Suddenly, the person who was standing downstairs just now came up.
Su Yihuan first looked at the crumbling wine bottles, then at the haggard Xiao Jinyan, and sighed silently.
She guessed right, Xiao Jinyan was indeed here.
"You met your mother, didn't you?"
After a moment of silence, he finally nodded.
Su Yihuan walked over and sat down on the steps beside Xiao Jinyan.
Xiao Jinyan groped in his pocket, took out a pack of cigarettes, took out one and lit it.The two sat in silence.
Until Xiao Jinyan spoke first: "We used to sit here like this when we were both in college."
"Yes."
Su Yihuan let out a sigh: "But it's not time for us to go to college."
It seems to be the same as in the past, but it is not the past after all. The scenery is not the same as the old scene, and the people are not the people. Time mottled the wall, and it also mottled the face of the people, and even the mood.
At that time, she would never have thought that she and Xiao Jin's banquet would reach the point it is today.
For them today, it is meaningless to mourn the past.
Su Yihuan took out her mobile phone, looked for Su Tang's number stored there, and said while searching, "Husband and wife shouldn't have so many secrets, you should tell Su Tang about your mother, besides, it's not you who are so decadent now. I'll call Su Tang and ask her to talk to you."
Just as the call was dialed, Xiao Jinyan hung up the call.
He opened his mouth with a difficult voice: "I will go back and face what I have to face, but before that, please chat with me."
Xiao Jinyan looked at her, almost begging in his eyes: "Just for a while."
Su Yihuan put down the phone: "Okay, just for a while, we are not children anymore, we should know that no matter how big a injury a person encounters, he has to stand up and bear it to get through it."
Xiao Jinyan glanced at her, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly: "Yeah, anyway, I haven't seen my biological mother very much since I was a child. I have carried everything through, so naturally I can still carry it. I am born with a cheap life, not like some people who are born noble. , the health is not good, so she needs to be cared for and pampered in every possible way."
"What's bad? Who are you talking about?"
The conversation with Xiao Jinyan last time came to mind, and Su Yihuan had an incredible idea. She tentatively asked, "You mean...Chen Cheng?"
"You guessed it"
Xiao Jinyan looked up at the sky, with a mournful voice:
"That's right, Chen Cheng, it's my younger brother."
Although he vaguely guessed it, he was still shocked to hear this sentence from Xiao Jinyan's mouth.
That young Chen Cheng, who is sometimes mischievous, sometimes obedient, but always refuses to reveal a little bit of his heart, is Xiao Jinyan's younger brother!
The truth is unbelievable, but all the details of getting along with Chen Cheng in the past clearly confirm this sentence.
Why did Chen Cheng come to take pictures of this old building, because this is where Xiao Jinyan once lived.
Why was he so abnormal when he saw Xiao Jinyan's photo in her cabinet.
And why did Xiao Jinyan suddenly come out to stop her after seeing her getting to know Chen Cheng.
These fragments of details gradually overlapped to weave a truth.
The knot in Chen Cheng's heart is not his own illness, but that he has a half-brother!
"Chen Cheng has seen you a long time ago, right? He himself said that he was not so rebellious before, because he has seen you, right?" Su Yihuan asked.
A cigarette had been smoked to the end, Xiao Jinyan crushed it to the ground:
"Yes, more than a year ago, after Jiang Yiru refused to see me."
"I thought at the time, why? Jiang Yiru abandoned me back then, married a rich man and gave birth to him. He is also her son with half the same blood. Why is it that I am the only one in pain? And he is so miserable every day. Being cared for by a gentle mother? At that time, I felt viciously that Chen Cheng’s illness was God’s retribution for Jiang Yiru, and God felt wronged for me, so I went to him and told him how hideous his mother was. If you want to suffer, let everyone suffer together!"
Xiao Jinyan clenched his fists tightly on his knees, and the more he spoke, the harder his knuckles turned white.
Those perennially melancholy eyes were full of malicious light, Su Yihuan felt that the person in front of him was extremely strange, and couldn't help saying: "Why do you implicate Chen Cheng?"
Xiao Jinyan laughed: "What? Is Chen Cheng so attractive? You also complain for him? Don't you like Li Cheng'an? Oh no, it should be Shi Mosheng now."

Su Yihuan didn't pay attention to the sarcasm in his words.
Su Yihuan shook her head: "Do you think you are thinking right now? I advise you not because he is likable, but because he is the most innocent person in the whole thing! It's not Chen Cheng's fault, he A good boy."
"He is innocent, so I deserve to be unhappy all my life?"
Xiao Jinyan's eyes were red, he beat his heart with one hand, and questioned her.
Su Yihuan was surprisingly calm. She stood up and said, "You could have been happy, but you chose the wrong path. You chose hatred, so you couldn't be happy."
After hearing this, Xiao Jinyan's excitement gradually subsided. He slowly lowered his head, and after a long time, he raised his head again, with a guilty and sad expression: "You are wrong. The most innocent person in the whole thing is you."
Su Yihuan was stunned.
Xiao Jinyan stood up and looked at her: "Can't you feel it yourself? You are the one who should be wronged the most, because you are the one who was really hurt by Chi Yu! If you make me not hate Chen Cheng, then you can easily Don't you hate me?"
No, he failed her feelings for several years, how could he not hate him?It's easy for people to talk about others, but it's hard to do it for themselves.
"Say sorry to me." Su Yihuan said suddenly.
"what?"
"Apologize to me, say sorry," she repeated.
Xiao Jinyan took a step back slowly, his lips trembling, yes, he owed her an apology, Su Yihuan was right, he could have been happy originally, Su Yihuan was God's compensation for him, but he couldn't see clearly, he hurt her with his own hands her.
"Sorry……"
This sentence of apology, he finally said it at this moment, thinking it was too late.
"I forgive you."
She said that she was decisive and loud, the same as the phrase "I don't want to" when she rejected him.
Only this time, she said, "I forgive you."
In these four words, there is the power of tolerance and redemption.

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