roses and lilies

Time flies, the years are silent, the few months in a hurry, and the few years in the blink of an eye, it makes people grow old and never returns.Only missing, boundless without extension.The voice and smile are still in my heart.There is no hope in this life, see you in the next life.

It has been two years since Xiao Ling left me. These days, I enrich myself in various ways, trying not to think about her.I can't get rid of her figure in my mind.The beautiful moments we spent together have turned into painful memories. If she was still alive, I think we would have entered the marriage hall like most people, and maybe our baby would have been born.Her memorial day is coming soon. Early in the morning, I came to the Wanqin flower shop located in the pedestrian street. Although the store is not big, the doorway is full of bottles filled with flowers. The air is full of perfume lilies and rose dew. scent.A young girl in jeans, a T-shirt, and a long floral apron is busy doing business at the small table at the entrance of the store. She has long black hair and a red hairpin tied very low. She has big eyes and a single eyebrow. Mole with big ink dots, square face with snowy complexion, like an ancient long-haired girl in Japanese kimono, gentle and virtuous, who is skillfully combing the flower branches with scissors, cutting and tying them, with light and unrestrained movements, After a while, the gorgeous hand holding was made.It can be seen that the business of the flower shop is very hot.She is very busy, and it is not easy to find her foothold and goal in this huge city.I'm really happy for her.She is in a better position than I am.I thought to myself and looked at her with a smile, but she never realized that I was next to her.I feel totally relaxed when I'm with her.Talking with her is also unreserved. We talk about life, circumstances, ideals, and love.It is rare to have a confidant in life, and it is even rarer to have a confidante.In the dark, it seems that we have met each other in the previous life, and we hit it off right away in this life. At the moment when I was hit hard, it was she who helped me tide over the difficulties.At the moment when I was laid off and extremely hesitant, it was she who soothed my fragile heart with gentle words.She sends me far more flowers than I send anyone else.Because every time I buy flowers, I rarely ask me for money.I have nothing to give her, as if she doesn't want me to be burdened and stressed.I have an indescribable feeling about her, and sometimes I even feel that I owe her a lot.She silently expects me to be happy, but she always seems to be inferior and maintain each other with me without crossing the boundary.There may be countless fantasies, longings and beauties in her heart, but she is still calm and rational when she returns to reality.She has a delicate and sentimental mind, which makes it impossible for me to speculate or explore.

As soon as she looked up and saw me, her eyes immediately shone with a strange brilliance, showing a long-lasting smile, expecting knowingly, as if she had a thousand words to tell me but was at a loss for words. "What? I missed me today, and I didn't say hello in advance when I came, so I could prepare myself!" She said affectionately. "I'm here to prepare, what are you preparing, a jug of wine? Eight dishes? I'm not an outsider." "You, go to hell, you will make fun of me. Look at me, just empty-handed, too bad Sincerity. What a confidante! You men, you are so hypocritical." Talking and laughing, he invited me into the small shop, the room was full of flowers, fragrant, and the neat floor was decorated with fallen petals of various colors.The flowers are full of all kinds of true feelings in the world. The ocean of flowers and the world of love weave touching stories one after another. Every flower buyer has beautiful love, family affection and friendship deeply hidden.Flower sellers fulfill their feelings.They are angels, gods of love, fairies, and holy lords. They spread love to people, let people face their relatives, lovers and friends with love, and infect people around them with true feelings.I took out a handmade box of chocolates from my backpack. "It's for you, do you like it? Flowers and chocolate, isn't it good!" She took it, opened it, and took a heart-shaped one and put it in her mouth. "How do you eat it so that your mouth is sweet to your heart?" I said jokingly. "It's delicious, and the taste is quite strong." "Can I buy it for you again. No one will want me in the future, and your place is my best home." "Die you, the dog can't spit it out Ivory, is it true that you are talking about a girlfriend again? I haven’t come to see me for a long time, and I haven’t made a phone call. You know how worried people are about you.” “What are you talking about? I’m so busy. The insurance company It’s really not what ordinary people do. The pressure is too great, the business is not easy to do, and you can’t earn much if you are busy every day. How is your business here?” “It’s okay, it will be better in time for the festival. Usually business is bleak, and the turnover Excluding the rent, I can only earn a few thousand yuan a month. It’s also quite tiring. I’m the only one doing the plugging and cutting. If you don’t mind, come and help me, although you won’t earn much. , It’s always okay to eat. We can still talk every day. Save me from missing you all the time, and not seeing you.” She said affectionately. "Where am I this piece of material? I will just run here and there all my life. If you let me calm down somewhere, I will get sick. At that time, you will be with a sick person. Don't be afraid of being infected by me." I said jokingly. "You think a lot. You think you have such a great charm. Who cares about you? It's just my good intentions. I plan to take you in. If you still take one, go to hell, you don't even look in the mirror. Look at your face." She said with a blush. "Tell me, what's the matter with me today? You are so busy, you definitely came to me because you have something to do, are you sending flowers to your girlfriend again?" "Are you really right, are there any fresh roses? I'll make a hand holding it." "Yes." He casually took out a handful of bright red roses from the vase and cut them carefully, and in a short while a hand holding a beautiful red rose was ready, and the purple color was used. A yellow butterfly satin was printed on the floral paper and handed to me.I took the opportunity to take money out of my pocket, but she stopped her, and a pair of big watery eyes under the black mole on the brows swirled in their sockets with tears.He said in a low voice: "No need, straighten your back, behave better, and tell me how it goes, I know women better than you, maybe I can help you. I wish you success this time." I smiled and said: "Your suggestion is really useless this time. I will take this hand to the cemetery for the little spirit. I go to see her every year." I said sadly. "Well, it's been two years since she left in a flash, how fast. You should go and see her. She is a good girl, she can give everything for you, compared to what can I give for you? ’ she said jealously.