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The effect of western medicine is really great, like hypnosis, let her fully rest and relax.She falls asleep non-stop and I prepare her usual favorite meals.She has no appetite.People are getting thinner and weaker.

She used to like talking to me, talking about ideals and life.I also like to listen.But now it's changed, and it's me talking non-stop without having anything to say, and she has become the audience instead.

"Do you want to study abroad?" I asked.

When Xiaoya heard about going abroad for further studies, Xiaoya seemed to regain her spirits, "Of course I want to!"

I solemnly said to her: "Which university do you want to study in?"

"Brother Wen, didn't you coax me to play?" Xiaoya couldn't believe it.

"I'm serious, I'm not joking. I'll let you know where you want to go to school!" I said to her sincerely.

"Brother, where did you get so much money?" She asked puzzled.

I touched the blue card given by Sister Hong in my pocket, and I checked it, and there were 200 million in it.He dared to say that with a solid mind.I didn't answer her directly.

Originally, this card was for the godmother to see a doctor, but now it can be used on Xiaoya.The cost of studying abroad is not affordable for ordinary families.

It is also my idea to let her study abroad. I hope she can get well soon and finish her studies well.In this way, the godmother can rest in peace under Jiuquan.

Seeing Xiaoya's pale face regain some energy, I felt extremely happy.For so many days, she didn't think about eating and drinking, and her mood was depressed, which made her look extremely haggard.

For a long time, Xiaoya's long-cherished dream is to go abroad for further studies, to be gilded in famous universities abroad.Feel the exotic learning atmosphere.She pays special attention to the information of world-renowned universities. She pays special attention to which universities have popular majors and which world celebrities have produced.It is also a favorite topic of conversation.

"I like Stanford University in the United States. It is my dream to study in this school." She continued excitedly.

"Stanford University was founded in 1891 by Leland Stanford, a railroad tycoon who was the governor and senator of California at the time, and his wife, Jane Lathrop Stanford. The university was named after their son, Leland Stanford Jr., who died of typhoid fever. The grieving Stanford couple decided to use his $2000 million savings and his 3561 hectares of land in Palo Alto to create a university. Very close to Silicon Valley, a world-renowned private research college. I like it very much The MBA program here. I dream of attending the business school of this university.”

Her eyes twinkled with excitement, and it seemed that her condition had improved considerably.

"The body is the capital of the revolution. If you don't have a good body, how can you go to study abroad? Eat your food first!" I pointed to the steaming and delicious food on the table.

She hurriedly picked up the chopsticks and ate with relish. Seeing her eating big and small mouthfuls, I watched her with peace of mind, my eyes full of encouragement.

People are destined to have a goal in this life and work hard for it.Just like a ship in the sea, if there is no target, it will eventually deviate from the course.

During this period of time, the route of the Xiaoya has been lost. What I want to do is to put this lost boat back on the right track.

Sudden happiness works better than any medicine.She seemed to have found her purpose in life once again.This made me understand the meaning of motui ghost better.

"Brother Wen, why are you so kind to me? Am I worthy of you treating me like this?" She said emotionally.

"Silly girl, I can't do anything about many things. After so much experience, I gradually understand that there are too many things in the world that are more important than money."

"For example?"

"For example, feelings are like this! Really, people are emotional animals. In fact, my godmother has never met me. She can stretch out her warm hands to help me tide over the difficulties when I am most difficult. Such feelings are unforgettable for me forever. Now It’s your most difficult time. If I don’t try my best to pull you back from the cliff, how can I be worthy of your dead mother? For you, the road to life is still very long, and you will still have to enjoy it in the future. A lot of happiness and brilliance, there is nothing we can't live with on the road of life. Although life has given us a lot of hardships, there will be a day when all the hardships will be rewarded. We cannot be overwhelmed by these sufferings, depressed from now on, or even do stupid things. You Do you know? When I saw you jumping off the building that day, I was terrified. I was anxious and angry. I wanted to beat you up for my godmother. You are too cowardly. No matter how hard you think about it, you can’t do this. What a fool!" I said angrily.

"Brother Wen, I didn't know what to do at the time. My mother left me, and my body was defiled by that demon again. How would I have the face to meet you, and how would I face my future life. I'm very sad. You know my feelings for you. Now I'm not qualified to talk about feelings with you. I just want to free myself completely, and it's over. I don't have endless troubles to weigh me down Here we go." She said excitedly.

"You are so stupid! These things are not caused by you, why should you bear it yourself! The fault is not yours at all, you are the biggest victim, you should live a good life, and live a more exciting life than before." I encouraged explain.

"Xiaoya, of course I understand your feelings for my brother. You are right. I have low self-esteem when it comes to the two of us. At first we communicated by writing letters. The things I write, in fact, can best reflect my lack of confidence in my cultural accomplishment and temperament. When the godmother was alive, she had the intention of fulfilling the two of us. I have compared your own conditions with me countless times, no matter In any respect, I am not worthy of you.

That's what I wanted to say to you when we went to the beach.Think about it, you are currently a graduate student, and you will soon go abroad for further study.As for me, I only have a high school degree. Although I am studying at TV University, after all, I am only a graduate student.In the future, after you finish your studies, you will find a very good job.As for me, I work in an insurance company. It can be said that there is no tomorrow, and it is extremely unstable.I don't want to hold you back and delay your life and happiness. You are now in the golden period of learning, and this precious time will pass in a flash!In the future, if you want to find a high-quality intellectual with a similar level of knowledge as you, this is the right match. "

"Brother Wen, I have very deep feelings for you. You are right. I am currently in the study stage. When I finish my studies abroad, I will definitely come back. As long as you don't dislike my unclean body, I will be open and generous." I want you to marry me back home!" She hugged me tightly while talking, and buried her head deeply in my arms.

"Brother Wen, I don't want to leave you for a moment. Really, you are the only family member I have in this world. Don't leave me either, okay?"

"Silly boy, I won't leave you. You study hard. After you finish your studies, you just need to come back and visit me. I don't expect anything, and brother has no right to expect anything!" I hugged Xiaoya tightly, and tears couldn't help It came out of my eyes, dripped on her soft hair, dripped into her teardrops, and the tears that blended with each other dripped deeply in our hearts.