A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

Suddenly, under the light of the fireworks, I saw a slender and familiar figure downstairs.Shrouded in the dark night, he stood upright and lonely.The eyes reflecting the light are as bright as the sea of ​​stars, shining brightly.

Am I dazzled?How could he think that the person downstairs was An Jinnian?He shouldn't be here at this moment, should he?

But that figure is so familiar.

I stared blankly at the downstairs, not leaving for a moment.At this time, the people downstairs also cast their gazes over and met my eyes.At this moment, I am absolutely sure that he is An Jinnian.

Thousands of stars seemed to be contained in his eyes that were as bright as day, and the beauty was like a dream.

I suddenly stepped up and ran downstairs, ignoring Xu Yan shouting behind me, "Hey! Lin Xi, where are you going?"

Ji Dong was not far behind, and said, "Sister, Mom said you can't go out on New Year's Eve..."

But those voices were all left behind by me. In my eyes and in my heart, there was only one thing left, which was to confirm whether that person was An Jinnian.

The anxiety in my heart caused me to walk in a frivolous and flustered manner. Walking in the dark corridor without lights, I set down two steps with one foot, so impatient.

While I was excited, I was also afraid in my heart, afraid that that person was just a phantom, afraid that that person would leave before I ran to him.

With just two floors of stairs, I seem to be walking on a [-]-meter sprint track, trying my best, but I can't see the end.

"Nian Jin..." In the sky, the fireworks bloomed in brilliant light, illuminating the long dark night.An Jinnian stood on the spot, motionless, looking at me softly in the direction I was running towards him.

Time seems to freeze, I walked up to him and stood still, smiling like a wind.

His eyes were slightly drunk, he looked at me fixedly, and said softly and lovingly, "Why did you come down?"

Totally different from last time, deliberately pushing me away.

I was full of joy, "Jin Nian, why are you here?" I stretched out my hand to grab a piece of his sleeve, and pressed it affectionately.

Today's An Jinnian is different from the usual nobility and aloofness.It seems that all exposed sharpness has been suppressed, leaving only tenderness.

He raised his hand to caress my forehead, and still said softly, "Lin Xi, I miss you..." Suddenly, he pulled me into his arms and tightened his arms.

There was a chill on his body, and the chill was accompanied by his body temperature, instantly sweeping me over.I wanted to say cold, but after moving my lips for a long time, I didn't open my mouth, for fear of disturbing this rare and gentle scene.

"I miss you too." I hugged him back and told him all about my thoughts these days.

Thinking of the back view of him resolutely leaving from Shuiyueju last time, my heart aches, and the hand holding him tightens unconsciously.Although I don't know why he came to Beijing, why, it will be completely different from the last time.

But I don't care about these, as long as I know that the person standing in front of me and holding me in my arms is my An Jinnian, that's enough.

The silent wind swayed and swayed, tormenting us in front of us.An Jinnian let go of me, raised his hand to pinch my chin, and kept me in an upright and opposite posture with him.He opened his mouth softly, "How are you doing these days?"

"What do you think!" Maybe people prefer hypocrisy when they like people, just like me with teary eyes now.

"I want to cry..." He chuckled and scratched my nose "So fragile..."

I was even more aggrieved, "Why, it's not because of you."

Because of you, I can be unscrupulous, because I know it is you, so I can be fearless.

"What's the matter with me?" He looked at me tenderly, the corners of his mouth raised in a beautiful arc.

I stared at his smile in a daze, feeling fascinated for a moment.It seems that everything has returned to the snowy winter four years ago.In the snow-covered Jiangzhou University, on the runway we met, he looked at me tenderly like this.He said, "Lin Xi, I love you for the rest of my life..."

But a lifetime is so long, and the promise of I love you is so heavy.

So that we are so sad now.

"Jin Nian, I love you forever." Suddenly, she wanted to return those words to him.But when the words came to his lips, he lost the courage to speak.In the end, it turned into "Don't leave me behind, okay?"

Compared with telling him that I love you, it is better to tell him not to abandon me again.Even if he knew he would still slip up.

"Okay." He answered firmly without any hesitation.

I just made up my mind and buried my head deeper.

"Would you like to visit my house?" I asked him.

"Well," the hand holding me stiffened, "Next time, please, this time I..."

"Okay." Before he could finish speaking, I interrupted quickly. "Then wait for next time."

I didn't give him a chance to explain. Instead of listening to his empty explanations, I might as well keep some expectations for myself.

"Well, good." He nodded and fell silent.

The fireworks in the square had already been set off, and the entire night sky was once again plunged into boundless darkness.

I stroked his face in the dark, and the cold skin spread through my fingers, "Is it cold? Why is his face so cold."

He shook his head and hugged me even tighter, "Well, I wore less clothes when I came out."

"Why don't you wear more, aren't you afraid of catching cold?" I whispered.

"No." He replied casually.

"Do you want me to accompany you to New Year's Eve tonight?" I poked my head out of his arms, smiling coquettishly. "Or you accompany me on New Year's Eve."

"Okay." Without too many words, he agreed to all my requests one by one.

"Beep..." Behind him, there was a sudden sound.

An Jinnian and I turned our heads together, just in time to see Lin Yi hiding behind the gate with a smirk on his face, "Hi...sister, brother-in-law..." He appeared generously and stood up to greet An Jinnian. "Sister, brother-in-law is so handsome." He looked at An Jin carefully, and suddenly said, "Brother-in-law, I am Xiaoyi, and you will call me Xiaoyi from now on." Lin Yi automatically blocked my existence, Hot Nuo is like a long-standing friend, who speaks and shuts, all of whom are brother-in-law.

Uh... well, I can't have good illusions about this younger brother.

I withdrew from An Jinnian's embrace and turned to holding his hand.The moment we clasped our fingers together, we looked at each other and smiled.

The long-lost sense of happiness hits my heart, as beautiful as an unreal dream.

Lin Yi opened his mouth exaggeratedly, and continued to say "Brother-in-law, where are you from? Do you want to come to my house for a while..."

"Jin Yi," due to the darkness, I couldn't see Ji Dong's expression clearly at the moment, so I had to raise my voice by two decibels, "Should you go back and watch TV?"

"No, what is there to watch on TV now, I think my future brother-in-law is more beautiful and delicious." Lin Yi pretended not to understand what I meant, "Hey! Sister, when will you take your brother-in-law to see your parents? Ah. You said how happy your parents would be if they knew you've found someone." Lin Yi continued to murmur.

"Cough..." An Jinnian covered his mouth and coughed lightly, and said with a smile, "I'll definitely visit someday."

I stared at him in astonishment for two seconds, then pursed my lips and snickered.

An Jinnian is a person who doesn't like to talk too much. We have known each other for so many years. Except when he is with me, he talks a little bit more. He ignores other people on his own.

Seeing that the goal was achieved, Lin Yi's eyes lit up, "Well, brother-in-law, I still have something to do, you guys continue." He looked at me again, "That sister, sister Xu Yan and brother Yu Sheng are also watching there! How about you change to another place." He pointed to the direction of the upstairs balcony.

I stared, and through the dim light of the balcony, I saw Xu Yan looking at me hopelessly.As for Yu Sheng, there was no expression on his always gentle face at this moment.

Lin Yi pushed An Jinnian and me away, until the people upstairs could no longer see us, then he said mysteriously, "Sister, I think brother Yu Sheng looks very disappointed, take it easy Come on, after all, the visitor is a guest, so don't hurt too hard."

"I..." I gritted my teeth angrily, and raised my hand to pat him.However, he had been prepared for a long time, and he only stretched out his hand halfway, and he fled away. "Jin Yi, you wait for me..."

"Hehe..." An Jinnian raised his hand and rubbed my forehead, coaxing, "Don't be angry, be good."

"Aren't you angry?" I asked.

"That's your brother, why should I be angry." His frowning brows eased, "As long as it's about you, I won't be angry."

"Well," I thought for a while, and said, "Then how will we spend New Year's Eve?"

"How do you want to live?" he asked.

"Stay with you..." I managed to smirk twice, and in the dark night, the two of us walked side by side.

An Jinnian drove me away from the city center of Beijing to a mountaintop near a scenic spot.

We sat side by side on the back seat of the car, shoulder to shoulder, watching the lights of Wanjia in the distance.In the dim night, where the lights are dimmed, the prosperity has disappeared, leaving only the stars in the sky.

"How is it, is it beautiful?" He lowered his head, his deep eyes were as clear as lake water.

I clasped my fingers with him and nodded in response, "Beautiful..." This is the most beautiful night scene I have seen in the past 24 years, bar none.From this we can see, An Jinnian, how lucky I am to have met such a wonderful you.

Outside the car window, there was the crying sound of the night wind whizzing by. It rang in my ears, but it seemed to have changed its taste, leaving a hint of terror.I nestled in An Jinnian's arms and curled up into a ball.

He said helplessly and dotingly, "Why, dozed off..."

I shook my head without saying a word, and hugged him tightly, afraid that all this was just a dream again.When you wake up from the dream, the person in front of you will also disappear without a trace.

"Sleep if you want to sleep, I will accompany you." He patted my face comfortingly and said softly.

"But I said that I would accompany you for the New Year's Eve." My upper and lower eyelids were glued together, I muttered to myself, unwilling to fall asleep just like that.

"You are already with me, go to sleep, just sleep..." His voice became softer and softer.Like a spell that can hypnotize me, it made me yawn again and again, and finally I couldn't help but close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep.
An Jinnian looked at the villain nestled in his arms, his eyes were tender and tender, he couldn't help but gently raised his hand to caress her tender and fair face, and said softly, "The last year of my life, with you by my company, That's great. Lin Xi, thank you for loving me for so many years."

Looking at Lin Xi's peacefully sleeping face, An Jinnian's heart throbbed slightly. He came today simply because he wanted to see her.It can be seen that he was reluctant to leave after seeing it, his feet seemed to be nailed in place with nails, and he couldn't move them away.

Therefore, he had no choice but to hypnotize himself from the bottom of his heart, telling himself over and over again that since the heavens did not want him to leave, then let him be selfish again, just once.At least let him at the end of his life, leave a trace of good memories that only belong to them.