villain breeder

Compared with this hot and strong feeling, I seem to be a thief, who stole these feelings that should not belong to me, but he is complacent, thinking that he seems to have got everything.

But no matter how hard I try to deny myself in my heart, I can't deny myself. I really take this feeling as a bet, or I am about to take this bet to make a gamble. This gamble may be my own. Appreciate all the lives to do, even if these things are precious in my eyes, but in the eyes of many people, they are not so precious at all, so saying that I don't know how to choose at this moment is the real correctness or mistake.

"I don't know what to do, I'm just a little maid who just entered the palace, so many times I'm confused in my heart, I don't know what to do, or how to do it. It's right, what to do is wrong, I really don't know, but my heart tells me that most of the time what I do is right, but I think on the other hand that these are naturally not in line with the rules Yes, so many times I don’t know what to do. The emotions in this palace are too complicated for a child like me to understand, but I have to understand these things now, otherwise I will wait for you later There are still endless troubles, I really don't know what to do." After saying this, he couldn't help but tilt his head slightly, with a little grievance in his eyes that he didn't even realize, but But it is hidden in his own eyes, so that people can't see it.

After the little prince heard such words, he couldn't help feeling a little more distressed in his heart. Although he was only a child, after all, he had indeed stayed in the palace for a long time, and he was somewhat used to this situation. Now, the natural world doesn’t have that kind of strong feeling anymore, but at this moment, it also feels a little different, “I know you feel wronged in your heart, and I know you have a lot of things you don’t want to say, so I won’t force you to Yours, because I know how it feels? So I won’t force you to do these things, but I still want to remind you of some things. I grew up in this place since I was a child, so I said a lot about myself Things that you don't want to know, but you have already understood them before you know it. Many times, you naturally know too many things that you shouldn't know. These things are naturally unfamiliar to you, but to me But it’s just like everyday life, I shouldn’t have told you about these normal things, otherwise I would just spare your mood, but now you are naturally already in this place, if I don’t tell you, it would be a little harmful I missed you, so I have to say a few words to you."

After saying these words, he couldn't help sighing softly, he looked more like an adult, after all, he was just a child of a few years old, so in the final analysis, he didn't know why The reason why he became what he is now may be because his mother has had too high expectations of him since he was a child, so he was bluntly raised into this appearance, or it may be because of other things, although he can't figure out why , but his current government responsibilities contrasted with his adult appearance, almost making him think he was a half-grown child.

"This imperial palace looks resplendent and magnificent, but it contains too many dirty things. There are dirty things hidden in it that you can't even think of. You can't even think about it, but you have to be involved in it. Even if you No matter how much you can escape, you can't escape, because what kind of people and what kind of things are in this palace have already been predestined, and no one can escape their calculations, even if you are just a little maid , you will also be in their calculations." When he said this, his face was serious, obviously he didn't understand the meaning, but he seemed to understand everything, and he didn't want to think about many things at all. But it also contains too many things that have to be thought about.

After hearing such words, Yu'er was rarely silent. Even if he said that he grew up from a young age, he really didn't know many things. Now this baby understands thoroughly, after all, he has grown up here for so many years , anyway, people who grew up in the palace are lucky, humble, innocent and broken. After all, they can't have the life they want. Their life has been under the control of others since they were young. Among them, this can be regarded as a kind of sadness, but it can also be regarded as a kind of luck.

Since I was a child, I have learned more things that are different from others, but I have also borne too much sadness and helplessness that I should not have borne since I was a child. This feeling cannot be easily understood by others, but I have struggled for so many years. , is also vaguely understandable.

But after all, it took me so many years to understand this feeling, and this child was indoctrinated with so many things, thinking about it makes people feel distressed, but anyone in the palace, Which one doesn't make people feel distressed, after all, people who are forced to grow up like this, where can there be any good fruits to eat?It must be the countless lessons of blood that made it form the current law, but my mother didn't protect my troubles, punished herself everywhere, even if it wasn't her fault, she let herself bear these inexplicable responsibilities, such a feeling No matter which child it is, it is naturally unbearable, but he just endured it, and instead obeyed.

It may be that I knew from a long time ago that my mother would never stand by me, nor would I protect my child like other mothers, but would try my best to find trouble for myself Eat, such a thing is indeed unbelievable in the eyes of that mother, but such a thing really happened, even after I kissed it, I felt a little ridiculous, but I still saw it In his eyes, even his unreliable mother will definitely protect him when the time comes, how could he allow himself to be bullied.

In the end, even if he had to suffer in the end, the loss was only because of his status and status. How could he have his mother's deliberate connivance and ideas?For these things, if I really experience it, I will not choose to obey and do this, but I will be positive, and the most rebellious in my heart and myself will betray my mother, or look at the authenticity of my mother. He let himself suffer for nothing, but the child in front of him did the opposite. Not only did he not choose to betray, but he chose to obey his mother, perhaps hoping to gain some pity and love from his mother through these.

I don't know if his plan was successful or not. Anyway, I still haven't seen what is good about his plan, but for such a child, the recognition and respect of his mother is an extremely important thing, let alone It was still under the conditions of my mother who treated me like that, so I have to say that he has a purer heart than everyone else. When I met the later cruelty, in the end it was just all kinds of torture, which caused the later that kind of achievement.

In the final analysis, these villains are undoubtedly the people whose life and death are ups and downs. If they hadn't experienced the pain and torture that others can't experience, how could they have undergone a huge change in their psyche in the end, and even did those absurd things in the end?They may be the most evil, but why is there no other person behind this greatest evil.

Facing a life full of malice towards them and this kind of person, what right do they have not to resist?In other words, what kind of power is there to resist these oppressions?All they can do is to make themselves stronger and stronger and stronger again. Those who have ignored and indifferent to them will not end well in the end, and they will even go to hell themselves, but they don't care about it anymore Everything they cherish and look forward to has become a firework like flying ash. For such a person, how can there be any weaknesses? A person without weaknesses is probably an invincible existence in this world, so Said that for him, such a world is even more exciting.

If such a villain thinks about it carefully, it will indeed make people feel distressed, but what I can do is to paint a strong stroke in their already miserable life, and I may make their life easier. I live a little less, but I have no way to prevent them from going to the end of decline or destruction. I can only watch the children I raise go to perish and destruction, and I don't even have a way to remind them. Behind the scenes fueled the flames.

This may be regarded as a punishment for myself, but it is not a huge punishment. After all, no matter how much I cherish these children, they are nothing more than children raised by myself. No matter how much I have feelings, I will not lose my life because of it. After all, I can see clearly what I want from the beginning to the end, and I will definitely not lose what I want in my life because of these.

After thinking of this, I couldn't help calming down. After all, I was too restless before, and my eyes were confused by too many things, so I have all the messy things now. If I could figure it out earlier , these might be much better.