She remembered a place and had to check it out.
If Xiao Jinyan was really there, then she would tell Su Tang to deal with it. If she was worrying too much, then it was completely none of her business.
After making up her mind, she stood up directly, picked up her bag and ran out of the cafeteria.
When Su Yihuan stopped the taxi and told the destination, the driver was still puzzled: "Girl, that area has been demolished."
After receiving Su Yihuan's reconfirmation, the driver started to clock and set off.
Su Yihuan looked at the jumping red numbers, and the only scene of Xiao Jinyan crying in front of her came to mind.
It was when Xiao Jinyan was in college, he tapped on her window lightly in the evening, she put down her book, jumped directly from the window to the outside platform, and chatted with him as usual.
But that day, Xiao Jinyan kept silent, and the teenager smoked a cigarette in front of her.
She guessed that he probably missed his mother again, just like herself.
Suddenly I heard Xiao Jinyan say: "Today, the ancient history teacher told a story in class, saying that Zheng Zhuanggong's mother didn't like him because he was born with dystocia. Rebellion. You said, a mother, because the birth of the child brought her pain, can she not love her at all? But what is wrong with the child? "
Su Yihuan looked up at him at that time, but she didn't understand the meaning of his words. Seeing Xiao Jinyan smoking, she really wanted to say that smoking is not something a good student should do.
However, she didn't say it because she heard Xiao Jinyan continue to say: "My mother's life is not good, it's my father's fault, what's wrong with me? Why doesn't she want me?"
It turns out that the current Xiao family is glamorous and beautiful, but Mr. Xiao’s original partner is not the current Mrs. Xiao, and people are deeply separated. Even if Xiao’s mother treats Xiao Jinyan very well, Xiao Jinyan’s biological mother who abandoned him is still always in his heart. root thorn.
The teenage boy tried to suppress his voice, but he couldn't suppress the trembling sobs in his throat after all.
Su Yihuan watched helplessly as a tear flowed down the corner of his eye, and was wiped away without a trace by the moment he put the cigarette filter in his mouth.
She didn't intend to stop him from smoking, because perhaps only the light blue smoke rising and dissipating in the night could save his tears.
That was the first and only time Su Yihuan saw Xiao Jinyan cry.
Since then, never again.
The fence in front of me is completely rusted. I remember that it was still silver when I first moved in. Many children often came out after dinner to skip rope, kick shuttlecocks and hit sandbags on this platform.
Now, as far as the eye can see, there are only tall buildings rising from the urban area in the distance, and ruins all around.
Xiao Jinyan sat on the slow platform of the abandoned building, ignoring the high-end suit covered with dust on the ground, and with a slight movement of his legs, he knocked over the wine bottle next to him. Then, there was a domino effect, and there were more than a dozen ding ding bang bangs All the glass bottles fell down.
He's been sitting here since last night, driving around the city aimlessly with a case of wine in his car.
Yancheng is the place where he grew up, his hometown, but he has nowhere to go, he is a homeless person.
Until he was guided by the devil in his heart, took a step of betrayal, and gave up the best things in the world, just to make that woman look at him with admiration.
More than a year ago, he finally mustered up the courage to find the woman named Jiang Yiru who abandoned him more than 20 years ago with the help of his lawyer status and connections.
his mother.
He knew that she was married to a rich boss, and now she was living in luxury, and he didn't want to get anything from it. He just wanted to make a phone call and ask her to come out and meet her.
If she is willing to see him, he is willing to continue to be ignorant like a child who watched his mother dragging the box away when he was very young and still ignorant of what parting is, and does not care about her absence for more than 20 years.
He clearly remembered what kind of hope he made that phone call, and what happened, he was poured a basin of cold water on his head, which directly cooled down to the bottom of his heart.
After Jiang Yiru heard his name, she was silent for a while, and then calmly said on the phone: "Jin Yan, I think we should not meet, I don't want you to disturb my current life."
After that, he hung up the phone directly.
At that time, listening to the beeping busy tone, for the first time, the fire of hatred really burned in his heart.
His mother didn't care about him at all.
She left at the beginning because of money, but now that she rejects him inhumanely, she is probably still afraid of losing the wealth she has now.
Then he will stand at the top and then spurn her in turn!
Now the Xiao family is flourishing in the business circle, but so what?
He risked going to jail to fiddle with Jiang Yiru's contract, waiting for this cold-blooded woman to send his own son, who had been abandoned for 20 years, to prison for money.
However, Jiang Yiru seemed not as inhuman as he thought. After hearing his name, instead of suing him, he proposed to meet him.
But what they said after the meeting was to hope that his grievances would not hurt her youngest son.
Only then did he realize that Jiang Yiru was not without maternal love.
She can put money second.
It's just that he can't.
Just because his birth was accompanied by her first unhappy marriage, she blamed him, refused to give him any maternal love, abandoned him to her alcoholic father for 20 years, and ignored him for the second time. A son who takes good care of her and is the best mother.
What did he do wrong?What did my five-year-old self do wrong?
At that moment, he suddenly felt that the things he got in exchange for betraying Su Yihuan, and his marriage with Su Tang were meaningless, and he finally had the answer.
The answer is that he was born to be a total joke.
Xiao Jinyan stood up unsteadily, looking at the ruins outside the railing, this direction was the gate of the original community.
It turned out that there was an elm tree there.
On the first day he moved here, he met Su Yihuan there, but now there is nothing there.
His gaze fell in that direction, and a figure appeared in his sight.
There is no way she will be here.
Xiao Jinyan closed his eyes and shook his head fiercely, then looked over, the figure was still there.
Su Yihuan was standing in front of the abandoned old building, just in time to see Xiao Jinyan standing up on the platform.
Xiao Jinyan looked and looked intently, before he could finally believe his eyes and confirm that it was Su Yihuan.
If Xiao Jinyan was really there, then she would tell Su Tang to deal with it. If she was worrying too much, then it was completely none of her business.
After making up her mind, she stood up directly, picked up her bag and ran out of the cafeteria.
When Su Yihuan stopped the taxi and told the destination, the driver was still puzzled: "Girl, that area has been demolished."
After receiving Su Yihuan's reconfirmation, the driver started to clock and set off.
Su Yihuan looked at the jumping red numbers, and the only scene of Xiao Jinyan crying in front of her came to mind.
It was when Xiao Jinyan was in college, he tapped on her window lightly in the evening, she put down her book, jumped directly from the window to the outside platform, and chatted with him as usual.
But that day, Xiao Jinyan kept silent, and the teenager smoked a cigarette in front of her.
She guessed that he probably missed his mother again, just like herself.
Suddenly I heard Xiao Jinyan say: "Today, the ancient history teacher told a story in class, saying that Zheng Zhuanggong's mother didn't like him because he was born with dystocia. Rebellion. You said, a mother, because the birth of the child brought her pain, can she not love her at all? But what is wrong with the child? "
Su Yihuan looked up at him at that time, but she didn't understand the meaning of his words. Seeing Xiao Jinyan smoking, she really wanted to say that smoking is not something a good student should do.
However, she didn't say it because she heard Xiao Jinyan continue to say: "My mother's life is not good, it's my father's fault, what's wrong with me? Why doesn't she want me?"
It turns out that the current Xiao family is glamorous and beautiful, but Mr. Xiao’s original partner is not the current Mrs. Xiao, and people are deeply separated. Even if Xiao’s mother treats Xiao Jinyan very well, Xiao Jinyan’s biological mother who abandoned him is still always in his heart. root thorn.
The teenage boy tried to suppress his voice, but he couldn't suppress the trembling sobs in his throat after all.
Su Yihuan watched helplessly as a tear flowed down the corner of his eye, and was wiped away without a trace by the moment he put the cigarette filter in his mouth.
She didn't intend to stop him from smoking, because perhaps only the light blue smoke rising and dissipating in the night could save his tears.
That was the first and only time Su Yihuan saw Xiao Jinyan cry.
Since then, never again.
The fence in front of me is completely rusted. I remember that it was still silver when I first moved in. Many children often came out after dinner to skip rope, kick shuttlecocks and hit sandbags on this platform.
Now, as far as the eye can see, there are only tall buildings rising from the urban area in the distance, and ruins all around.
Xiao Jinyan sat on the slow platform of the abandoned building, ignoring the high-end suit covered with dust on the ground, and with a slight movement of his legs, he knocked over the wine bottle next to him. Then, there was a domino effect, and there were more than a dozen ding ding bang bangs All the glass bottles fell down.
He's been sitting here since last night, driving around the city aimlessly with a case of wine in his car.
Yancheng is the place where he grew up, his hometown, but he has nowhere to go, he is a homeless person.
Until he was guided by the devil in his heart, took a step of betrayal, and gave up the best things in the world, just to make that woman look at him with admiration.
More than a year ago, he finally mustered up the courage to find the woman named Jiang Yiru who abandoned him more than 20 years ago with the help of his lawyer status and connections.
his mother.
He knew that she was married to a rich boss, and now she was living in luxury, and he didn't want to get anything from it. He just wanted to make a phone call and ask her to come out and meet her.
If she is willing to see him, he is willing to continue to be ignorant like a child who watched his mother dragging the box away when he was very young and still ignorant of what parting is, and does not care about her absence for more than 20 years.
He clearly remembered what kind of hope he made that phone call, and what happened, he was poured a basin of cold water on his head, which directly cooled down to the bottom of his heart.
After Jiang Yiru heard his name, she was silent for a while, and then calmly said on the phone: "Jin Yan, I think we should not meet, I don't want you to disturb my current life."
After that, he hung up the phone directly.
At that time, listening to the beeping busy tone, for the first time, the fire of hatred really burned in his heart.
His mother didn't care about him at all.
She left at the beginning because of money, but now that she rejects him inhumanely, she is probably still afraid of losing the wealth she has now.
Then he will stand at the top and then spurn her in turn!
Now the Xiao family is flourishing in the business circle, but so what?
He risked going to jail to fiddle with Jiang Yiru's contract, waiting for this cold-blooded woman to send his own son, who had been abandoned for 20 years, to prison for money.
However, Jiang Yiru seemed not as inhuman as he thought. After hearing his name, instead of suing him, he proposed to meet him.
But what they said after the meeting was to hope that his grievances would not hurt her youngest son.
Only then did he realize that Jiang Yiru was not without maternal love.
She can put money second.
It's just that he can't.
Just because his birth was accompanied by her first unhappy marriage, she blamed him, refused to give him any maternal love, abandoned him to her alcoholic father for 20 years, and ignored him for the second time. A son who takes good care of her and is the best mother.
What did he do wrong?What did my five-year-old self do wrong?
At that moment, he suddenly felt that the things he got in exchange for betraying Su Yihuan, and his marriage with Su Tang were meaningless, and he finally had the answer.
The answer is that he was born to be a total joke.
Xiao Jinyan stood up unsteadily, looking at the ruins outside the railing, this direction was the gate of the original community.
It turned out that there was an elm tree there.
On the first day he moved here, he met Su Yihuan there, but now there is nothing there.
His gaze fell in that direction, and a figure appeared in his sight.
There is no way she will be here.
Xiao Jinyan closed his eyes and shook his head fiercely, then looked over, the figure was still there.
Su Yihuan was standing in front of the abandoned old building, just in time to see Xiao Jinyan standing up on the platform.
Xiao Jinyan looked and looked intently, before he could finally believe his eyes and confirm that it was Su Yihuan.
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