Seeing her frowning and not speaking, Su Muchen's expression on her face was very calm, and there was a touch of impatience deep in her eyes. For a moment, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, so she couldn't help but took a step forward, "Yanyan..."

Song Yan felt uncomfortable when she heard him calling her that, and interrupted with a frown: "Su Muchen, I've made it clear to you last time, my name is Song Yan! You'd better change your address."

The name "Yanyan" was her baby name when she was a child, and her mother used to like to call her that.

But now, her mother is gone...

As Song Xuewei's fiancé, Su Muchen is not on her side at all.No matter from which aspect, calling him like this will only make people feel bored.

Su Muchen obviously didn't think so, his sword eyebrows frowned slightly, he didn't respond to Song Yan's words, but insisted on asking: "Why didn't you answer my call? Do you know how worried I am about you?"

Song Yan's mouth twitched: "..."

Su Muchen continued on his own, with a worried look on his face, "Who were those people last time? They didn't do anything to you, did they? I'm really worried. After you were taken away by them, I still I went to your place to look for it, but you never came back, and your company didn't know your itinerary...Where have you been for such a long time?"

The more Song Yan heard, the more something was wrong, her brows furrowed deeper, "Have you been to the place where I live?"

"Well, I've been there several times, but you're not at home, and no one answered me when I knocked on the door." A look of sadness flashed in Su Muchen's eyes, then he glanced at her again, and said softly, "At first I thought you did it on purpose. Ignore me, only to find out later that you are not here at all..."

Last time at the hotel, after Song Yan was forcibly taken away by Lu Yanchen's bodyguards, Su Muchen was caught by Song Xuewei, so she didn't catch up at the first time.

Su Muchen was worried, and called Song Yan a lot, but no one answered, and finally turned off the phone directly.

Su Muchen was so anxious that he almost called the police directly, but was stopped by Song Xuewei who was chasing after him, but she couldn't stop her crying, and finally returned without success.

After several days in a row, Su Muchen did not give up looking for Song Yan, worried that something might happen to her, but because Song Xuewei kept pestering her, following her almost every step of the way, Su Muchen knew that she was worried and couldn't do too much, so I can't spare too much time to find Song Yan.

After all, Song Xuewei is his fiancee...

But Song Yan's status was embarrassing, since she was his ex-girlfriend and Song Xuewei's half-sister, he really had no position to express his concern.

But that's often how people feel.

Reason is one thing, emotion is another.

The more you know what you shouldn't do, the more your reason will collapse when your emotions are surging, and you can't control it at all.

So even though Song Xuewei tried every means to stop her, Su Muchen still couldn't let go of his worries. While Song Xuewei was out to make an announcement, he secretly found Song Yan's residence and visited her several times.

But Song Yan never came back...

No one was in the house at all.

No matter how Su Muchen knocked on the door, no one would respond to him.

Only Su Muchen can understand the mixed feelings of discomfort and worry...

Maybe it was because the feeling at that time was too tormented, he didn't even dare to imagine what would happen to Song Yan after being taken away, the more he thought about it, the more he blamed himself.

Therefore, when he saw Song Yan again and found that she was safe and sound, even though there were some complex and unspeakable secrets in his private heart, Su Muchen was still very happy, even a little surprised and moved.

she's fine...

That's great!
Su Muchen was so emotional in his heart, he looked down at Song Yan fixedly, and there seemed to be inexplicable emotions secretly surging in his eyes.

Song Yan's face was full of bewilderment, and her tone was mixed with indifference, "I'm not at home, what do you want from me?"

Su Muchen said worriedly: "I'm worried about you..."

Before she finished speaking, Song Yan interrupted coldly, "No need."

"Yanyan...don't be so repulsive, okay? I really don't mean any harm." Hearing her tone a little uncomfortable, Su Muchen paused, and then said slowly, "I know, what I said before was a bit too much If I said that, I made you sad, I'm sorry... I didn't mean it, it was just that I had some misunderstanding and impulsiveness at the time, and I was angry for a while..."

Song Yan didn't want to hear half of it, raised her eyebrows slightly, and asked back: "Is that why you came to me to tell me these things?"

Su Muchen hesitated, looked at her, and said seriously: "I want to apologize to you..."

Apologize?

For what he said?
Song Yan curled her lips lightly, and smiled lightly, but she didn't feel the slightest feeling in her heart, not even sarcasm.

She said calmly: "If it's just like this, then I'll say it again, no need."

An understatement of sorry was never what she needed.

what's the point?
The so-called apology, to put it bluntly, is nothing more than a word from the mouth.

No matter how serious and sincere you say it, it is of no use to what has happened.

So, it's really not necessary.

After that unpleasant meeting at the wine bureau, Song Yan figured it out and let go.

Stop punishing yourself for the mistakes of others.

Whether Su Muchen felt that everything was her fault or not...it doesn't really matter.

Some things make people feel unable to let go, like a heavy and huge stone pressing on their hearts, making them breathless.

But as long as there is an opportunity and I figure it out, I will naturally let it go.

Song Yan has been on the tip of the horns for five years, and she once stubbornly wanted to change Su Muchen's mind. She didn't expect him to be considerate, but at least she wanted to let him know that she was wronged back then...

However, the last time we met outside the bar, what Su Muchen said in anger pierced her like a sharp knife, and made her suddenly wake up.

Enough, really enough...

She has been humble for long enough that she almost lost herself.

Whether Su Muchen believes it or not, is it really that important?

If she tried hard to explain, and he believed it, could they really be reunited, as if nothing had happened, and be together again?

When Song Yan asked herself this question in her heart, she already had the answer.

—Impossible.

Between her and Su Muchen, there is no going back no matter what.

Whether Su Muchen believes in her or not, the past is always just the past, and there is no chance to start over.

What's more, Song Yan also asked herself, is she willing to do it all over again?

The answer is obvious.

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