He is like hell

Lin Yuan didn't realize that my thoughts were drifting away, and she was still looking around and looking at something.

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, I just watched quietly.

How long has it been since we sat down and chatted so well?
For the two of us now, other gatherings of friends cannot be pushed away, important meetings of the company must be attended, and what is necessary is only further education. So, how long is there left for the two of us?

Although friendship is no more than the relationship between other lovers, it must be loyal, but like any other relationship, it needs to be managed well.

While thinking this way, I took a deep breath and tried to bring my thoughts back to reality slowly.

"By the way, there is a new movie released recently, let's go and watch it together." Although I have been entangled in other things and can't get away, I still want to sneak away for a while, or these things are very important to me. It is the most important thing.

Lin Yuan was also very surprised, she was obviously not good enough for me to think so.

After a long time, she nodded slowly, "Don't worry." She came over and patted me on the shoulder, "No matter when you pass by, or what you want to do, I have time." While saying this, He gave me a trusting look directly.

I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down.

When I came out of the movie theater, the night had already fallen, and I was still immersed in the movie just now. At this time, the mysterious person called me again.

I turned around and glanced at Lin Yuan, she waved to me very wittily and said that she was going to the bathroom.

"What's wrong?" I found a secluded place and picked it up.

"A woman has been looking for you for a long time." The other side of the phone said briefly, "There should be no final confirmation yet, but it should be soon."

"What do you mean?" I was very confused.

"That person is your mother." There was no sound on the phone.

I froze slightly.

"But soon, she has found the last person," he still said calmly, as if this matter had nothing to do with him.

I take a deep breath.

"Impossible." I said decisively, "How did you find out about it? Didn't I ask you to investigate about Lin Yuan or Lu Yan?"

I didn't believe what he said at all and tried to refute it.

"Okay, Ruolin," he coughed slightly, "You should know, I won't give you false information." As soon as this sentence was finished, a busy voice came from the phone.

Beep beep, let me not calm down all of a sudden.

At this time, I saw Lin Yuan coming out of the toilet from a distance, and quickly put the phone back in the bag.

"Who is calling you at this time," Lin Yuan asked casually, and took out his mobile phone while talking, "It can't be Lu Yan, I still want to have dinner with you."

I looked at her noncommittally.

"Of course we're having dinner together. How can someone else be added to our date?" Even though I was saying this, the thoughts in my heart became even worse.

This Lin Yuan is indeed too wrong, she can be said to like Lu Yan too much now, and she has been helping him to speak, not because there is any reason in the other party's hands, there is only one reason, that is, they have reached a certain A tacit decision.

I continued to remain silent.

"Don't tell me I haven't noticed, why do you like Lu Yan so much now?" I pretended to be joking and said, "Are you just being so casual? I'm afraid I won't get married or something."

Who knew that a trace of panic really flashed across Lin Yuan's face.

"Oh, why do you say that?" She looked at me with some helplessness, "You know, for Lu Yan, you two have been together for so long, and I have seen it in my eyes, I just want to make you happy, "As she spoke, she sighed slightly, "Forget it, if you don't like it, I promise not to say it in the future."

Although it is a very normal conversation, there is always something wrong in my opinion.

"Forget it anyway," I shook my head helplessly, "to you now, this is nothing at all, why do you know the outline so clearly, you should be very clear about what kind of person Lin Yuan is, why should you So don't let her go."

Thinking of this, I shook my head slightly.

A dinner can be said to be different, although I usually don’t like Western food, but after all, I haven’t eaten it for a long time, and the petty bourgeoisie environment is really suitable for chatting between two people, so I chose a Western food restaurant. Dining room.

After dinner, I went home in a leisurely manner.

Unexpectedly, when I got home, I received a call from an unfamiliar local number.

I hesitated for a while, thinking that it might be something related to the company's business, I finally picked it up.

"Is it Linlin?" The voice on the other side of the phone was a little trembling, with a hint of crying.

I froze slightly.

"Linlin? This name was only called by my father a long time ago, isn't it?" I didn't dare to continue thinking, so I hurriedly asked who the other party was.

Who knew that she didn't care at all, "Are you Linlin? That's right. I heard the voice just now. Do you live in Building 8 of Xingfu Community?"

Listening to her reporting my information item by item, I finally couldn't sit still anymore.

"Who are you, and why do you know this about me?"

The person on the phone froze for a moment.

"I'm mother, Linlin, have you forgotten me too?" As she spoke, a sobbing voice sounded from the other side of the phone.

I just remembered that I seemed to have received a call from a mysterious person this evening, saying that a person who claimed to be my mother was looking for me.

To be honest, I didn't care at all at the time, otherwise I couldn't just forget about it.

But now that this woman really came to her door and seemed to know me really well, I couldn't sit still anymore.

"What exactly do you want to do?" I didn't relax my vigilance at all.

"I just want to see you, Linlin, don't get me wrong." She coughed violently as she spoke.

My mind went blank.

"Mom? It's impossible." I thought in my heart. My mother passed away a long time ago. There are still black and white photos of her in my home. My father also told me that my mother gave birth I passed away shortly afterwards, so he has always owed me a lot. How could I suddenly have a mother after more than 20 years?

I feel that my world view of the past 20 years will be subverted.

"Linlin, you don't have to recognize me, but you can't see me," the other side saw that I didn't respond for a long time, and said directly, "You don't even know, I've been looking for you for a long time, can you Don't be like this."

I took a deep breath and shook my head.

"Linlin, my mother is downstairs right now, so why don't you come and see me."

I froze, my heart beating violently.

See?Still missing?It was as if there were two villains fighting in my heart.

Finally, I finally took a deep breath, forget it, it’s gone.

Since she has not appeared for more than 20 years, now that I have grown up and can fly by myself, what else will I do with such a mother?

As I thought about it, I took a few deep breaths.

"It's okay, Linlin," the woman seemed to understand me very well, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to see me, after all, we haven't seen each other for so long, this is my phone number, just call me whenever you want to see me I'm always on the phone."

Listening to her rambling on for a long time, but also reluctant to hang up the phone, my heart constricted suddenly.

But finally I shook my head.

"Forget it," I took a deep breath, trying to keep myself calm.

Since she didn't show up when I needed it the most, so now that I don't need it, what else is she doing?

I thought so bitterly in my heart that my heart thumped and fell into my chest cavity.

It was like a thing that had been ringing for a long time, and finally the dust settled.

In fact, I have known for a long time that I still have a mother in this world. Although my father has always emphasized to me that my mother has passed away, the more he is like that, the more clearly I know in my heart. ,Totally impossible.

Now, she finally appeared.

Although I refused, it can also be understood as the reason why I was too guilty. I have always longed for that kind of love. When I was young, everyone had their own mothers, but I only had my father.

Although my father treats me very well and regards me as his little princess, it is completely different from my mother. My desire for my mother has never diminished.

I hate myself, because I clearly know what I want in my heart, and I also know that as long as she finds me a few more times, I will definitely soften my heart.

But I can't look like that, because that would actually be a betrayal of my father.

I hate.

I tossed and turned throughout the night, and I used various methods to calm myself down, but at some point, my nose suddenly became sore, and the next second, my eyes became moist.

"Don't cry, don't cry," I warned myself in my heart, but finally couldn't hold back, and cried loudly with a wow.

I really hate myself like this, as if all the previous cultivation has been in vain, no matter how hard I try, on such a quiet night, I turned back to the little girl before, hiding in a quiet corner alone, helpless People care about it.

"Linlin, how are you, come here, give me a hug from mom." Following the sound of this voice, I saw a woman coming from a distance under the sun.

I was taken aback.