villain breeder

"You are a very good child, but I am not a very good person. What you understand is naturally different from what I understand. I also have many things that you have not seen, or things that you have not thought of. I always feel that some things in this world are predestined somewhere. For example, when you meet me, there is always someone who came to us with something in his arms, and created everything we have now. So I actually believe in these things, but some things still don’t fit with what happened between you and me.” Yu’er naturally knows that some things can’t be said, but she doesn’t know why she can’t restrain herself. Controlling the expressions and thoughts in my heart, I even confide what I think in my heart. In the final analysis, I don't even understand what kind of thoughts I have.

But I know that if I really let myself blindly deceive myself, I can't do it with this child. After all, I know how to make endless things. Unfortunately, I am still a person, and I am still owned by someone else. Everything, so I naturally know it. If I deceive such a person who is so dependent on me, it is indeed wrong, and it is even cruel to me.

"Of course I know that everyone is different, and everyone has their own secrets. For example, although my mother never told me, I know that my mother has a mother's secret in her heart. This secret of a mother is related to many important things. Although I have never explored my mother's secrets, I know that my mother's secrets seem to be able to overturn the whole day. My mother also told me that no matter what time it is, don't easily explore. Other people's secrets, otherwise I may become a monster that I can't even recognize myself." After hearing such words, the little prince just blinked obediently, and then said what he had been hiding in his heart to the end He still doesn't know very well about this world, so all he knows is what his mother told him, but his mother doesn't seem to have the same comfort and care for him as other mothers.

After hearing such words, Yu'er was speechless for a moment. Indeed, everyone in this world has everyone's secrets, and these secrets cannot be shared. Even if some things are known by others, He even wanted to kill people to silence him. Although he had never done such a thing before, he knew that in such a world, such a thing was normal.

"So no matter when it comes, even if you know other people's secrets, don't tell them easily. You can't tell anyone, even your mother, because no one knows these things will lead to things developing into a What kind of journey, so on the premise that none of us are sure, let him become a permanent secret, stay underground forever, don't surface, otherwise if each of us can't control it, Then it will really become a big mess." Yu'er said these words with some earnestness, when she faced everything in this world, she actually didn't care more in her heart, because in her own eyes, it was nothing more than It is a virtual world, or a parallel world that does not belong to my own world at all. Everything in this world has little to do with me, but at this moment I have a so-called sense of belonging for the first time. Maybe this world is real.

And I should have my own status and identity in this world. This world has its own status. Every feeling that people in this world have towards me seems to be real, so I must respond to this world truthfully. I may have to exchange my true feelings for a sincere heart.
No matter how smart the little prince is, it is because he is too young, and he can't understand some of these words, but he can vaguely understand all the things Yuer said, but he also knows a lot of things that others don't know. After a long time, I couldn't help lowering my head. I don't know why, but I was willing to tell the news in my heart to someone I just met. "Actually, I really hope that my mother can change. It’s better, but I know that if my father is willing to come to my mother, my mother’s temper will become very good, and my mother is even willing to spend the whole day, just for the moment when my father comes, my father always comes and goes In a hurry, I don’t even want to stay with my mother, but I know that if my mother sees my father, the whole person will become very happy. In fact, I especially hope that my father can stay, because in this way, my mother will be happy. I know that my mother He is not good to me, but he is my mother after all, no matter when I will always stand by my mother, my mother is not good to me, but she is not bad, but I know he has tried his best to treat me. He gave me everything he had, just the most love he could give me."

After saying what I wanted to say in my heart, the eyes of the slap-sized villain actually showed a little seriousness, but it shouldn't belong to this age. The look in the eyes of a child seems to be hope, and it seems to be anticipation. But there is also a faint grayness in it, "If father is willing to stay longer, the lives of many people in our palace will be easier, even if father only stays for a short moment, mother My mood can also become very good in an instant. In fact, my mother is really very satisfied, but I know better than anyone else that my father does not want to stay with my mother, and even every time my father looks at my mother, there is guilt in his eyes. There is a vague disgust in it, I know all of this, but I feel that if he really has no feelings for his mother at all, why did he marry his mother in the first place? This is something I can't figure out. "

After hearing such words, Yu'er was rarely silent. It belongs to the world of adults, but a world that does not belong to children, because power wants to climb to the supreme position, and today's majesty has abandoned his own. The childhood sweetheart and the love when he was young, borrowed the power of the queen, but how could such a thing be told to a child?There is only the purest love and the deepest feelings in the child's heart. If such a thing is really said, the image of the father will be reduced to ashes almost instantly in his young age and eyes.

But thinking about what this so-called father did to the little dumpling in front of him, his eyes darkened involuntarily. Even if this child has so much admiration for his father, he even said that he has so many expectations for his father. But in the end, the so-called father willingly left the throne to other people's children, and even sent his only son to a neighboring country, suffering all the humiliation and grievances.

So Yu'er couldn't help but sighed softly. Although this kind of world is not known to a child, everything behind it will still be changed by itself as the original development involved, but it is just the history in it. A small part, if the general outline is really changed, they may disappear in this world, so I can't take this risk, so I can't help but say, "Maybe your father once loved your mother , or there are unspeakable things between the two, we don't know what happened between them, so we can't forget to guess, but there are many things that we don't know, or yours We don't know about the unspeakable things between father and mother, but if you still have expectations for him, I believe that one day your father will be able to see the hope and light in your eyes, and when you reach that Maybe he will come back to you in time."

It is actually very cruel to say these words. If the light in the eyes really disappears one day, that feeling can make the whole person shattered, as if the whole sky is broken and the sky is collapsing. I had tried this feeling when I was a child, so now I try to make up a wonderful world to let him indulge in it, maybe at the moment of disaster, it will not be so tragic and terrifying.

After hearing such words, the little prince just twitched the corners of his mouth, with a little disappointment in his eyes, and then he couldn't help lowering his head. There was a little thoroughness in his eyes, but he was just a child of a few years old. But she has a very thorough view of the world. "Actually, I know that my father doesn't like the things my father likes. Other people's children. My mother has mentioned such things in my ears more than once, but you know what is in my heart." Do you feel like this? I try my best to do better, but there is no way. No matter how hard I try, my father will never see me. I have questioned my mother and asked The people around me, but none of them would tell me what made my father treat me so coldly and why he didn't want to look at me more, but I really worked hard enough. "

But such a young child may not know one thing, that is, no matter how hard some people try, they may not be able to compare with another person's eyes, or another person's little emotion. Those so-called preferences and those so-called exceptions.

This is indeed a wonderful feeling, but if you become the unloved being, it may be regarded as a kind of sadness.