Lin Shao's Love Symphony
187、Love for many years
Since she was a child, that girl has never looked like a girl at all, she is crazy all day long, either she got into this or that disaster.
Maybe it was because she knew that no matter what trouble she caused, Gong Mo would be the first to stand up and clean up the mess for her.
From the helplessness at the beginning, Gong Mo got used to it in the end, this bastard has no time to be honest.
His peaceful and monotonous life also became lively because of her joining. Later, the family suffered a change, and Gong Mo's father died in the line of duty during a mission.
The backbone of the family suddenly disappeared, and his mother also walked with Locke after two years. Gong Mo, who was not talking much before, became even more silent.
It was Xiao Xi who coaxed him or tossed him in different ways every day, she was like a little sun in her own world, as long as there was her place, he would feel a little bit of warmth.
Later, the two grew up gradually, and the bastard girl didn't know when she started to grow long hair, started to wear skirts, and started not to cling to him so much.
All of this stems from growing up. Gong Mo felt a little disappointed when he was happy that the little girl had finally grown up.
He likes her throwing herself into his arms and calling Brother Mo, or crawling into his bed at night when she has a nightmare, holding his arm with a shameless face.
All of this disappeared completely after the two grew up, just because of one word, men and women are different.
Then she somehow started to escape from my sight, she no longer went home with her, she made new friends, both men and women.
He also saw it in his own eyes, as long as Xiao Xi was happy, he would be happy too. As the two became more and more estranged, there seemed to be a gap in Gong Mo's heart, and this gap became bigger and bigger with Xiao Xi's departure.
He felt so painful, his whole body seemed to be covered by cold, cold and painful, how many times he stood outside her door, but in the end he didn't have the courage to go in.
For a long time, he was thinking about his feelings for Xiao Xi, and his friends always laughed at him as a younger sister, who was bigger than the sky.
At first he thought it was normal, like many brothers in the world feel about their sisters, but then he gradually realized that it was not the case.
Once when he suddenly turned back home, he saw Xiao Xi who was only wearing a bath towel hurried to the living room to get something.
The little girl is no longer the matchstick sticking to her side in the past, nor the tomboy covered in mud rolling in the mud.
Her skin was as white as snow, her chestnut-colored hair was still covered with water droplets, her twin peaks were faintly visible in the bath towel, and her two slender and fair legs reminded him of a fact.
His girl has grown up, and at this moment he finally realizes that from beginning to end, his love for her is not the love of a brother for a sister.
It was a man's love for a woman. No brother would feel desire when he saw his sister's body. That night he had a dream, a dream that was full of charm but made his heart even more entangled.
After understanding his feelings for Xiao Xi, he couldn't face Xiao Xi even more. He was afraid that Xiao Xi would think him a pervert if he knew this.
A pervert who has plans for his younger sister, he also began to alienate Xiao Xi from that day on. The two were originally under the same roof, but they rarely saw each other for ten and a half months.
Even after meeting them, they lost the intimacy they had before, so Gong Mo could only suppress his feelings like this.
The two went to the same university, and Xiao Xi was one grade behind him, until one day Xiao Xi came to tell him, "Brother, I have someone I like."
At that moment, the ghost knows what kind of pain he felt in his heart. The thing he feared the most still came. Even if his heart hurt to death, on the surface he had to calmly say: "Oh, who is it?"
"Look, this is his photo. Isn't he handsome? He's in my class, and I fell in love with him right away." Xiao Xi smiled with two dimples, which were very pretty.
His favorite smile in the past felt a little harsh now, "Let me see you another day."
"But he doesn't like me, but brother, don't worry, I will definitely catch up with him." Xiao Xi bounced and ran away, as if she had returned to the past.
But Gong Mo was covering his heart, as if he had been slashed there, it hurts so much!
Since then, the whole school has been spreading the news that Xiao Xi chased Qu Jingbo, and the two became a beautiful scene in the school.
Someone joked: "Xiao Xi, you may not be able to catch him from freshman to senior year. His heart is made of stone, even if you die for him."
"Hmph, I don't believe it."
Gong Mo watched her start to learn makeup, learn to wear high heels, and learn to walk like a lady.
She learned how to make breakfast, although she had to taste it by herself every time, and she would only send it to Qu Jingbo after passing her own test.
Gong Mo admitted that he was jealous, how many times he wanted to pull her into his arms and tell her that he loved her.
But it was the first time that Gong Mo, who had no fear of anything, felt fear. He didn't dare, such feelings were too shocking.
Even if the two are not biological siblings, if it spreads out, it will stain Xiao Xi forever. He loves her, so he doesn't want her to take the slightest risk.
He had to suppress his feelings, and watched everything she did for Qu Jingbo with cold eyes.
Every time Xiao Xi fails in her confession, she will continue to cheer herself up and try to succeed in the next confession. At that time, Xiao Xi made him feel distressed and pity him.
He was caught in a deep contradiction. On the one hand, he hoped that Xiao Xi could get what she wanted, but on the other hand, he didn't want Qu Jingbo to accept her.
Who would have thought that amidst such complicated and contradictory feelings, Xiao Xi would eventually disappear into his life. If time could be turned back, he would definitely tell Xiao Xi about his feelings.
Regardless of whether she can accept it or not, at least give her all happiness while she is alive, this is what Gong Mo regrets the most.
When Xiao Xi left, it seemed that he took away all his sunshine, and he closed himself even more. For a long time, in order to forget Xiao Xi, he drank too much and looked for women every day.
Every time he dreamed back at midnight and saw strange women around him, he would feel disgusted, and he couldn't get out of that relationship.
Since then, he has had a serious obsession with cleanliness, and he no longer touches any women, nor does anyone touch him. He comes back on time after get off work every day, guards the empty room, and silently looks at this oil painting.
"Xiao Xi, he is back again, are you happy in the spirit of the sky?" Gong Mo's fingers gently caressed the smiling woman in the painting, as if the darkness of the whole world had been dispelled.
He loved her for more than 20 years, and he didn't know when this love would end.
The next day, when the warm sunlight penetrated the window and fell on the bed, the man and woman cuddled together formed a beautiful picture.
"Morning." Qu Jingbo woke up leisurely. The happiest thing was to be able to see the woman she loved early in the morning, caressing her soft hair with fingers, and whispering good morning to her.
Looking up, his hands have already been treated. Although the bandages are not beautiful, every part represents the little woman's care and love for her.
"Brother Bo, are you awake? Did you sleep well last night?" Luo Chu, who had just woken up, was still muttering, rubbing his head against Qu Jingbo's arms habitually.
Qu Jingbo stroked her cheek, "With you here, how can I sleep well? You worked hard last night."
At that time, he fell asleep as soon as his eyes were darkened. He didn't know what happened next. His body was dry and he didn't feel sticky. It was conceivable that she had cleaned it up for herself.
"I just did one thing you did to me before, so why is it so hard?" Luo Chu's body has returned to its original state, and his mental state has improved a lot.
After the two of them washed up, they had another checkup. Luo Chu was already safe and well. The doctor told her to eat well in the future, and it would be no big deal if she ate regularly and quantitatively.
Xiao Yang sent Luo Chu a change of clothes, and the three left the ward talking and laughing.
Qu Jingbo returned to Luo Chu's residence in the United States. Xiao Yang greeted him for a while before going to work. There were only two people left in the room.
After wandering around for a while, Qu Jingbo waved at Luo Chu after getting familiar with every corner, "Come here, little rabbit."
"What's the matter, Brother Bo?" Luo Chu walked to the balcony, and was pulled into his arms by him, and the two of them lay on the recliner, blowing the slightly refreshing cold wind.
"Don't you want to know about Xiao Xi? Let me tell you. Let me tell you first, but don't be jealous, because I don't have the relationship you imagined with her from the beginning to the end."
Thinking of Luo Chu's appearance yesterday, Qu Jingbo felt that he had to remind him first, so as not to make this little rabbit jealous.
"Who's jealous?"
"You still don't admit it? Who looked like you were going to eat me yesterday?" Qu Jingbo joked with a smile, it was the first time he saw Luo Chu so angry.
Luo Chu pouted, not daring to meet Qu Jingbo's gaze, "I, I don't have one."
"Yes, yes, you didn't. I'm jealous, okay?" Luo Chu rarely saw such an embarrassed and awkward little tsundere look.
Qu Jingbo bit her duplicity red lips lightly, Luo Chu gently pushed him away, "Stop making trouble, don't you want to talk about business, then you can talk about it quickly."
She was so familiar with this man, it was as if there was a switch on his body, and she accidentally activated the switch on him.
Even just kissing him, or touching him, and being taken to bed by him without paying attention, this man has such a magical ability.
"I left the Ye family that year and studied high school in China, because this way I can see you little rabbit anytime, anywhere.
And at that time, I was already starting my own business. When I got to university, I knew very well that domestic universities could not give me what I wanted, so I could only apply to foreign universities.
That is, when I was a freshman, not long after entering school, there was a lovely girl in our class, her name was Xiao Xi. "
Hearing this, Luo Chu felt a little sour in his heart, "I've never heard you praise other girls for being cute."
Qu Jingbo scratched her nose, "Don't interrupt, listen to me."
"Oh." Luo Chu continued to listen.
"She has a pair of deep dimples. She likes to smile very much. The dimples on her cheeks are very obvious when she smiles. She started a fierce pursuit of me soon after entering school.
There were not many suitors around me since I was a child, and at the beginning I only regarded her as one of her many suitors.
At that time, my heart was full of you. I just wanted to be with you and waited for you to grow up early so that I could marry you.
So I didn't take these women seriously, but later I found that Xiao Xi was different from other girls. "
"Why is it different?" Luo Chu suppressed the sadness in his heart and continued to ask.
"Her persistence, no matter how many times I reject her, I can see her smiling again the next day, she is like a little cockroach, no matter how hard I step on it, I won't die."
"You didn't agree to her just because of her insistence?" Luo Chu was a little unhappy.
Qu Jingbo scratched her nose, "Where did you think? Didn't I say that I would marry you when you grow up? Do you think I'm a heartless little one like you?"
"I, I'm too young to remember, then, what happened to Xiao Xi?"
"Before I thought she really liked me, no matter how I refused or how hurtful I said, she would persist in chasing me.
But at the same time, I thought she was very strange. She didn't look at me like those nympho girls. Although she was straightforward, she also had the sensitivity of a woman.
I can feel that she doesn't like me in her eyes. Since she doesn't like me, she won't be purely infatuated with my appearance, so why does she keep pestering me?
This question puzzled me for a long time, and I began to observe her, until something happened, and I finally found the reason. "
Qu Jingbo became more and more suspenseful as he talked, and Luo Chu also became interested as if listening to a story. He felt that Xiao Xi was not simple, and his whole body was full of mysteries.
"What's the reason?"
"Our school organized a basketball game that day. Gong Mo and I were two opposing groups. Gong Mo is her older brother and has always harbored hostility towards me. This feeling is not unique to you women.
At that time, we had a fierce confrontation between the two sides. Gong Mo and I had friction in grabbing the ball, and we landed from a high altitude at the same time. Because of the excessive force, we hit the ground hard at the same time.
After we fell, a small figure rushed faster than anyone else, and that person was Xiao Xi. "Speaking of this, Qu Jingbo paused for a while.
"Oh, don't be fooled, tell me what happened later, Xiao Xi helped you up, and then you were beaten by Gong Mo?" Luo Chu's thoughts flashed through his mind.
Just after finishing speaking, Qu Jingbo knocked on the head, "Is your man so useless in your heart?"
"That's not true, then you can tell me quickly."
"The result at that time surprised me, but it was also expected. I finally solved the answer to the previous question. The person she rushed to immediately was Gong Mo. Gong Mo's nose was hit by my elbow and caused a nosebleed. I will always remember the expression she looked at me and Gong Mo.
At that moment, I suddenly understood that the person she always liked was not me but Gong Mo, and I was just her human shield. Qu Jingbo smiled quietly.
Maybe it was because she knew that no matter what trouble she caused, Gong Mo would be the first to stand up and clean up the mess for her.
From the helplessness at the beginning, Gong Mo got used to it in the end, this bastard has no time to be honest.
His peaceful and monotonous life also became lively because of her joining. Later, the family suffered a change, and Gong Mo's father died in the line of duty during a mission.
The backbone of the family suddenly disappeared, and his mother also walked with Locke after two years. Gong Mo, who was not talking much before, became even more silent.
It was Xiao Xi who coaxed him or tossed him in different ways every day, she was like a little sun in her own world, as long as there was her place, he would feel a little bit of warmth.
Later, the two grew up gradually, and the bastard girl didn't know when she started to grow long hair, started to wear skirts, and started not to cling to him so much.
All of this stems from growing up. Gong Mo felt a little disappointed when he was happy that the little girl had finally grown up.
He likes her throwing herself into his arms and calling Brother Mo, or crawling into his bed at night when she has a nightmare, holding his arm with a shameless face.
All of this disappeared completely after the two grew up, just because of one word, men and women are different.
Then she somehow started to escape from my sight, she no longer went home with her, she made new friends, both men and women.
He also saw it in his own eyes, as long as Xiao Xi was happy, he would be happy too. As the two became more and more estranged, there seemed to be a gap in Gong Mo's heart, and this gap became bigger and bigger with Xiao Xi's departure.
He felt so painful, his whole body seemed to be covered by cold, cold and painful, how many times he stood outside her door, but in the end he didn't have the courage to go in.
For a long time, he was thinking about his feelings for Xiao Xi, and his friends always laughed at him as a younger sister, who was bigger than the sky.
At first he thought it was normal, like many brothers in the world feel about their sisters, but then he gradually realized that it was not the case.
Once when he suddenly turned back home, he saw Xiao Xi who was only wearing a bath towel hurried to the living room to get something.
The little girl is no longer the matchstick sticking to her side in the past, nor the tomboy covered in mud rolling in the mud.
Her skin was as white as snow, her chestnut-colored hair was still covered with water droplets, her twin peaks were faintly visible in the bath towel, and her two slender and fair legs reminded him of a fact.
His girl has grown up, and at this moment he finally realizes that from beginning to end, his love for her is not the love of a brother for a sister.
It was a man's love for a woman. No brother would feel desire when he saw his sister's body. That night he had a dream, a dream that was full of charm but made his heart even more entangled.
After understanding his feelings for Xiao Xi, he couldn't face Xiao Xi even more. He was afraid that Xiao Xi would think him a pervert if he knew this.
A pervert who has plans for his younger sister, he also began to alienate Xiao Xi from that day on. The two were originally under the same roof, but they rarely saw each other for ten and a half months.
Even after meeting them, they lost the intimacy they had before, so Gong Mo could only suppress his feelings like this.
The two went to the same university, and Xiao Xi was one grade behind him, until one day Xiao Xi came to tell him, "Brother, I have someone I like."
At that moment, the ghost knows what kind of pain he felt in his heart. The thing he feared the most still came. Even if his heart hurt to death, on the surface he had to calmly say: "Oh, who is it?"
"Look, this is his photo. Isn't he handsome? He's in my class, and I fell in love with him right away." Xiao Xi smiled with two dimples, which were very pretty.
His favorite smile in the past felt a little harsh now, "Let me see you another day."
"But he doesn't like me, but brother, don't worry, I will definitely catch up with him." Xiao Xi bounced and ran away, as if she had returned to the past.
But Gong Mo was covering his heart, as if he had been slashed there, it hurts so much!
Since then, the whole school has been spreading the news that Xiao Xi chased Qu Jingbo, and the two became a beautiful scene in the school.
Someone joked: "Xiao Xi, you may not be able to catch him from freshman to senior year. His heart is made of stone, even if you die for him."
"Hmph, I don't believe it."
Gong Mo watched her start to learn makeup, learn to wear high heels, and learn to walk like a lady.
She learned how to make breakfast, although she had to taste it by herself every time, and she would only send it to Qu Jingbo after passing her own test.
Gong Mo admitted that he was jealous, how many times he wanted to pull her into his arms and tell her that he loved her.
But it was the first time that Gong Mo, who had no fear of anything, felt fear. He didn't dare, such feelings were too shocking.
Even if the two are not biological siblings, if it spreads out, it will stain Xiao Xi forever. He loves her, so he doesn't want her to take the slightest risk.
He had to suppress his feelings, and watched everything she did for Qu Jingbo with cold eyes.
Every time Xiao Xi fails in her confession, she will continue to cheer herself up and try to succeed in the next confession. At that time, Xiao Xi made him feel distressed and pity him.
He was caught in a deep contradiction. On the one hand, he hoped that Xiao Xi could get what she wanted, but on the other hand, he didn't want Qu Jingbo to accept her.
Who would have thought that amidst such complicated and contradictory feelings, Xiao Xi would eventually disappear into his life. If time could be turned back, he would definitely tell Xiao Xi about his feelings.
Regardless of whether she can accept it or not, at least give her all happiness while she is alive, this is what Gong Mo regrets the most.
When Xiao Xi left, it seemed that he took away all his sunshine, and he closed himself even more. For a long time, in order to forget Xiao Xi, he drank too much and looked for women every day.
Every time he dreamed back at midnight and saw strange women around him, he would feel disgusted, and he couldn't get out of that relationship.
Since then, he has had a serious obsession with cleanliness, and he no longer touches any women, nor does anyone touch him. He comes back on time after get off work every day, guards the empty room, and silently looks at this oil painting.
"Xiao Xi, he is back again, are you happy in the spirit of the sky?" Gong Mo's fingers gently caressed the smiling woman in the painting, as if the darkness of the whole world had been dispelled.
He loved her for more than 20 years, and he didn't know when this love would end.
The next day, when the warm sunlight penetrated the window and fell on the bed, the man and woman cuddled together formed a beautiful picture.
"Morning." Qu Jingbo woke up leisurely. The happiest thing was to be able to see the woman she loved early in the morning, caressing her soft hair with fingers, and whispering good morning to her.
Looking up, his hands have already been treated. Although the bandages are not beautiful, every part represents the little woman's care and love for her.
"Brother Bo, are you awake? Did you sleep well last night?" Luo Chu, who had just woken up, was still muttering, rubbing his head against Qu Jingbo's arms habitually.
Qu Jingbo stroked her cheek, "With you here, how can I sleep well? You worked hard last night."
At that time, he fell asleep as soon as his eyes were darkened. He didn't know what happened next. His body was dry and he didn't feel sticky. It was conceivable that she had cleaned it up for herself.
"I just did one thing you did to me before, so why is it so hard?" Luo Chu's body has returned to its original state, and his mental state has improved a lot.
After the two of them washed up, they had another checkup. Luo Chu was already safe and well. The doctor told her to eat well in the future, and it would be no big deal if she ate regularly and quantitatively.
Xiao Yang sent Luo Chu a change of clothes, and the three left the ward talking and laughing.
Qu Jingbo returned to Luo Chu's residence in the United States. Xiao Yang greeted him for a while before going to work. There were only two people left in the room.
After wandering around for a while, Qu Jingbo waved at Luo Chu after getting familiar with every corner, "Come here, little rabbit."
"What's the matter, Brother Bo?" Luo Chu walked to the balcony, and was pulled into his arms by him, and the two of them lay on the recliner, blowing the slightly refreshing cold wind.
"Don't you want to know about Xiao Xi? Let me tell you. Let me tell you first, but don't be jealous, because I don't have the relationship you imagined with her from the beginning to the end."
Thinking of Luo Chu's appearance yesterday, Qu Jingbo felt that he had to remind him first, so as not to make this little rabbit jealous.
"Who's jealous?"
"You still don't admit it? Who looked like you were going to eat me yesterday?" Qu Jingbo joked with a smile, it was the first time he saw Luo Chu so angry.
Luo Chu pouted, not daring to meet Qu Jingbo's gaze, "I, I don't have one."
"Yes, yes, you didn't. I'm jealous, okay?" Luo Chu rarely saw such an embarrassed and awkward little tsundere look.
Qu Jingbo bit her duplicity red lips lightly, Luo Chu gently pushed him away, "Stop making trouble, don't you want to talk about business, then you can talk about it quickly."
She was so familiar with this man, it was as if there was a switch on his body, and she accidentally activated the switch on him.
Even just kissing him, or touching him, and being taken to bed by him without paying attention, this man has such a magical ability.
"I left the Ye family that year and studied high school in China, because this way I can see you little rabbit anytime, anywhere.
And at that time, I was already starting my own business. When I got to university, I knew very well that domestic universities could not give me what I wanted, so I could only apply to foreign universities.
That is, when I was a freshman, not long after entering school, there was a lovely girl in our class, her name was Xiao Xi. "
Hearing this, Luo Chu felt a little sour in his heart, "I've never heard you praise other girls for being cute."
Qu Jingbo scratched her nose, "Don't interrupt, listen to me."
"Oh." Luo Chu continued to listen.
"She has a pair of deep dimples. She likes to smile very much. The dimples on her cheeks are very obvious when she smiles. She started a fierce pursuit of me soon after entering school.
There were not many suitors around me since I was a child, and at the beginning I only regarded her as one of her many suitors.
At that time, my heart was full of you. I just wanted to be with you and waited for you to grow up early so that I could marry you.
So I didn't take these women seriously, but later I found that Xiao Xi was different from other girls. "
"Why is it different?" Luo Chu suppressed the sadness in his heart and continued to ask.
"Her persistence, no matter how many times I reject her, I can see her smiling again the next day, she is like a little cockroach, no matter how hard I step on it, I won't die."
"You didn't agree to her just because of her insistence?" Luo Chu was a little unhappy.
Qu Jingbo scratched her nose, "Where did you think? Didn't I say that I would marry you when you grow up? Do you think I'm a heartless little one like you?"
"I, I'm too young to remember, then, what happened to Xiao Xi?"
"Before I thought she really liked me, no matter how I refused or how hurtful I said, she would persist in chasing me.
But at the same time, I thought she was very strange. She didn't look at me like those nympho girls. Although she was straightforward, she also had the sensitivity of a woman.
I can feel that she doesn't like me in her eyes. Since she doesn't like me, she won't be purely infatuated with my appearance, so why does she keep pestering me?
This question puzzled me for a long time, and I began to observe her, until something happened, and I finally found the reason. "
Qu Jingbo became more and more suspenseful as he talked, and Luo Chu also became interested as if listening to a story. He felt that Xiao Xi was not simple, and his whole body was full of mysteries.
"What's the reason?"
"Our school organized a basketball game that day. Gong Mo and I were two opposing groups. Gong Mo is her older brother and has always harbored hostility towards me. This feeling is not unique to you women.
At that time, we had a fierce confrontation between the two sides. Gong Mo and I had friction in grabbing the ball, and we landed from a high altitude at the same time. Because of the excessive force, we hit the ground hard at the same time.
After we fell, a small figure rushed faster than anyone else, and that person was Xiao Xi. "Speaking of this, Qu Jingbo paused for a while.
"Oh, don't be fooled, tell me what happened later, Xiao Xi helped you up, and then you were beaten by Gong Mo?" Luo Chu's thoughts flashed through his mind.
Just after finishing speaking, Qu Jingbo knocked on the head, "Is your man so useless in your heart?"
"That's not true, then you can tell me quickly."
"The result at that time surprised me, but it was also expected. I finally solved the answer to the previous question. The person she rushed to immediately was Gong Mo. Gong Mo's nose was hit by my elbow and caused a nosebleed. I will always remember the expression she looked at me and Gong Mo.
At that moment, I suddenly understood that the person she always liked was not me but Gong Mo, and I was just her human shield. Qu Jingbo smiled quietly.
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