President, madam, she can't read it anymore

Then he lay on the bed safely and covered himself with the quilt. After a while, Lin Nian heard his even breathing.

It seemed that he was indeed very tired, almost falling asleep in seconds.

Lin Nian sat on the sofa, leaned gently on the back of the sofa, and slowly flipped through the magazine in his hand page by page.

Although her eyes were fixed on the magazine, to be honest, she really couldn't read it at all.

There were some messy thoughts in her mind, and she was becoming more and more unsure of what was going on in her heart.

Before Yan Tingchen woke up, Xiao Ya arrived.

Not only she came, but also Lu Feiyu.

Lu Feiyu walked over anxiously, and was relieved until he saw the magazine.

"When did you wake up?" Xiao Ya said in surprise.

Lin Nian frowned, subconsciously stared at Yan Tingchen who was lying on the hospital bed, raised his index finger and made a small gesture towards Xiao Ya.

Only then did Xiao Ya and Lu Feiyu discover Yan Tingchen was lying on the bed, Xiao Ya curled her lips in dissatisfaction: "Are you the patient or is he the patient?"

Lin Nian stood up, pulled the two of them out of the ward, closed the door carefully, and then spoke: "He stayed with me all night yesterday, and now he just fell asleep."

Xiao Ya was speechless: "Is that how you forgive him?"

"No, I just let him sleep, how can I forgive him?" Lin Nian spread his hands.

Lu Feiyu stepped forward and asked, "How are you doing now? Are you okay?"

Lin Nian hurriedly shook his head and said, "It's really nothing serious, I'm sorry to make you worry. I didn't want to tell you about this, but I didn't expect Xiao Ya to bring you here again."

As she spoke, she looked at Xiao Ya reproachfully again.

"It's not his fault, it's because I have been unable to contact you and I am a little anxious, so I followed her here."

Lu Feiyu said: "If you don't tell me about this, am I so untrustworthy?"

Lin Nian hurriedly explained: "That's not what I meant."

"You almost had a miscarriage yesterday, and you're still walking around, can't you lie down and have a good rest? I'll call Yan Tingchen out."

Lu Feiyu said dissatisfiedly, he turned around and was about to go back to the ward.

Lin Nian stopped him, frowned and said, "Lu Feiyu, don't mess around."

Lu Feiyu didn't move, and didn't go inside, but he was still a little angry standing there, and his face was not good-looking.

Xiao Ya looked at everything in front of her, at Lin Nian, then at Lu Feiyu, and silently closed her mouth.

Lin Nian smiled and pulled Lu Feiyu's arm: "What's the matter, are you still angry?"

Lu Feiyu was naturally very angry, very angry.

Angry at her for not cherishing her body, angry at her for not telling him what happened, and trying to hide it from herself; angry at her for not trusting him, angry at her for not taking him to heart; angry at her for not understanding her own mind, angry at her She still cares about Yan Tingchen so much until now.

I was even more angry at myself for not being able to protect her well, angry at myself for not telling her after looking for her for so long; angry at myself for being timid and timid, angry at myself for not daring to show my feelings; Dare not say and refuse to give up.

He closed his eyes, turned around, "I'm going to get some air." He walked towards the end of the corridor.

Lin Nian and Xiao Ya stood behind him, looking at his thin back, feeling a little helpless.

Xiao Ya pulled her to sit on the bench in the aisle, and squinted at Lin Nian: "You really don't understand, do you?"

Lin Nian smiled and said, "Know what?"

"Don't play dumb with me." Seeing her like this, Xiao Ya understood the meaning of the other party, curled her lips and said, "Why don't you understand?"

"Do you think I should understand?" Lin Nian looked at her and asked lightly.

"Then what are you thinking?" Xiao Ya didn't understand her good friend.

"I think it's simple, he's so good, I can only be friends with him. Now that I'm pregnant, do you think I'm worthy of him?"

Lin Nian raised the corner of his mouth mockingly.

"You can't think like this, he likes you just because you are so nice, right? And, as long as he doesn't mind..."
"It can't be because he doesn't mind that I have unreasonable thoughts, right?" Lin Nian shook his head and said, "And now I really don't want to think about these things at all. No matter what happens, I have to wait until later. No energy."

Xiao Ya frowned: "But I think what he means is that as long as you don't tell him clearly, he will wait for you until he dies."

Lin Nian looked back at the direction he left, was silent for a moment and then heaved a long sigh.

In fact, of course she knows everything. She has experienced it for a lifetime, and now she sees things more deeply than anyone else.

But more importantly, she has already experienced everything in the previous life, and she dare not have too much hope for anyone in the world.

Sometimes, she even felt as if she was an outsider, as if looking down on the group of people around her through a transparent glass cover.

As much as she wants to touch them, one day she will pop up with thoughts that are incompatible with them.

At the beginning, she didn't dare to interact with them with sincerity, and she always reminded herself that she had already lived a lifetime so that she should not be deceived again, and that she should not give her true feelings again.

Therefore, when interacting with them, she almost always dealt with it with a hypocritical heart.

Sometimes, though, it tires her out.

Lin Nian withdrew his gaze, sat quietly on the bench, and stopped talking.

Xiao Ya didn't say anything more, but her heart was blocked.

In fact, she has no time to take care of others now, and her own affairs are still a mess.

Who knew which pot Lin Nian would not open and which pot to lift, he suddenly turned to her and asked, "How are you and Gu Lie?"

Xiao Ya pursed her lips and said: "It's okay, each has his own life."

Lin Nian asked suspiciously: "Do you really want to give up? How long has it been? If he apologizes to you?"

"I mean, after all, you two have been in love for so many years, and I don't think he will have any feelings for you."

Xiao Ya was speechless: "It is because of the two of us for so many years that I feel sad."

"If he likes me, why would he refuse to admit it? There is a girl who has been chasing him for so long, and everyone in the circle knows it. Every time he rejects me, he doesn't take my face into consideration."

"I'm human too, and I'm tired too."

Lin Nian frowned and said, "But it's really a pity to give up. Sometimes it's hard to find someone who is compatible with each other. Besides, I really think Gu Lie is not bad."

In fact, Gu Lie is more than nice, he can be called a good man.

Not to mention that in the current society, it is really difficult to find someone better than him.

Lin Nian was actually a little worried about Xiao Ya, she didn't believe in herself at all, Xiao Ya had liked Gu Lie for so many years, how could she take back her feelings as soon as she said they would.