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People's self-confidence is built little by little, and it can also be destroyed little by little.

All are the same.It's just that some people are more resilient and some people are less resilient.

Song Xuewei underestimated Song Yan's toughness, thinking that she, a young lady who was pampered and raised, would definitely not be able to bear this kind of grievance and humiliation. The gap in status, the ridicule and opinions of others would all form an invisible pressure. To the point, it completely crushed her.

And Song Yan did almost fall into such a situation at the beginning.Loss, depression, helplessness, frustration... All kinds of gloomy and depressing emotions filled her heart, making her feel out of breath.

But she is not the kind of person Song Xuewei imagined who can't bear the blow, and she is not like Song Xuewei imagined, she has never suffered from childhood.

Whether her stubbornness or tenacity, it was far beyond Song Xuewei's expectation.

So after a short period of discouragement, Song Yan not only did not recover from a setback as Song Xuewei hoped, but was beaten out of her competitive and rebellious psychology.

The more others accused her of not doing well, the more she wanted to fight for it, and she insisted on making others change their minds.

Under such a mentality, Song Yan resisted the humiliation and abuse again and again, trying every means and even racking her brains to learn how to act.

Meng Yang deliberately didn't arrange any courses for her, so she observed how other people acted in the crew, and then imitated and learned little by little.

Learn other people's positioning, imitate other people's acting skills, figure out other people's line skills...

It doesn't matter whether it's a famous artist or an unknown ensemble performer.As long as they are able to act, they have some advantages.

And she never refuses anyone, as long as it is something that she thinks is useful to her, she will try her best to learn and imitate it secretly.Sometimes when they are discovered by the other party, they will be ridiculed and abused, and it is not unheard of for them to be driven away...

She endured it all.

Keep the things you learned by stealing firmly in your heart, and when you get home, practice repeatedly in front of the mirror to turn them into your own skills.

Many times, she doesn't know if she is practicing right or not, and she is afraid that she will take a detour.

So she went to find those classic film and television dramas of famous artists, intercepted and kept the good acting clips, watched them over and over again, then turned off the video, used her mobile phone to record herself, imitated the practice, and recorded it on the mobile phone. Then compare with those classic clips and pick out your own loopholes and deficiencies.

Time and time again, over and over again, even she herself forgot how long she persisted.

In addition to these efforts behind the scenes, she is also constantly practicing and practicing, moving between different crews.

At this point, she really wants to thank Song Xuewei and Meng Yang.

If they hadn't used this method to target and attack her, and arranged a steady stream of jobs for her, she might not have been able to get so many opportunities to practice.

Especially Song Xuewei.

Meng Yang completely obeyed her orders, and almost all of the roles arranged for Song Yan were cannon fodder and extras, or they were disgusting villains, and most of the roles were different.

There are cannon fodder in costume dramas, court ladies, eunuchs, maids, slaves, aunts...

There are also cannon fodder for modern dramas, such as teachers, cleaners, hotel receptionists, table girls...

There are even Xianxia dramas, comedies, horror dramas, criminal investigation bureaus...

There are all kinds of films.

For the whole two years, Song Yan hardly had a break, and had been scrambling around in the film and television city, switching between different crews.

The busiest and most stressful period of time, she took over and filmed ten plays within a week, and played more than a dozen secondary roles with different identities. Among them, she played two roles alone in several crews, and she was still acting in the morning. The servant girl of the palace became a company employee at noon, a beer girl in a bar in the afternoon, and a college student who was killed in a horror movie at night...

Such a busy and tense shooting almost squeezed out all of Song Yan's energy, like a high-speed spinning top, there is no time to stop, even eating and sleeping are so tense as if they are in a war.

If it were someone else, they might have already collapsed under such high-intensity work.

It is a trivial matter to be physically overwhelmed, but the most important thing is the psychological pressure.

Frequent role changes, even several dials in a day, it is easy for people to be unable to switch, and then they make mistakes in the middle of a busy schedule.

And once something went wrong, with Song Yan's status at the time, it was almost inevitable that she would be scolded.The more scolded you are, the easier it is to create psychological pressure, and then it is easy to make mistakes.

Such a vicious circle, after a long time, it is too normal to be psychologically unbearable and feel collapsed...

Song Yan is most fortunate that at that time, she did not blindly dwell on failures and mistakes, but quickly adjusted her mentality and focused on her own progress and growth.No matter how badly she is scolded and how outrageous her mistakes are, as long as she can realize where she is wrong and what progress she has made, then no matter how much frustration and loss she feels in her heart, she will feel a little bit of comfort and peace. joy.

Song Xuewei maliciously hoped that she would immerse herself in the pain of failure, and then be devastated.

However, Song Yan found the joy of progress and growth in a different way behind this failure and pain, so she also had the courage to move forward.

No one ever fails.

Those who fail are only those who give up on themselves and stop advancing on the road to success.

In many cases, people need a motivation to move forward.

Maybe it's the ambition to become famous, maybe it's the unwillingness to set sail again, maybe it's the perseverance under the pressure of reality, or maybe it's the unconvinced counterattack...

Everyone has different reasons.The only difference is whether the reason is transitory or stubborn and unalterable.

The reason why Song Yan kept moving forward and insisted on gritting her teeth was that she was unconvinced and unwilling to admit that she was a loser who could not do it at first, so she bit the bullet and forced herself to move forward, just wanting to give herself Take a breath.

After walking for a while, she gradually discovered her growth and progress, and thus felt the rewards of hard work.So this kind of harvest has become a new driving force, urging her to move on.

The oppression and tribulation Song Xuewei had prepared for her turned into a special kind of tempering after she overcame the pressure.

The more tragic the transformation process is, the more dazzling the harvest will be.

Thanks to her blessing, Song Yan was able to achieve the greatest growth and harvest in the shortest time, and grew up extremely quickly in a way that almost seemed to overwhelm the growth of seedlings.