wu Hao hurriedly explained: "Sister-in-law, you know I didn't mean that..."

The sound of footsteps interrupted his words, it was Chu Ting who came.

"He's messing around with me, Chu Ting, is that the kind of brother you've befriended?" I looked at Chu Ting without changing my face, with a depressed tone.