A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

That was the ending that belonged to me and An Jinnian alone. In the past so many days and nights, I was like Xia Xin, waiting for the person who disappeared without saying goodbye.

I have also been like her, stubborn and clinging to love.

Suddenly, I remembered that such a sentence was written in the book many years ago...

I think the luckiest thing about me is not how great I am, but because the person I met in my lifetime was named An Jinnian.

An Jinnian, this name seems to be possessed by magic, occupying all my youth.

Every stroke and every painting is deeply rooted in my mind, and it has taken root and sprouted since then.

When An Jinnian came to find me, I was still in the deep sea of ​​memory, with a tearful appearance, completely downplaying the people and things around me.

"Why are you crying..." He walked up to me, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on my face, and said, "I'm crying, I'm like a little tabby cat..." The provocative tone, the sexy and magnetic voice , fell in the ears, still so nice.

"Nian Jin..."

I didn't care about Mu Yuan and Cui Yuanhao who were following behind him, I stood up impulsively and hugged him, buried my head in his chest, and fell silent for a while.

The world suddenly quieted down. When I heard the violent heartbeat in his chest, my heart also beat. It was so pleasant to hear.

I hugged him tightly, afraid that in the next second, he would disappear.

I hope that what I am facing at this moment is an endless dream, and in the dream we have finally become the Prince Charming and Cinderella in fairy tales.

"I'm here." An Jinnian's voice was very soft, very soft.

He raised his hand to caress the back of my head, stroking gently, the warm breath from the tip of his nose fluttered in my ear, suddenly like a dream.

"Don't drive me away again, okay?" After Xia Xin and Cui Yuanhao's emotional stimulation, my love for An Jinnian became more firm in my heart. "Even if the sky falls, I will stay with you. Whether it is going up the mountain of swords or going down into the sea of ​​fire, I will stay with you for the rest of my life, okay..."

An Jinnian stopped moving his hands and looked down at me with endless desolation in his eyes.It seemed that there was an indescribable sadness stuck in his throat, but he couldn't open his mouth no matter what.

I know in my heart that this is my last chance with him, so I can't let go.

"Lin Xi, don't be like this, okay..." He hugged me and said softly.

I stared blankly at him, gazing affectionately, the corners of my eyes that had finally dried up were soaked with tears again, but I still refused to look away.

I thought, if this is a dream, please let me sleep forever.

"Cough..." Mu Yuan coughed lightly, and said intermittently, "The public, you two, pay attention, pay attention..."

An Jinnian rolled his eyes at him angrily, and coaxed me, "It's getting late, do you want me to take you back?"

Going back, sending me back again, he always did this at critical moments, replacing everything with a sentence of sending me home.

An Jinnian, do I really have to be so dispensable in your heart?

Still, your so-called I love you and my so-called I love you are actually standing at different ends of the world, and they are getting farther and farther away from each other.

I didn't snort, and got out of his arms, sucking my nose hard, heartbroken.

It seemed that the one who admitted my identity in front of everyone just now was just my hallucination.

And he, An Jinnian, only appeared in my dreams from the beginning to the end.

The tears were like bursting a dam, uncontrollable, and the big teardrops rolled down my face, making my heart ache for a moment, so painful that I couldn't extricate myself, causing injuries everywhere.

"Could it be that in your opinion, I am a fool who comes and goes when you call it?" I scolded him for his ruthlessness, every word and every word, piercing my heart bit by bit.

The sorrow that spread to the bone can no longer be summed up in words.

I even thought, should I just leave like this, and the two will never owe each other and never see each other again.

But the dull pain in my heart is clearly reminding me that I can't bear it.

"Our relationship for so many years, can't it be worth a secret in your heart?" I broke the jar and shouted, "An Jinnian, don't think that if you don't tell me, I don't know that you are hiding something from me."

I didn't want to tear open this bloody wound, but every time I saw An Jinnian's nonchalant face, I would get angry for no reason.

"Are you... all right?" Xia Xin who was on the side spoke, as if trying to persuade him.But when he touched the sadness on my face, he stopped talking again.

She looked up at Cui Yuanhao and said, "Let's go, Miss Lin must have something to say."

"Well, let's go." Cui Yuanhao responded, and said to Mu Yuan, "Mu Yuan, I'll take Xia Xin away first, call if you need anything."

After saying that, I saw Cui Yuanhao carefully pulling Xia Xin away, and disappeared into the noisy crowd.

Mu Yuan stared at the direction in which the two of them were going away, his eyes were bright and full of affection.

"Let's go too." An Jinnian ignored my unreasonable troubles, and pulled me to leave.

I shook off his outstretched hand with all my strength, crying, with snot and tears, and said roguely, "Don't go, don't go..."

However, what I rely on now is that An Jinnian still likes me.

"Then I won't go, I'll accompany you..." He softened his tone, put his arms around my shoulders, and continued to coax, "Stop crying, stop crying, I'll accompany you, okay..."

I didn't talk to me, just kept humming...

He helplessly reached out to wipe away the tear stains on my face, and said, "My makeup is already worn out from crying, and if I continue crying, I will really become ugly."

My vision was blurred by tears, I raised my eyes to stare at him, but in a trance, I saw his dreamy handsome face, which was still so beautiful that it was unreal.

I wanted to take this opportunity to pretend once, but in the end I was defeated by my own soft heart, and I couldn't help myself.

"I said you two are endless, why are you arguing twice in three days? If you really have nothing to do, you might as well go home early and have a baby..." The lonely Mu Yuan was restrained, and soon Changed his image, and expressed his dissatisfaction in his unpleasant voice. "In this way, I will feel at ease sooner."

My sobbing voice was blocked in my throat by his words, and I didn't know how to react for a moment.

An Jinnian also seemed to be shocked by Mu Yuan's sudden words, and he stood there, losing his spirit in an instant.

At this time, Xu Yan dragged Yu Sheng to find me, and the first thing she said after seeing me was "Wow, Lin Xi, have you been bitten by a dog? You are crying so sadly."

Immediately, all my sadness was gone, and I just wanted to strangle her in the most clumsy way possible.

"What, you're so stupid, I still hit the mark, sorry?" Xu Yan's words pointed at my vitals, and then she said to An Jinnian, "I said Mrs. An, my wife is for pampering. Why do you always make Lin Xi cry, let me tell you, this is not good. If one day Lin Xi is killed by you like this, you will regret it."

Sure enough, Xu Yan deserves to be the most venomous tongue in my heart.But in just two sentences, An Jinnian and I were left speechless.

"You, you took the wrong medicine." An Jinnian asked tentatively, frowning.

"Ha ha……"

The corners of Xu Yan's mouth kept twitching after An Jinnian's questioning ended.

I hugged my stomach, turned from sadness, and bent over laughing.

"Why are you laughing, what's so funny." Xu Yan curled her lips dissatisfied, and complained, "If you laugh again, I'll hit you."

Yu Sheng stood behind Xu Yan, smiling softly, his two charming dimples, under the light, raised layers of aura...

He patted Xu Yan on the shoulder and said, "Okay, Lin Xi is fine, so don't provoke her with words anymore."

Although it was an accusation, I could clearly hear the tenderness in the words.

Come to think of it, Yu Sheng's affection for Xu Yan has grown day by day after spending so much time together.

This is also good, if Xu Yan can forget Qin Xiao and choose Yu Sheng, it must be a good thing.

"Hmph! She has no conscience, her elbows are always turning outwards, no wonder people always say that the married daughter splashed water. Look at me, it's the rain that the girlfriends sent out can't get back." Xu Yan was half-hearted. The ridicule is half provocative.

"Yes, this sentence is too correct, Miss Xu, great job." Not to be outdone, Mu Yuan gave Xu Yan a thumbs up and praised.

Immediately, all the blame was directed at me and An Jinnian.

He does not mean that.I took a peek at An Jinnian, endured the drying up of tears, blurred vision, and opened my eyes in pain, not very clear.

"Okay, it's getting late, I'll take Lin Xi back."

An Jinnian's words made me inexplicably sad. He avoided it so obviously, but soon touched the scar in my heart again, which was numb and painful.

"No need, I'll go back by myself." My stubborn temper broke out again under the emotions he deliberately concealed.

I took off the coat I was wearing, and threw it on the sofa in the astonishment of everyone, and said, "Master An is so busy, so don't bother."

I can't tell how many times this kind of scene is staged. Every time the scene overlaps, it will only make me more confused.

An Jinnian, you are always like this, what should I do with you.

I want to hit you, but I can't bear it.

I want to say that I don't love you anymore, but my heart is so painful that I won't allow it.

Therefore, every time your indifference and alienation is like every scar in my heart, it hurts when touched, and shatters when it hurts.

So, An Jinnian, what should I do with you.

Desperate departure has become a storyline that must be staged every time An Jinnian and I part ways.

Obviously every time, one second we are still gluey, but the next second, we meet each other and don't know each other.

"Lin Xi, don't make trouble..."

This time, to my surprise, An Jinnian caught me who was about to leave in time.

The strength of his hand fell on my wrist, obviously weak.

I faltered in my steps, feeling the warmth from his palm, but I was not willing to let go.

"An Jinnian, what are you going to do? You said you don't love me, okay, if you don't love me, then I will leave. But you said you love me, and if you said you loved me, I would come back, but why did you come back? You still want to push me away." Pointing to my heart, I said sadly, "Do you know that this place is already riddled with holes because of you."