He is like hell

In the next second, I was hugged in a warm embrace. Although the scent of washing powder was ordinary, it made me very comfortable.

I greedily breathed the air there like never before.

But my movements are so familiar, it's not like it's the first time I've encountered such a thing.

Just when I was wondering, I suddenly opened my eyes.

The grievance in my heart gushed out all of a sudden, I couldn't control myself, and burst into tears.

I know it's really unseemly, but I really can't find any other way to vent.

I felt really uncomfortable, as if there was an unknown fire with no place to vent it. After thinking about it, I finally sat up and turned on all the lights in the room with a snap.

I sat there blankly, not knowing what to do for a while.

Suddenly I remembered that there was a photo album in the top box in my closet.

I found a chair involuntarily, stood on it, and opened the box clumsily.

There is a photo album in it.

I took a deep breath and opened it slowly, almost with trembling hands.

Sure enough, the first page was a family portrait. I was only one or two years old at that time, and I don’t remember when this photo was taken.

In the photo, a woman hugged me tightly, with a satisfied smile on her face. Who else could the man standing next to her be besides my father?
He looked at the smiles on the faces of our mother and daughter with relief, which made people feel very familiar.

It was this man who pulled me up little by little, and I couldn't help but feel a little pain in my heart when I thought about it.

"I just grew up, and you left me. Why don't you give me a chance to repay you?" I murmured, stroking the man's face with my hands.

Slowly, my eyes focused on that woman.

It's really not amazing, but it's a very attractive type of woman. If it's not what I expected, she should be my mother.

I still remember that when I was very young, I kept holding this photo. Every time I waited for my father to come back from work, I looked at him expectantly and looked around behind him. A mother followed behind him.

But every time I was very disappointed, there was no mother at all.

Even I sometimes cry and shout, asking him to give me back a mother, especially when I see other children’s mothers are very gentle and considerate, hugging and kissing the children, saying that I don’t envy that is Fake.

I usually look resentful when I get home.

At that time, I asked him countless times why other children had mothers, but I didn't.

At that time, the man just smiled sadly, and then tried to direct my attention to other aspects, either giving me a lollipop or other things, and gradually I stopped crying.

But the title of mother still planted a deep impression in my heart.

But slowly, this impression grew bigger and bigger with age, until now I can't feel it vaguely. If it wasn't for this inexplicable phone call, maybe I would have tacitly accepted that I don't have a mother in my life. fact.

I took a deep breath while thinking this in my heart.

Suddenly my doorbell rang.

I subconsciously jumped in my heart, and I was faintly looking forward to it, wondering who this person would be?

Just rang the doorbell twice and disappeared completely, as if it had never been thought of.

I was wondering about going over to have a look, but when I was hesitating in my heart, the phone rang suddenly.

"Linlin, I'm mother, I'm at the door, don't you really want to take a look at me?" It was still that woman's voice, it sounded just older, and my heart moved slightly.

"Even if I beg you, open the door, I want to see my daughter." She was still begging for something, but my heart hardened suddenly.

That's right, she hasn't appeared at all for so many years, and now I don't need it at all, so why is she still here?I thought so bitterly.

"I don't want to see you, you should go back quickly!" I tried my best to be indifferent.

"Linlin, how can you behave like this? I am mother." The woman on the other side of the phone sighed slightly. A woman sighing could be heard outside.

My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, I held my breath suddenly, and listened carefully to the sounds coming from outside and on the phone, as if it was all my mother's memory, and I couldn't bear to lose it.

"Okay, since you really don't want to recognize me." After an awkward silence, the woman's voice finally sounded again. "It's okay, I won't force you, I will give you time, no matter when you figure it out, just come to me anytime."

After talking and being silent for a long time, the phone finally hung up.

I looked at the phone speechlessly and smiled wryly.

Is this my mother?I really can't believe it, but the reality is in front of me, I have to believe it.

"Why are you doing this?" Looking at the phone, I sighed helplessly. "It's been such a long time, what's the point of coming to these stupid people now?" Angry, yes, I hung up the phone and turned back to my bed.

Although I still can't sleep, I have turned off all the lights in the room, and I know he saw me.I only found him when the lights came on, and I will never give him any chance.

Although you tossed and turned all night and didn't sleep well, I got up quickly when the alarm clock rang.

No matter how drunk I am at night, when the first ray of sunshine shines on me in the morning, I must be happy and full of strength. This is the promise I made to myself.

Fortunately, it was this small agreement of mine that saved me. I was full of confidence and finally went to work.

First, I went to the TV station to check that everything was going smoothly and in an orderly manner, and my heart was slowly relieved.

After being sealed last time, I also know that after all, the tree attracts the wind, and I still have to keep a low profile in the future, so I have already resigned. Although I still have some shares in the TV station, I am no longer in charge of it. For any front-line work, I just come here occasionally to guide the work through a cutscene.

After the inspection, it was almost noon. When I walked out of the TV station and was about to get in the car to go to my company, I saw a woman sitting on the world not far away.

My heart constricted slightly, besides the woman in the family photo last night, who could she be?
I turned my head slightly to find that she was staring at me intently.

I quickly turned my head to the other side, I really can't look at him, otherwise, I don't know what kind of decision to make.

As if I didn't see him, I passed him and walked straight to my car.

"Don't think about it, it's like nothing happened." I tried to tell myself in my heart. "Come on, you are the best."

But even so, my heart is still all messed up.

How could it be as if nothing really happened?The person sitting outside is my mother, my mother.

After thinking about it, while I was driving on the road, the mysterious person's phone stopped ringing.

"What is the background of that woman?" At least before I recognize it, I still have to investigate clearly.

He seemed to laugh.

"You finally changed your mind." He didn't have any extra tone, he was just narrating such a fact in a flat manner, and I didn't feel the slightest surprise, just nodded calmly and hummed lightly.

"He's had a very bad life these past few years, otherwise he wouldn't have thought of you." There seemed to be a joking laugh on the other side of the phone. "Isn't this woman a good thing? At the beginning, he lied to grandpa completely, and even tried to threaten him with you, but he was finally caught and controlled the last time."

She sighed slightly. "So this matter is up to you to figure out!"

No need to think about it, I also know that from the glimpse just now, I have seen that the clothes he is wearing now are still several years old. Although it is summer now, and short sleeves are cheaper, but from the inside to the outside of his body All that is revealed is a shabby breath.

It's not that I hate the poor and love the rich, it's just that such a woman suddenly came to my door and I really have to doubt his real purpose.

If there really is a mother, that's good, and I won't object at all, but if he has other purposes, don't blame me for being cruel.

I thought about it in my heart, shook my head vigorously and sneered.

That's right, at this point I'm still delusional about getting a mother's love that I've never had before. Is this a delusion or what?

I laughed hard at myself.

"Let's forget it? Don't do this kind of unnecessary struggle in the future. If you don't have expectations, there won't be any. Disappointed." I shook my head.

For these things, when I think about it again.Came to the downstairs of the company.

I got out of the car and rubbed my eyes vigorously.

It turned out that the woman was sitting in the lobby of the company.

"Could it be that she can fly? Or does she have the ability to have long legs? She arrived at my company so soon." Thinking of this, I couldn't help snorting coldly. Originally, he was still a little low in my heart, but this way It turned out that it was aimed at me.

I even pretended not to see it and walked straight past him.

"Linlin." She seemed to be getting impatient after waiting, and she stood up and shouted at me.

The colleague next to me immediately cast a curious look, and this time I wanted to pretend that I couldn't see it.