Hidden Marriage Chief Marry One Get One Free

She is unwilling.

Perhaps for others, it is a good thing to resolve misunderstandings and reunite.

But for Song Yan, a broken mirror is broken.

She would rather be completely broken than repair and live the rest of her life with cracks.

It was a kind of mental torture, torture that I brought to myself.

Song Yan couldn't bear it, nor was she willing to bear it.

Some people are born with strong self-healing ability, and can whitewash the wounds to be peaceful, without showing any traces.

But there are also people who are still frightened. Once bitten by a snake, they are afraid of well ropes for ten years.

It's really not that easy to heal the wound...

Song Yan admired such a person very much, but at the same time she was sure that she could not do this.

The so-called "reunion after a broken mirror" is something that can only be done with emotion.

Love is more than hate, and it will naturally cover all wounds, mend the cracks, and bring two people back together.

But if you don't even have feelings, there is no need for a reunion.

Song Yan had been stubborn for five years in order to get Su Muchen to believe in herself. It wasn't until the last quarrel in the wine bureau that she suddenly realized that she didn't need it anymore...

She doesn't need Su Muchen to believe her anymore.

Because——she doesn't love her anymore.

When she is in love with Su Muchen, she will be stubborn and extreme, hoping that he will trust her like a hornet's horn.

But when she no longer loves him, it doesn't matter whether he believes it or not.

Emotion is a consumable.

The repeated injuries and misunderstandings will only consume the feelings without restraint.

Just like the water in a lake, it keeps flowing out, but there is no new water source for a long time, so sooner or later, this lake will completely dry up and cease to exist.

Song Yan's feelings for Su Muchen haven't been exaggerated to the extent of a vast ocean, to put it simply, they just don't love deeply enough.

Just like Su Muchen did to her.

In the final analysis, all his doubts and distrust of her were not because of misunderstandings by accident or instigation by others, but because he actually didn't love her as much as he imagined.

All misunderstandings and misses are just because of not enough love.

Song Yan should have seen this clearly a long time ago, but she has trapped herself in a corner, unable to get out no matter what.

It wasn't until now that she finally realized that she didn't need it long ago.

Su Muchen's heart trembled. Seeing her calm and almost unfamiliar appearance, he felt uncomfortable in his heart, and couldn't help but said, "Why don't you need it? I said such exaggerated things, don't you think so?" Angry?"

"So you also know that those words are too much?" Song Yan raised her eyebrows slightly, and calmly pointed out the facts, "But you still said that."

"..."

Su Muchen was dumb for a moment, embarrassment and bewilderment flashed across his face, "Sorry, I didn't mean it, I was just a little confused..."

He didn't intend to make Song Yan sad with such hurtful words.

But at that time, he himself didn't know what happened...

Maybe it was because of seeing the red slap marks on Song Xuewei's face, he was a little annoyed for a while, and Song Xuewei's forbearance at the time was in contrast to Song Yan's cold and sharp attitude, one weak and one strong, he would unconsciously favor Song Xuewei , didn't even figure out the situation, and felt that she was being bullied by Song Yan.

People are often like this, they will subconsciously sympathize with the weaker party, thus ignoring the truth of the matter.

Especially for men, a woman with a pitiful appearance is always cuter and more distressing than a strong woman.

Su Muchen felt that he just made a small mistake that many normal people would make, and it was not intentional, so he just had to apologize properly.

But the hurt person doesn't think so.

Even if Song Yan doesn't care now, it doesn't mean that the harm doesn't exist.

"When you are angry, you can hurt people. If you don't mean it, you should be forgiven. People who apologize will always have their own difficulties. A word of sorry can erase all the hurt."

Song Yan said lightly, there was no angry expression on her face, only an indifferent calm, looking at Su Muchen.

"That's what you think, isn't it?"

Su Muchen's expression froze slightly.

Song Yan's words were too blunt and harsh, like a sharp knife, easily and cruelly pierce the fig leaf on the surface, dragging and exposing the selfish thoughts deep in his heart to the sun, leaving nowhere to hide .

Su Muchen felt ashamed for a while, and his self-esteem was severely stimulated by the embarrassment. He couldn't help defending himself, "No! Yanyan, you misunderstood... I didn't think so, I really wanted to be with you You apologize, so..."

"So, you want me to forgive you for your unintentional mistake." Song Yan raised the corners of her lips slightly, and continued the second half of his sentence.

Su Muchen just wanted to nod subconsciously, but suddenly caught the curve of her lips that seemed to be a smile, his face froze suddenly, and his movements also stopped.

"You can hurt people when you are angry, if you don't mean it, you should be forgiven." Song Yan said this just now.

And his answer was, "I don't think so."

The implication was that Song Yan had to forgive him if he never thought about apologizing on his own initiative.

But Song Yan followed up with a sentence of forgiveness, but he subconsciously wanted to nod...

Isn't this inconsistent?

He is clearly what Song Yan said, even when he apologizes, he has to set himself up on the moral high ground, arrogant and selfish to the bone.But he was unwilling to admit this, and when he tried to defend himself, he exposed his hypocrisy even more truthfully.

Song Yan's half-smile was obviously aware of this.

And Su Muchen's own stiff expression also sensed his subconscious insincere words.

Therefore, it was even more embarrassing, and even more... shameless.

"..."

There was an embarrassing silence in the corridor.

In the banquet hall at the back, the faint laughter passed through the walls and corners, and came to the ears far away, but it seemed to be far away in another world, which was not real at all.

But in this side of the world, there is only cold silence, which penetrates into the bone marrow silently, making people restless.

Of course, this is only Su Muchen's feeling.

He stood in front of Song Yan with a face full of embarrassment, and opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start.

He didn't even dare to look into Song Yan's eyes, he just felt that her calm gaze fell on him, without any emotion, let alone irony or ridicule, but it was more painful and suffocating than Ling Chi.

how so?
Su Muchen thought in a trance in the suffocating silence, inexplicably feeling a little hopeless.