A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

In the dark and long night, the lights are brightly lit, and the bell rings at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, announcing the end of 2018, the arrival of 2019, and the end of New Year's Eve.

An Jinnian hugged Lin Xi, his eyes were as gentle as water, he stretched out his hand, and stroked her face, his eyes were full of nostalgia.He reluctantly placed a kiss on her forehead and said, "It's over, let's go home..."

He gently placed Lin Xi on the back seat, took off his jacket, covered Lin Xi, and sat back in the driver's seat.

An Jinnian had just fastened her seat belt and was about to drive away.Suddenly, it seemed as if something rushed into his throat, and bursts of itching and pain came from his throat, making him unable to help but cough softly, "Cough..."

He reacted quickly, raised his hand to cover his mouth forcefully, suppressed it as much as possible, and coughed softly.Tears welled up in his red eyes.The violent ups and downs of his chest, accompanied by the pain of his bones, swept his whole body, but he didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that if he accidentally woke up the sleeping person in the back seat.

After a deep and suppressed cough, An Jinnian spread his hands, and under the afterglow of the lights outside the car, it was a shocking red.

He leaned back on the seat weakly, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart.Turning his head to look at Lin Xi who was sleeping peacefully in the back seat, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

He took out a tissue, wiped off the bright red blood on the palm of his hand, took out a lighter and lit it, and threw it out of the car.During the whole process, An Jinnian's hands were trembling uncontrollably, and his complexion turned pale in an instant.

An Jinnian never thought that the accident would happen so quickly. If Lin Xi hadn't fallen asleep, he would have been completely exposed now.

He smiled wryly, his eyes were wide open, his face was ashen, the starlight in his eyes was extinguished, leaving only desolation.

An Jinnian was unwilling to admit that her life would come to an end in this way.But he had to admit that his time was numbered.Looking at his broken body, he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, let alone the courage to face Lin Xi.At this moment, he just wanted to escape, the farther the better, the farther away from Lin Xi, the better.All he is willing to give is given to her, and all pain and needs to be endured are left to himself.In this way, after she left, Lin Xi would not be so sad and painful.

After a long time, An Jinnian, who was waiting for his strength to return to the cage, suddenly came to his senses, and with the last trace of reluctance, he drove Lin Xi away.

This is the last year of their lives, and the last intersection of their lives.

An Jinnian thought that from now on, they would only meet strangers and never knew each other.

When An Jinnian knocked on the door of Lin Xi's house with Lin Xi in his arms, Yu Sheng was the first one to rush out to open the door.

The moment he heard the knock on the door, Yu Sheng jumped up almost as fast as he could. Under the surprised eyes of Lin Yi and Xu Yan, he got up and opened the door hesitantly. Lin Xi, his anxious heart gradually relaxed. He thought that Lin Xi would not come back tonight.

From the moment he saw Lin Xi and An Jinnian leave, his whole heart seemed to be hung upside down, uneasy, neither sitting nor standing, always staring at the same place in a daze.

Until now, seeing Lin Xi come back safe and sound, the trance-like expression seems to have found himself.

An Jinnian had a pale face, and his eyes were lingeringly staring at the sleeping person in his arms. When he saw Yu Sheng appearing at the door, he made a silent gesture, with a faint smile on his lips, and affectionate eyes .

He handed Lin Xi to Yu Sheng, his movements were careful and gentle, and he said softly, "From now on, Lin Xi will be handed over to you."

Yu Sheng looked at An Jinnian in astonishment, his outstretched hand paused in mid-air, and asked stiffly, "What do you mean?"

An Jinnian didn't answer, and stubbornly handed Lin Xi to Yu Sheng, with a faint smile still on the corner of his mouth.

Only then did Yu Sheng wake up, and quickly took Lin Xi from An Jinnian's arms, still puzzled.

An Jinnian looked at his hand hanging in the air, and the feeling of emptiness made him feel even more uncomfortable.He was in a daze, and it took him a while to come back to his senses, then turned around and left calmly.

Yu Sheng called An Jinnian to stop behind him, with a blank expression, "An Jinnian, Lin Xi is not something, something you want or throw away if you want. She is not anyone's appendage, she has her own. The right to choose. I don't know why you do this, but I hope you respect her choice, just like I respect her, no matter how she chooses, I will silently bless her."

An Jinnian's footsteps faltered, and he stopped in place, trembling slightly.In the dark night like stagnant water, no one noticed that An Jinnian, who had always been aloof and uncompromising, had tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.He raised his hand to caress the position of his heart, where the pain was so painful.He has lost his former composure, and now he is like the grass swaying in the wind in the corner, which can be uprooted by the cold wind at any time.

He leaned down, pressed his painful heart, and said softly, "I have never regarded her as a thing. In my heart, she has always been unique. As you said, you respect all her choices. And I just want to She can be happier."

As An Jinnian spoke, he took steps, walked down the steps, and disappeared into the corner of the corridor.

"That's because you don't understand her, An Jinnian. You haven't seen her lose her soul because of you. But I have seen her life like that." Yu Sheng hugged the person in his arms tightly, with a soft tone, His eyes were warm, and he looked at the person in his arms, and the scattered light in his eyes gradually gathered and became brighter.

Yu Sheng's words reached An Jinnian's ears verbatim, he didn't actually leave, he just turned into the corridor entrance and stood leaning against the wall, the pain in his heart forced him to not even have the strength to lift his feet.

This was the first time in the past twenty years that he clearly tasted tears.Even when he learned that his life was not long, he was never as sad as he is now.But now, because of Yu Sheng's sentence "Life is better than death", it hurts my heart.

Do you really not understand her?An Jinnian asked herself this question.Isn't it because you know too much, so you know it too well, so you do this?That's why he pushed her away desperately.

Yu Sheng carried Lin Xi into the room, Xu Yan walked over and asked, "Where is An Jinnian!"

Yu Sheng replied softly, "He's gone, if Lin Xi wakes up, don't mention An Jinnian to her."

"Oh." Xu Yan nodded dumbly, not knowing what happened.She opened her mouth and wanted to ask something, but Yu Sheng's back had disappeared into the living room, so she shrugged and sat back on the sofa.

Yu Sheng sent Lin Xi back to the room. When he came out of the living room, Lin Yi and Xu Yan were discussing the song he sang at the New Year's Eve party.

"Didn't you say that the New Year's Eve party will be broadcast live? Why didn't brother Yu Sheng go?" Lin Yi asked, pointing at the TV.

"Oh, I recorded that in advance." Yu Sheng answered absently.

Seeing this, Xu Yan gave Lin Yi a look of not asking any more questions. Lin Yi immediately understood and kept silent. The living room suddenly fell into a strange atmosphere.

When Mu Yuan found An Jinnian, An Jinnian's body was icy cold, leaving only residual warmth, and he fainted in the corner of the corridor entrance, out of breath.

He immediately carried An Jinnian to the hospital, his face pale with fright.

When An Jinnian went out, Mu Yuan didn't know about it. He thought that An Jinnian had been resting in the room until twelve o'clock struck midnight.He took the New Year's red envelope to find An Jinnian, planning to give him an unforgettable New Year's surprise.

Only then did he realize that there was no one in An Jinnian's room.The tables on the bed were all neatly arranged, and the room was empty and cold, and it didn't look like there was someone there.

Immediately, he called and ordered his subordinates living in Beijing to look for him.

But he was still worried, so he went out in person.He searched almost every place An Jinnian could go in Beijing, but he couldn't find any trace of An Jinnian.

Mu Yuan, who was in a panic, almost went crazy from fright, and he didn't think of Lin Xi's existence until the critical moment.So, he hurried over again, and finally found the unconscious An Jinnian in the dark corridor.

Mu Yuan thought, if he had come a little later, what was waiting for him would be the news of An Jinnian's death.

"An Jinnian's family members." A doctor came out of the emergency room and asked loudly.

Mu Yuan hurried over, "I am I am..."

The doctor wearing a sterile suit raised his eyes and gave Mu Yuan a white look, and scolded, "How did your family take care of the patient? Chronic cell leukemia, such a serious disease, why did you allow him to catch cold? Isn't this nonsense?"

Mu Yuan nodded and bowed, knowing that he was wrong, "Yes... yes, doctor, how is he?"

The doctor continued to tell him that "the situation is very bad. According to the current situation, he needs long-term hospitalization and chemotherapy."

"What, long-term hospitalization." Mu Yuan was dumbfounded.

"Yes, only long-term hospitalization for chemotherapy can prolong his life. Of course, we must find the corresponding bone marrow type for surgery as soon as possible, otherwise, judging from the current state of the patient's body, the situation is extremely dangerous." Doctor Seriously.

"But he has Rh-negative blood, and the matching rate is very low. It has been five years, and we haven't found a suitable blood source for him." Mu Yuan staggered back two steps.

"The matching rate of rh blood type is indeed very small, but it doesn't mean that there is no match. You can try to contact a few more hospitals, there will always be hope." The doctor reassured.

"Oh, okay, I see." Mu Yuan thanked.

"The patient is fine after chemotherapy, you go and go through the hospitalization procedures for him." After the doctor finished speaking, he entered the emergency room without looking back.

When An Jinnian came out, his body was covered with large and small tubes, and his face was as pale as a sheet of white paper.Standing not far away, Mu Yuan was terrified and didn't even have the courage to approach.

A doctor reminded, "Patient's family members, hurry up and help the patient go through the hospitalization procedures."

Only then did Mu Yuan regain his senses from the self-blame, and replied repeatedly, "Okay, I'll go right away."

After completing the hospitalization procedures, Mu Yuan found An Jinnian's ward, opened the door and entered.An Jinnian, who was lying on the hospital bed, was still in a coma, showing no sign of waking up.

Mu Yuan approached, sat down on a half-length sofa in front of the hospital bed, raised his hand to stroke the center of his eyebrows, and closed his eyes tiredly.He, who hadn't slept all night, was extremely tired. After experiencing the frightened and nervous expressions, his heavy eyelids gradually became disobedient and closed slowly.